我又回家了~~

其实犹豫了很久。。
很多问题要顾虑。。
车票啦~来回都要100块了。。
交通问题啦~
要不然就得孤零零的对着四面墙鸟~
明知道我是最怕孤独的啦~~
最后还是知道自己承受不鸟凄凉恐怖的感觉~~
决定回家。。

呵呵,“回家的目的是为了走更长远的路”。。
这是我的籍口啦~
再来就是让某某闭关好好念书。。
正所谓:“天天见到你,却产生了磨擦”就不好啦~

回家有些必定要做的事:
1。跟阿妈报告所发生的大小事
2。血拼!(视窗也爽)
3。睡觉(充足的睡眠)
4。吃!吃!吃!(吃到我胃酸过多导致胃痛)
5。坐沙发(那里的都给猫猫的毛霸占鸟)
6。看电视(那里的客厅是同胞们的地盘)
7。穿美美(那里没有穿美美的理由)

暂时想到的是酱。。

矛盾

日出或日落
我选了日落。。
不是因为喜欢。。
而是习惯了。。

可是我却喜欢日出。。
它就像萌生的希望。。


彩色或黑白。。
我选了黑白。。
不是因为喜欢。。
而是习惯了。。

可是我却喜欢彩色。。
它就像开心的象征。。

原来伤心的理由很简单。。
开心的原理也很简单。。
可是心锁却很难解开。。
我该怎么办。。
我能怎么办。。

圣诞节

圣诞节给我的感觉是
热闹,温馨,感动,幸福的节日
我没有庆祝圣诞节的习惯
却希望能够参与基督教徒的庆典
感受下他们的虔诚
也尊重他们的信仰
希望我也能够对我的宗教一样虔诚

平安夜那天我是多么希望可以跟他们去教堂
可是。。
没有相熟朋友壮胆
呵呵。。算了
来日方长。。

至少圣诞节那天被邀请去某位安娣安哥的open house
很热闹。。
那种气氛就像我们的农历新年。。
有自助餐,零食,还有柑。。
那位安哥拿着一个竹篮装满柑分别派给客人。。
眼睛都睁大了。。
怎么这么快有柑卖了?!
在那里试了一些平时没有什么机会吃的食物。。
很特别的laksa sarawak
米粉+虾米+鸡丝+青瓜丝+鱼碎咖哩汤+吉仔
蛮好吃的。。现在想起也流口水。。
还有圣诞节必备的烤火鸡。。

在异乡过节的寂寞心情也跟着开心起来。。
虽然不敢跟陌生人讲话。。
没有表露出兴奋的心情。。
只是静静的当旁观者其实也有其乐趣啊!
坐我旁边的学长也不知我在笑什么。。

还有一位很滑稽的小弟弟
他是安哥的儿子
见到他我就不经意联想起"小孩不笨"
"baby是怎样来的?"
他的表情就像戏里的一位角色。。

话说那位chicken man鼻子不舒服
弟弟的姐姐就问鸡男
"要不要吃鼻子的?我拿来。"
弟弟就说
"吃鼻子?!不可以!!"
联想一下戏里讲话的语气
弟弟真的很像新加坡人讲华语。。
呵呵。。

人生就是这么一回事

悲哀。。
从心里发出的伤感。。
今天一早朋友告诉我两个坏消息。。
我的小学家庭补习老师去世了。。
朋友的姐姐也去世了。。
真的很突然。。
真的很惊讶。。
酸溜溜的感觉不好受。。
我是从小学一年级到三年级在她那里补习。。
因为哥哥的关系。。
还记得第一次见到她就很不礼貌。。
小孩就是酱直接嘛。。
"她脸有很大粒痔!"
是哥哥拦住我,我才收敛一点。。
她很亲切,很有爱心。。
而且家里很多零食。。
常常都请我们吃东西。。
"冰箱有豆奶,要喝就去拿吧!"
"自己掩制的木瓜,试试看!"
以前偶尔会在菜市场遇到她。。
笨笨的我就称呼她"安娣"。。
过后她们全家搬了,我也没有见到她了。。
听说她开了幼儿园。。
听说她患了鼻癌。。
今天却听说她去世了。。

Capricorn Man

A man in this Zodiac will has a pair of round big beautiful eyes, a nice
structure jaw line. He is a good listener and can understand everything
easily and clearly. He can guess what you will say before you even say it.
He often shakes his head or touch his hair. He is a big built, but he will
tend to have a small ear. He tends to have a darker shade of hair and eyes'
color. He will likely have a short and strong neck, broad shoulder,
muscular, strong hands and grips. He has a shorter fingers compare to the
man of the same size and same height in the other zodiac. His hands can work
well at the same time can protect and care for his woman.

His height will be proportional to his weight. He will walk firmly and
always take a big long step. As he walks he will look around in caution with
no disturbance from his problems at present or in the past. He likes to
watch things built with fascinate and wonder about how it is done, so you
could see him watching a construction site and not get bored.

He is a good dancer. He is a careful person in instinct, so even at dance
floor, he will already have to know what in front or behind him before he
will take any steps.

Green is his favorite color. You will mostly see him wear green, navy, blue,
or brown. In all 12 Zodiacs, he is the one who can get the most satisfaction
from possession of beautiful thing, and cherish it as if it is very valuable
to him even it is just a crystal ball made in France.

It is his luck that he hardly has to chase after woman. They always come
themselves without his invitation. He likes to treat his guest in his house
than visiting his guest at their house. He does not like to be a center of
attention, so if you need his help, you have to look up for him. He lives
his life in stability and simplicity. Every decision made are already "Sure"
and carefully thought out. He will not do what he has been asked to do if he
is not interested in doing it. He acts casually but in reality, he always
doing things seriously.

He loves peaceful and quiet environment so in his free time, he will stay at
home instead of going out and look for adventure. He loves nature and dreams
of a nice and quiet house with lots of trees, or he may dream of a house in
a beautiful countryside.

He will let you have freedoms and watching you in a distance. If you are
over doing something, he will let you know by his icy cold look. He is the
perfect lover in all the Zodiac for nothing he will not do for his love one.
He won't allow people to laugh at him or think he is a joker, so he will
spent for himself luxury for what it is worth.

He likes neat and well dressed woman, so do not be a slop if you are dating
this guy. If you do that he will loose his face. He is the romantic type who
would dance with you under the moon light.

Love will make him shines and you will see it in his face. He will not say
it out loud, you have to know it yourself.

Libra Woman

Libra woman mostly has an egg oval facial shape. She has a nice smooth skin
and a good figure. She will spent so much efforts to keep her skin clean and
pretty. She can be easily allergy to cosmetic and make up, but taken care of
her face and avoid wrinkle is her hobby. She is good at it and tend to look
younger than her age.

She can be very naughty like a little boy, but yet fully 100% woman. She
looks nice in either Jean or night gown. She thinks woman is equal to man.
Sometimes she can think faster than you, but she will not leave you far
behind. She will try not to make you feel like you are competed or defeated
in any games she plays with you even she is winning.

She is a little flirt even she has no idea what she wants. She can not
decide what to do, and what not to do, so she can not set her schedule very
well in all cases.

She is gifted with how to dress, and how to match her dress. She likes to
dress in black and wear perfume. She likes a mild flowery scent.

In any argument, she can really argue. She can argue for hours, and mostly
win the argument. If it is not a serious argument, she could argue and once
a while give you a smile also. She will make a good politician, because she
can tell which party will win the election.

She always has a good reasons ,even she likes to contradict herself. She can
not decide what is right and wrong for her, because everything has a good
side and a bad side. Woman in other Zodiac might not care what other people
think, but Libra woman care what other people ,or what you feel as much as
her own feeling.

She can adjust to her environment very well, so at work she will be at the
ladder up. She likes team work in doing things. If you ask her for help or
advice, she will help you except if she does not like your guts. She can
change you and make you think you change by yourself without her influence.

Good side of being with Libra woman are she never interfere with your
privacy. She will not make you loose face in front of your friends. Even she
cares about how much money she has left his her bank account, she will never
forget to let you know how much she cares for you.

She think taken care of the house is a woman job and she can do it well. But
if you expect a Libra woman to fear you, then you are wrong. She is a strong
woman even she looks at you with that sweet innocent pairs of baby's looks
and may loose you (let you win) in a few poker games.

If she is the one you are after, then go step by step. The best way is using
her friends introducing you to her. Do not make her feel or treat her like a
bubble head. You have to move forward toward her with confident and secure.
Show her that you are a kind , polite and a real gentleman. Be a slow hand
or else you might get smack!

You are so cute~~

Excited~~ and happy~~~
"Why are you so cute in the picture?" David
"got, you are very very very cute." Jeff

this two guys praised me in same day.

But something has gone..
Feeling..
some feeling has gone..

Why he didn't show his concern to me lastime???
Am i too cold to him?
The time has passed..

I should appreciate the fate i received now..
I really appreciate..

Black Monday~

Black black~~ Monday~~
Originally i was quite happy..
since can meet my friends before going back to terengganu..
chit-chating about the interesting university lifestyle, shopping with them, helping my friends to choose clothes, taking photo in a boutique and being scolded..

However,good times didn't last long..
During the period surfing Internet, something happened to my laptop..i.e. a trojan invaded my laptop!! being detected but unable to remove by most of the anti-spyware software..

Actually there is a solution - easiest way is to reformat the laptop.. But i'm not willingly to do that.. All my original software will be gone~~ no more IE7 and WMP11.. Cannot~~ I will mad~~ I'm trying to find other solution until there is no more method besides reformat..

Finally, the win32.TrojanDownloader.Small has been removed.. the method?
hoho~~ curious hoo?

Firstly, i would like to thank Nick.. although he is not the clue to solve this problem, he still willingly to call me to explain his experiences..
Secondly, this is the clue.. he asked me to find the solution on the Net.. The solution really can be found!! Thanks ya, kit..
Thirdly, if not my brother simply and brave enough to try the method found on the Internet, my laptop now will be reformatted already.. Thanks ya, dai lou..

Haiz~~ I really not dare enough to attempt the method.. i don't know what will happen..

Still then, i want to thank to myself because of my insistence..hehe.. if not i will give up easily and hand up to service ASAP..

really relieved after got rid of that malware.. hohoo~~

Belated birthday...Surprise

Really can't imagine that my birthday has passed about "half century" still got birthday presents ooo...

before leaving ipoh, we four will sure celebrate birthday with each other..
i thought this feature won't repeat again since we all go our own way liao.. haiz~~ im in Terengganu, mee san and pek hern in Bangi and chiou ling in Johor..

this year i celebrated birthday with a gang of brand new friends there..

this Monday, i got a unexpected surprise oo.. they three still bought birthday presents to me.. surely, im not greed for the worth of those presents.. just the sincerity is most important..

thanks to mee san, chiou ling and pek hern.. (from eldest to youngest)..
forever best friends, ya..

破冰了

真的很开心。。
从内心发出的开心。。
也有点安慰。。
之前因为某个绯闻
让我跟某某陷入尴尬气氛
很少聊天
虽然感觉没了
可是还是很冷的气氛
一直想找机会解释
可是还是算了
一直以来
他是我唯一的遗憾
因为有些问题
我主动找他
冰溶了
而且也要感谢安琪
因为她的恶作剧
之前的误会
也得到了答案
真的很开心
多了一位朋友的感觉真好
尴尬也没了
呵呵。。
花了点电话费
也是值得的。。

老同学聚餐会

昨天约了一班老同学喝茶
都是培南生。。
掘指一算
原来我们都认识了11年
现在还能相聚一堂
真的不简单啊。。
大家都从不同的地方回来所谓的家乡
虽然人数不多
呵呵
可能是晚上的关系吧。。
不怕
来日方长嘛~
让我算算有谁
美珊,月盈(Phoebe),嘉琪,荣恩(Ah Ean),
国威,俊贤(Loke"爷爷"),俊杰,宓恒,
崇彦,秋宁
当然还有我。。
本来还有几位
可是他们都不得空

他们的外形是有点变了。。
男的都帅气了。。
荣恩的头发终于有点长度鸟
国威一身正式的样子,有点好笑
俊贤最轻便,轻便得来是蛮帅的啦!
(当我看到他的黏式nike鞋真的很遗憾。。
想当年对它一见钟情(现在还是很喜欢),可是却没有我的"塞丝"-- 伤心)
俊杰就名牌鸟。。
本身就是大富人家的儿子,还驾家里的mercedes来,够力!
崇彦上半身还蛮可以的,只是下半身不配上半身。。
比起以前是好很多了
最正的应该是Loke爷爷吧。。
整体来看他是很ok的那位。。

女的我们几位都是简单打扮。。
秋宁越来越小只鸟
巴掌脸冠军
美珊还是美丽动人
嘉琪没什么变
月盈还是很~~~~瘦
宓恒的缺陷祢补得很好
只是被崇彦的那句话滑到
他的直接简直让人喷饭
所以最正的非宓恒莫属鸟。。
简直流口水~~

而我当然不用讲鸟~
身形像企鹅,脸型像雪人。。
简直无人能比。。
最烂的非我莫属。。

想不到我们可以从小学讲到中学再到大学。。
小学的历史还记得酱清楚
佩服
所谓的"正"字
永远是宓恒跟崇彦离不开的经典
我这位好学生当然没有黑名单叻
呵呵。。
小学一定有林素玉级任老师鸟
她的默写作文政策就是刻骨铭心
还是长不大的陈俊杰还记得嘉琪改作文改得很严
就是记仇嘛~

中学很快就飞去中五鸟
因为比较深刻
每位老师都讲一番
首先是Cik Ng Soo Heng
我们的马来文兼级任老师
对她我们是有赞无弹的
她还是我的补习老师
讲起在她家补习就超好笑
那位姓陈的在那里补过习我一点印象都没有
只记得我左边是宓恒;右边是伟杰。。
宓恒左边是崇彦;他左边是文儒;再左边是志权
而我对面的都是女生
就不知到何来的俊杰。。
呵呵。。
不止我,崇彦也是酱说的
然后就讲起饭盒总是很丰富的伟杰
总是嫌饭盒太大包吃不完的理由
给了我跟宓恒很多鸡肉和鸡蛋
吃到我们胖胖。。
有何居心?!

再来就是被我们投诉的英文老师
教物理的可爱可爱
很搞笑的生物老师
很长气的历史老师
"周鱼的火车"/"翻云覆雨"(不敢解释)的华文老师
都是那位colgate(许伟杰)的错叻。。

然后就到大学论坛鸟。。
我发现一个很奇怪的现象
当男生问我你在哪里读啊?
我说KUSTEM你有听过吗?
他们会说有啊。。
再问我读什么科系啊?
我说软件工程
他们会说不错啊。。

相反的,
女生问我同样的问题
我当然答同样的答案
可是她们却一脸疑惑
要我说在登加楼才甘愿
我想她们根本不知道在哪里吧?
没关系
有空带她们去见识酷似癫的巨蛋;
我说软件工程
她们会问我你有兴趣hoh?
我会说不错啊。。

这就是男女之分鸟~~
怪怪的~~

当然免不了会相比一番鸟。。
竟然马大跟国大比大
够力~
竟然比较范围
还算一小时跑不跑得完。。
我差点滑倒~
他们还讲旷课经验
想不到他们敢敢旷课

想不到的是
相当年旷课天后的我
上了大学竟然没有旷过一堂课
只有请过一次病假
因为那次真的肿的够力,就快走不到鸟。。
哈哈,改邪归正鸟,不可思议。。

World University Ranking
马大的水准竟然会输给国大?!
可怜~~
还记得叔叔读国大时,它才新建不久。。
还是无名小卒。。无人问津。。
想不到30年后竟然超越马大

现在酷似癫就像30年前的国大
它还是小孩,才7岁
还有发展机会。。呵呵。。
等多30年吧。。

谈下谈下竟然顶不顺烟味
而改换去mamak档再继续八卦
八卦到夜深人静才舍得回家
(其实还是很热闹。。只是都很夜了。。只好回家鸟)

宽待自己 -- 电视剧篇

呵呵。。
我看的电视剧少得可怜
没有赞助商
唯有从朋友转送过来
首先
不好意思
我不爱看台湾剧
比较喜欢港剧
偶尔韩剧

说了嘛~
我很闷骚,对吧?
"我也不想这样反反复复,反正每个人都孤独~~"
怎么唱起王菲的歌来了?
没办法
想念偶像就是情不自禁

去了北京一趟
回来了。。

朋友怂恿我看"恶魔在身边"
可是我都不领情 -- 犯贱

烧出来的都是港剧
首先是"阿旺新传"
还不错叻
只是阿旺未免也太懂事了吧?



过后
真的太无聊了
唯有看"布衣神相"
越看越紧张
只是他们的对白太多了
都得专心的听他们讲话
呵呵。。



最后是"肥田喜事"
不过
只看了12集
还有8集
期待,等待当中
很搞笑
因为喜欢胡杏儿
因为本身是肥妹一族
就像喜欢"金三顺"一样

"肥妹怕热嘛~~"嘻嘻..

宽待自己-电影篇

在外面读书的日子里
甚少看电影
那里没有戏院
没时间看
没兴致勃勃的心情看

总算假期了
假期无所事事
待在家--无聊
唯有在家里
自找乐
看DVD
虽然是旧片
不过也算经典之作
有时也需要宽待自己吧。。

首先,这部电影已经有8年了。
1998年的片子--Independence Day



接下来是一部"报仇"片。。
应该是"惩罚"片
片名叫--The Punisher (2004)



超正的听觉效果
感受一下超快感
就得看-- Too Fast Too Furious - Tokyo Drift



再来点感动,紧张,有点搞笑的大制作
"世界末日" -- Armageddon (1998)

童年

吃早餐时遇见旧同学
曾几何时同班过
曾几何时是小学同学
现在见面了
名字也忘了
只记得他姓曾
当然
对方是记得对方
只是没有交流
可能对方心里都会想
我们曾经是同学
事隔千秋
再见面大家都变了
可能是他变了
而我还是我
看见他我会想
为什么会变成这样?

吸烟了
不再像以前的单纯
不过
也帅气了
看见他才发现大家都已成年
以前的童年都变成了回忆

小小螃蟹


小小螃蟹
在酷似癫不难找到
幸运的
活生生地横行着
不幸的
扁扁的趴在路上

呵呵。。
这只算幸运
晚上横行被我发现
无聊的拍了下来
只想留做纪念。。

随笔写写

习惯了习惯
生活就是一成不变

尝试新尝试
未必是坏事

危害身体, 污染视野的行为。。

最近在街上不难看到一些老外不像老外,华裔不像华人裔的人。

我不了解黑发有什么不好。。
我不了解金橘发有什么酱特别。。

我觉得我们应以黑发为傲。。
黑发黄皮肤是华裔的象征。。
为什么偏偏爱染成金发?你们不觉得恶心吗?

不要告诉我什么是潮流什么是时尚。。
我喜欢新颖的东西。。
我喜欢注意潮流的动向。。
可是我对潮流这东西有一定的原则。。

街上到处金发人。。
给我的感觉一点都不新潮。。还有点污染视野。。
甚至给我的感觉是土!
又不见外国整街是黑发人?

为什么我们不可以以黑发为傲?
染发有酱美吗? 我并不觉得。。


这篇文章纯属个人观点,绝对没有意愿想引起纠纷。。

平淡的流年

"一天,男孩和女孩吵架了。他不再對她說 我愛你 ,當然她也不再對他說我也是。
一天晚上,他們談到了分手的事,背對背睡下了。
半夜,天上打雷了。
第一聲雷響時,他醒了,下意識地猛地用雙手去捂她的耳朵,才發現不知何時他又擁著她。
雷聲緊接著炸假裝什麼也沒發生,可誰都沒有睡著她想也許他還愛我,生怕我受一點點嚇。
他想,也許她還愛我,不然她不會流淚的。
愛的最高境界是經得起平淡的流年。"

濠雨

突然下起了大雨
不妥当的沟渠建筑
雨水迅速地聚积在大路旁
车子在街上慢慢地蠕动着
可伶的单车骑士
惟有被无情的大雨狠狠地打在身上
被淋得全身湿透
尽管如此
大家仍小心翼翼地
往各自的目的地行驶
当时
每个人的心中都有
一个相同的意愿 :
希望大雨尽快告一段落
还我一个晴朗的天空

如果和结果

如果你的电话寂静了很久,那表示我不再想你了。
如果我的眼神到处遛达,那表示我不再尊重你了。
如果你的唠叨我没听见,那表示我不在意你了。
如果我的妒忌心不在,那表示我不喜欢你了。
如果有了挑剔,那表示我们不再相爱了。
如果在一起没了心跳,那表示我麻木了。
如果我没有挽留,那表示我的心已被掏空了。
如果我们没了话题,那表示问题已经存在了。
如果没有解药,那表示已经有了结果。

沉思

"在对的时间,遇见对的人,是一生幸福。
在对的时间,遇见错的人,是一场心伤。
在错的时间,遇见错的人,是一段荒唐。
在错的时间,遇见对的人,是一阵叹息。

其实有些事情,真的是没得到的时候,最珍贵美丽。
你是否分得清楚,你爱的是那“得不到”的感觉还是“那个人”?

聪明的人喜欢猜心,虽然每次都猜对了,却失去了自己的心......
傻气的人喜欢给心,虽然每次都被笑了,却得到了别人的心......"

这是我从朋友的部落转贴回来的。。
朋友是从别的地方贴上去的。。。
就是酱一直传一直传下去。。

自食其果

看见大部分的朋友都在自己选的大学里念自己喜欢的科系,不禁让我哀叹。。

只是有些还不知足。。常常埋怨为什么不是马大的医药系而是在国大医药系。。
真的有点气啦~

现在有酱的结果对我来说已经很不错了。。因为这都是自食其果。。

如果想当年可以积极点念书,可能8个选择会中一个。。
如果想当年知道有科大,可能我会中食物科学。。
如果想当年。。。

这都太迟了。。回首往事又何必呢?
只是偶尔想起会后悔当初。。
可能这是天意。。
可能这是缘分。。
可能这是。。惩罚?

算了,现在最重要的是抓紧机会,努力补救,不要重蹈覆辙罢了。。
其它的我都无能为力。。
最怕就是"心魔"出现,我就绞架不住了。。。

宅女

"明天要去唱K吗?"
"我不喜欢唱歌啦,不要!"

"明天跟B3那班朋友去XXX聚会,要不要?"
"不要啦~很闷的。。跟他们都没两句。。冷场就不好鸟。。"

"明天我们一起去看戏,很久没进戏院鸟。"
"我没空,不要。。你们去吧!"

认识我的人都知道我是名副其实的宅女。。

我不(敢)否认。。

同学或朋友约我出去, 我都会很直接的拒绝。。

原因很多:不被允许,缺乏金钱,不爱人群。。就是不想。。

大家很好奇在家的我会忙些什么。。

其实也没什么。。就是爱躲在家发呆也好,收拾房间也好,就是喜欢一个人。。

享受单独却害怕孤独。。

怀念单恋

单恋时总期望可以跟对方谈恋爱。。
原来恋爱了也不过如此。。

内心的失落、无助,现在还是存在着。
自己的心事,至今还是个谜。
本来的压力,现在更繁重了。
习惯了孤独,现在变得陌生。

原来单恋也是种幸福。

归属感

假期月期间到处都是人群。。学生美眉,帅哥无处不在。。

看到都觉得开心叻。。有美眉看。。总好过看一些恶心的欧巴桑。。

哎,不得不认老了。。那些美眉位位都打扮得时髦可爱。。连我这位还算正常的小姐都看得入神。。

回来两个星期都很少见到相熟的老朋友们。。一些还未回来;一些则闭关休养。。

今天难得跟妈去很多学生混的广场。。平时妈嫌那里难泊车都不肯带我去。。
。。。

逛了不久就碰见一个又一个的老同学兼朋友。。

首先是跟我同KUSTEM的伟伦和UMS的嘉敏。。谈话期间突然杀出两位"程咬金"(开完笑的啦!):一位是UM的振源和UMS的莹穆。。原来还有很多"警探"躲在卡拉室里,有KUSTEM的佩珊啦,UNIMAS的嘉欣啦,USM的伟杰啦,UPM的诗棋啦。。跟他们在一起的应该还有UNIMAS的慧敏,UPM的懿颦。。

为了不让妈妈等太久,就乘机跟大家道别了。。在购物的当儿又碰见UNIMAS的WEI YEN和UKM的淑华。。

离别后的重逢真的很开心。即使只是几句问候,那种"家"的感觉特别浓郁。。

大家曾经为了延续追求知识而努力的奋斗读书,曾经在同一间学府求学。。知道自己可以踏上大学生涯当然值得高兴。。现在大家已经各奔东西追求自己的未来。。感叹光阴似箭啊!

我看见大家跟我一样。。那种见到老朋友的心情。。就是眼睛都在发亮,心里总是莫名的兴奋。。

这就叫做归属感吧?

Quarrel

阴天

很想哭~没有原因的哭~
很想喊~无缘无故的喊~
很想放纵自己~喜欢做什么就做什么~
很想失常一次~像个疯人般~
就是办不到
很累~
努力的在掩饰。。。
没有人发现。。。
静悄悄的自己承受~自己压抑着。。。
没什么大不了~习惯就好~
没什么大不了~就是改不了~

爱你

爱要说出来 是对的
我好爱好爱你。。。

妈妈,
您周全的照顾
我被宠得很爽

哥哥,
你严厉的教诲
我会牢牢记住

爸爸,
你严肃的表情
一点都不可怕

培南,
我感受到
一种莫名的熟悉感

科大,
你的新你的美你的好
会逐渐被发掘的

软件,
我会试着爱你
转系是口是心非

软件学长们,
你们是我最好、
最亲切的学长

室友们,
跟你们住在一起
真的很开心

系友们,
我们就快一家亲了!

幸福

只想说 我很幸福!
很多爱我的人
很多我爱的人
被爱是幸福
爱人更幸福
心暖暖 洄心一笑
有着被保护的感觉
有着被宠的感觉
唠叨 紧张 挨骂 体贴
都是爱的表现
我好幸福!

我要快乐

我要快乐
我要简单
为什么 总爱相比
为什么 总爱竞争

我要快乐
我要简单
为什么 总爱让我流泪
为什么 总爱让我难过

我要快乐
我要简单
为什么 总爱戴假面具
为什么 总爱自导自演自己爽

莫名的兴奋

先有最坏的打算
深信 期望越高失望越大
一个小小惊喜 就会莫名的开心
这叫容易满足?
对我而言 这是快乐的来源

假期

人群逐渐减少
宿舍冷清清
店打佯了 热闹不在
寂寞的心情 不断涌现
放假的心情 没了
假日只是驱壳
剩下的却是 寂静
静得嘘寒 很冷很冷

twenty no change....

I'm older and older already !!! Don't Want, I don't want !!! Feel sad when im growing older... Haiz~~ What's to do? Unless i had an memorable birthday...

Since I saw with my real eyes, Im scare to celebrate birthday and try not to mention my birthday..However, IT"S TOO LATE!!! My course mates will spread from miles to miles... Hui?! I not yet explain why am I so scare to celebrate my birthday woh.. U noe y? It's because..... During my course mates' birthday celebration, they have been thrown with birthday cake by other course mate.. Scared leh!!! I will surely SCREAMMMM AS LOUD AS POSSIBLE...

Luckily, this year got a person "protect" me.. BUT, i don't noe what will happen the next birthday...

Quite surprise, but not because of his intelligence. What he has done really made me dunno should i cry or laugh..

Very happy and touching when i got so much greeting from my family and friends...

Busy + Stressful Uni Lifestyle

I wanna go back to my hometown !! Serious Homesick...

The study week on this mid October, i have to stay back in hostel and "celebrate" Hari raya at there... sob sob.. The reasons are a little bit complicated.. What I feel lucky and relieve is 2 of my roommates also stay back here..and my secondary schoolmates also stay back here for revision..Izzit we are so hardworking?? haha.. Have to use this week to study well or that week will be a waste..

Who tell me that the first semester of the uni life is very free and enjoyable?!!! I totally, completely didn't feel that!!!! What i get is assignment, assignment, assignment, test, test, test, busy, busy and busy..........!!! Stress, Pressure~~~~A person lazy and prefer enjoy the life like me really will faint and frustrated...FRUSTRATED~~~~

Mid sem~~

It's been a long time i didnt update my blog. The reasons are many. Lazy, busy, blank...

After the first sem break, personally has changed a lot.. Try to eat less to save money, try to wash my clothes without washing machine to save money, try to not buy any unuseful materials to save money again, try to change the socks everyday to avoid my sensitive leg from falling ill..

Besides, my pressure is rising since i got my test result.. My feeling just like the time in form six.. tension~ i really dont want to repeat the same failure in this new starting uni life as in last two years.. i really hurt when i knew i have to attend the tutorial class.. i really dont know how come i would write this kind of answer.. maybe im not familiar with the question and unable to communicate with the question.. everytime i din have the luck when sitting for exam..really got exam phobia.. haiz~~ stupid gal~~stupid gal~~

i try hard to change myself.. not to sleep in the afternoon but just a nap if really cant concentrate.. i force myself to drink coffee everyday during the exam season although i really not like it.. force to increase the study time as late as possible.. force myself to keep my mind fresh..

i dont want my family worry me and im the only child who undergrade and the only hope for my family.. the only way to make my family proud with me is to graduate with distinction or at least get a second upper class.. or i really dont want to live on this earth..

feel shamed when face with my lecturer and the feeling of sadness and disappointment flow out automatically from my heart..

Work hard, Hazel!!!

A Trip to Pulau Bidong

Well, the time was passing very fast.. the trip was over and i think i should write something bout it..

the first day (2/8/06) morning, we departed from 9.00am and arrived at the Pulau Bidong at 11 sth.. after that trip i found myself got an illness - that is - mabuk laut...

just arrived at there, we had to build up our camp ourselves.. many sand and not comfortable.. hate sleeping in the camp indeed...

later, our first activity has begun... SCARED~~~ had to swim for about 500m to the middle of the sea.. and the fact is I DON'T KNOW HOW TO SWIM !!! then the facilitators taught us how to float and how to stand on the sea. I wonder why am i so scare until screamed and laughed abnormally along the sea...and held my friends' hand very tightly...thanks Mei Ling and Siew Mun... from the sore to the middle of the sea... after reaching the boat.. have to jump from the boat and swim back to the beach again!! surely, I screamed again.. the faci laughed at me and teach me swim like doggy...hehe..
honestly, i had drank lot of water in the sea.. REALLY masin.

huh~~ quite siok actually.. the water is so clear until can see through the bottom of the sea..

snorkeling was our second activity for out pari group ... we had to wear the fins and SWIM AGAIN.. im too scared and just swim to 100m and snorkel at there... siok... can see the fish swimming here and there and the coral was beautiful... those who swim to the middle said many species of fishes and colourful coral.. got nimo oso..

after that, we had to prepare for our cheer song..and prepare for the presentation for the next night.

really hard to sleep at night the sand was so and the camp was so small... the camp have to fill in 5 person.. u noe??? turn my body oso cannot.. my ass so painful becoz of the sand..

fishing was the first activity for the next day.. the wave at the middle of the sea really large... mabuk laut again... the first 20min still able to endour.. the first fish and the last fish i got was a fish used to fry the keropok.. after this fish, i mabuk laut and cannot wake up oreadi.

well, i wont miss up any chance to try the activities even i was still mabuk.. playing canoe woh! how can i miss ler? siok again.. i juz tried the kayak only 2 years ago.. canoe was the first time..first first i really scare to the canoe bcoz it is so light.. during canoeing, i totally changed my prejudis to the canoe... it is faster than the kayak... canoeing along the sea... hehe.. can see throuh the bottom of the sea and saw the coral...

the most tired activities was the last one, i.e jungle tracking.. have to climb and slide down the jungle.. tired~~~

after the night, my whole body oso pain.. from my shoulder to my toes.. that night was quite seksa because of the rain and the camp... our camp almost flied away.. we all dun wan to sleep and juz stand at the stall...and you know want happen? we all play a game called "asked and answer".. we asked and the person who kena will answer with a torchlight.. heehee... the people beside us busy bbQ and we busy talking and laughing..until 1am..

the last day, still got activity but i din involve...then we back to our hostel at 12pm..and had a nice bath~~

Interesting

My second home - Library

Haiz~ Assignment assignment... Computer computer...
well, i realized computer is VERY essential to me since very long time ago..

but i din realize library is so important to me since i come to a new environment with lack of my own pc..

every assignment has to type and print out..
every assignment has to search the material with Internet...

since the first assignment, we had set the library as our home instead of hostel..
until now, 5th assignment.. we have to stay in the library at least 5 hours EVERY DAY...
at there we have to ignore our lunch and dinner to get a place for using the pc..
u noe, the record we have is from 10.30am (without leaving the library block) to 7pm, eight and a half hours facing the computer !!!.. no wonder my spec increase in degrees la..

yesterday even stayed until 10pm (but from 4.30pm).. we had our dinner (better said supper) at 10.30pm.. so pity..

however, i was quite enjoy it because of the air-con inside the library.. prefer stay in the libary than in the hostel..

hard to study in the room.. the table is small.. no place to place my books.. Haiz~~
have to depend on library looo..

May I ?

May I miss you?
May I thinking of you ?
May I care of you ?
May I see you ?
May I approach to you ?

Whether the answer is yes or no,
Please kindly endure it for a year..
Please don't try to tell me the truth
i know the truth..
it's always cruel..
i know the truth..
it's always oppposed to our wish..

So, just let me deceived myself forever..

A stupid Girl With Silly Acts

i dunno how to explain the situation that day..
erm.. the story went like this..
last two days, we 4 coursemates + roomates were "hardworking".. stayed in the library for a whole day from 11am to 7pm... well, the first thing we had to do before entering the library is to place the bags in the e-locker.. for the e-locker, i had to explain a bit bout how it's function.

the instruction i knew is
first, u have to insert 20 cents ..
then a slip with a password will be printed out...
if over 3 hours, u have to insert another 20 cents to open the locker..
when the locker was opened, it can be closed again with belongings inside..
then use back the first password to re-open the locker..

Actually, what i considered before 25/7/06, 7pm was WRONG!!!
our belongings were stuck in the locker.. the password was not suit and cannot open the locker...
all of us stunned at there.. and then search for help..
luckily there was still a assistant working..
he saved our bags...

actually, after 3 hours when u insert another 20 cents, the e-locker will be opened... after it opened, all the belongings inside have to taken out and close the locker.. if u wanna extend the time.. u have to insert 20 cent again for a new password and new locker..

well, as the title said a stupid girl with silly acts..
Is my fault!!! i din read the instruction properly which juz stick at the e-locker wall..

Nevermind la, the e-locker settled already.. after back to hostel.. got a silly act again..
well, first i wanna take my clothes from my cupboard... the cupboard was locked and have to open it with my key.. my chain of key ...

after i opened it, i juz put it inside the cupboard and SHUT the cupboard.. The key is INSIDE the cupboard!!!

well, im not silly at all geh. got spare key mah... luckily...

Im crying...

After getting this course, i received it with open hearted for these few weeks. I aways tell myself u can do it. Everytime i attend the computing class, i try my best to follow the class although im not so understand what the lecturer thought. Every assignment i give all my effort on it. But i dunno why, im exhauted.. really... but i cant give up.. i have no choice.. not afford to study in the private University..im stupid and torpor..

Until this evening, Im crying in the library.. sambil crying sambil typing.. luckily no one discover it.. hehe.. doing my assignment in the half way also can cry suddenly...using three tissue already..

Relief... after crying out.. can continue my assignment now...

放 弃 了。。

是 时 候 了 吗 ? 为 何 还 要 执 着 ?
辛 苦 还 是 辛 苦 。 。 。
没 有 答 案 。 。 没 有 结 果 。 。
放 弃 , 最 好 的 方 法 。 。
累 了 , 真 的 。 。
试 过 就 好 , 不 需 结 果 , 不 需 答 复 。 。
只 想 好 好 的 过 日 子 。 。

再 下 去 , 更 讨 厌 自 己 。 。
失 败 了 为 何 还 要 尝 试 。 。
害 怕 , 真 的 。 。

I wont try to change the will of God

hehe.. actually i juz "fa lao sao" only.. i noe i wont change course in whatever condition.. the reasons are many.

firstly, if i really not interested in this course, i wont get the cpga more than 3.. then i hav no chance to change...

secondly, if i really get cpga more than 3, that's mean i like this course and able to score..why am i still have to change course?

thirdly, like the others said : this is "ditadirkan"..

forthly, im a positive thinker.. i can use this opportunnity to explore how to program..

fifthly, i wont easily give up.

Don' forget that Im a high curiousity person.. quite curious bout programming indeed.. but im scare when exam (got exam phobia).. haiz~~ how wonderful if i can find a tuition teacher.. now have to find out all myself.. my brother and seniors become my inquiry station..all start from zero.. what i studied in form six became a waste..(wu yong wu zhi di)...

SO, SENIORs, TRY NOT TO HIDE FROM ME WHEN I GOT QUESTION TO ASK ABOUT..
U ALL HAVE TO SUPPORT THE WEAK STUDENT LIKE ME..

for my interest in biology, have to conceal in my heart loo.. now i have to concentrate in IT.. all the books and magazines i read now all r concerning computer. the FIRST computering reference book i bought is "programming with java".

Im staying in KUSTEM for 3 years

Well, I'm here for three weeks already. the first week obviously would be the most exhausted week - orientation. However, i just went through it happily. Many of my friends asked: "why are you so enjoyable?" They thought i would be the most home sick person especially my old friends. it seems it was false. I also wonder why. Maybe because of the experience during the national service. i should thank to our deputy ministre, somehow. if he din introduce this program i wont got chance to be matured.

I really happy with uni life at here although with lots of assignments juz at started tutorial. maybe im the lucky one. All the three roomates are chinese and they are nice nice belaka. Also i got many nice nice seniors. they willing to give their notes and assignments to their juniors. so many...boxes and boxes.Thanks all the seniors very much, especially the first senior i knew before i registered to the kustem. whenever how i "kacau" and always ask him question, he will surely reply me with sincerely. actually i know myself im too nervious in all the things and ask too details.. hehe..sorry. I will try not to "kacau" him oftenly.

Sometimes, i really upset with the subject i got. Why im not taking the biological science?!! I like biology!!!! When the lecturer intruduce the JAVA to us, i totally BLUR wut he was talking about..

ridiculous adventure

well, u may say we are hardworking or doing things in the last minutes. we have our grievances indeed! hehe.. firstly, we dont have computer and have to go to cyber cafe and library.. also, we cant borrow reference books from library yet because of lacking matrik card.. so pity..

okay, this day, we have to attend classes from 10 to 12pm.. later comtech got a meeting again in 2.30pm to 5 sth.. Until 5 sth we still not yet beginning writing our content! wednesday have to hand up already.. then we are very "hardworking" one.. searching information in the library non stop.. dunno why.. when im sitting in front the computer, i able to forget my dinner and others.. hehe..

hours and hours later, my friends asking me to leave because she is hungry already. when i see my watch, "What!! 8 sth already?!" the night is falling and the dark is dangerous.. haha..

we 4 coursemates + roomates fast fast leave the library.. when we 3, bee choo, mei ling and i decided to walked back to hostel, see may suddenly VERY scare (i wondered why).. she almost wanna to walk to the hostel along the street putside the campus..

luckily, still have two male coursemates in the library, one is our "monitor" another is "lion" (i dunno how to write his name). then we 6 IT coursemates walking back to the hostel together.. the situation was funny.. usually bee choo is the slowest, but this day she was the fastest (walking in front).. haha..

Walking , Marching, walking....the road light SUDDENLY turn off ! "AHHHH !!" i screamed continued with mei ling and bee choo.. Frightened us!!

Finally, we reached to the hostel already.. sweating until my jacket also wet wet already...
when i imbas kembali the situation i will oso laugh...hehe

The Offer I Obtained

The previous Sunday midnight, I got two identical short messages from my friends. It’s stated:
“Keputusan UPU akan dikeluarkan pada 19hb Jun 2006. Taip UPU No.k/p & hantarkan ke 32300. hantarkan kpd yg lain yg berkenaan.”

I have no sensation and reaction with it even if I knew that possibly true. Maybe I had enough mentally preparation for the consequences?! Of course no la! In fact, the NTV news had announced the result of graduate lists will be released on the third week of June earlier.

I was going very nervous in the morning and sent a short message to 32300. I wondered why as well. The speed of responses is rather high. Within seconds the reply was coming. “Beep…beeps…”
“permohonan anda telah diterima dan sedang diproses. Sila semak keputusan pada minggu keempat bulan jun.”

Disappointed. I somewhat hoped the results could be released as early as possible. “Let me take pleasure in today first,” I thought. Well, I’m not prepared to veil that the pleasure I mentioned is surfing. Ha-ha. The higher education ministry website was running as usual and got zilch new announcement posted at the afternoon.

When I’m already be seated in the car, yet again two short messages came to my phone.
“What course and university you got?”
“Do you still keep in mind the exam code?”

“S-H-I-T ! The result was released already?! Why the reply I obtained that morning mentioned another way? Do I fall short of having a seat in any of the local campus? A short message was once more sent to the UPU. This time, the response of UPU and I are VERY different.

My response started from Happy, Perplexed, Excited, Disappointed and Panic again.
The short message went like this:
“TAHNIAH Anda berjaya ke KUSTEM. Kursus GC10 Teknologi Maklumat (Kejuruteraan Perisian)”

Let me make clear the expression I brought up above.
H-A-P-P-Y = Finally I got the good news (able to get in local university)
P-E-R-P-L-E-X-E-D = what is KUSTEM?
E-X-C-I-T-E-D = I got the information technology (software engineering) course! One major part of computer science which is my forth choice.
D-I-S-A-P-P-O-I-N-T-E-D = my dream to wear the white robe (the doctor or biologist wear) was broken. What I studied the last two years has zero links to this course. Almost zero except math.
P-A-N-I-C = Where is KUSTEM located? What does K-U-S-T-E-M stand for? Why I didn’t be concerned with this place before?

With my friend and brother’ conformation through its official website, the conclusion I could make is Terengganu. Why I have strong affinity with Terenggunu ?! I just came back from there last two years ago for national service and now have to go there again!!!!
Fainted.

Evolutionary Music Aficionado

There are lots of abiding fads accompanying me this few months. Music is undoubtedly being one of them. Well, the phrase “music aficionado” is too professional for me as I’m not adept in any of the musical instrument. “Mixed listener” is apter for this article but I feel the headline above is more chic. hehe.

During these half year long vacation, a big evolution of my music flavor has gone on me.
Chinese music was cup of my tea in the starting leave month. When the intriguing Korean dramas such as “The 19 Years Old Aunt”, “Beautiful Life”, “Save the Last Dance”, “Green Rose” and “My Lovely Sam Soon” were running on the TV screen, I was getting into their original sound-tracks. They are appealing to the ear indeed! The OST are hardly found in the web. Maybe they are not as familiar as those pop songs. I have used up my precious times and patience to search all of them.

The Korean fever has been over when the “My Lovely Sam Soon” came to a flawless denouement as the dramas coming up are not intriguing and couldn’t pull towards my attention. They are very tedious!

In the morning, I am fond of listening to the Hitz radio station, especially the Morning Crew program. JJ and Rudy are humorous and mischievous indeed. Both of them always play a trick on the callers. The Yes / No game and Gotcha Call make me laughing for all the games period. My mum curious why am I laughing once the Hitz FM switch on during in the morning. Hehe. Now she knew already and switch to higher volume when the two deejays are on air.

Surely, most the songs the radio station broadcast are very pleasant to listen to. I prefer listening to English songs for this time, particularly those songs which swing me most and make my heart pounding. The rhythm they composed is great, fantastic and really swings. With the skilled tune, I’m enjoying the songs! Even a young singer has a powerful tune, who I meant is Rihanna. Their music not bring to a halt at romantic song with plain rhythm but there are also various types of music like pop, rock, hip hop, rhythm and blue. I like alternative rock the most because of the musical instrument the groups play.

Some of the Chinese songs are too dull and plain. No doubt, there are some of the singers are endeavoring to make something new but failed, in my opinion. They like to follow that Japanese Style or Europe style. I’m going to fall asleep when I listen to certain songs and the tune of some artists is making me frustrated. Their voice are not unique and no technique at all. Well, my remark just aims at those are green and those who lean against their beautiful face with no actual potency. I’m disappointed with Chinese music in a definite period.

Until some of the Chinese vocalists with qualification released their latest album, I was come back to Chinese songs with no give up to English songs, of course. Maybe one day I’m getting boring to those English Songs, who knew?

The Da Vinci Code

In fact, I'm not going to write on this title during its hottest period. It will be quite boring when there are too many comments about the book and also the movie. Ermm, since it's going to cool down and as its reader and audience, I should write something about it, something which is different and fresh, I hope.

Well, whether the book or the movie, it has been a fever topic since its release as we all knew. However, the outline that touched on a murder and religious matter had once made me barely got interest in the story. I'm indeed not a good reader all the time. The Harry Potter series which are arranged properly in my bookshelf look upon me with favor always but I never endeavor to finish the books, not even one of them. Ashamed?

Until last month, I determined to read up the Harry Potter and The Order of Phoenix. After some chapters, I was suddenly seized by a whim to read The Da Vinci Code up and left the Harry Potter aside. Hehe. I'm sorry, J.K Rowling. The reasons are hardly explained maybe? I'm going to explain however. (bleh)

Firstly, Dan Brown should thank to the media as it has well promoted the book with detailed report on the background of the La Giaconda's Smile and the legendary and clandestine conspiracy. Secondly, the contribution of Leonardo Da Vinci cannot be obliterated. In fact, his artworks are intriguing until lots of surmises have been brought about, especially The Last Supper. Thirdly, the truth of the Holy Grail is quite interesting to discover but (Here's a but) I am more interested in understanding the history of Christianity rather than excavate the truth.

The Cross is not my religious symbol and I don't know how it came to be. Ha-ha. I'm curious in everything except those related on history. Nevertheless because of this book, I became curious about its history. Before that, I thought bible is the only book the Christian read. Actually, there are still some versions of it, Old and New Testament and others which I'm not familiar with. Hehe, please forgive my torpor. I imagine this is part of the success of this book.

Before starting its chapters, I have made a promise or a vow to myself, that is this book must be finished reading in two weeks time before its first-run movie. Finally, the show has begun running and I'm still reading. Sob. I finished it a week after the movie began its run.

Actually, I had my grievances, i.e. I was busy accompanying my mum to somewhere and had business to be done. Accordingly, I had delayed my promise.

The next thing I'm ready to put pen to paper for is the praise on The Da Vinci Code. Dan Brown's imagination and the idea really made me admire him. The Fibonacci sequence which is a progression in which each term is equal to the sum of the two preceding terms and Hebrew alphabet with fold- over to break the code (SOFIA) gave me the deepest impression. They are really intriguing. I supposed the author had used lots of time and effort in the researches.

Dan Brown's explanation of the masterpiece - The Last Supper - is also quite logical in some cases, especially on the V shape and the colour of Jesus Christ's clothes and the man beside him who is actually John (Mary Magdalene in the book).

Of course, I stand on neither the book nor the truth side since I'm not a Christian or Catholic. hehe. As Robert Langdon said (forgot the precise text): as long as the one we believe on can give us the right guidance, it doesn't matter which the truth is or whether the Sang real should be revealed. (According to the book).

After commenting the book, I'm trying to talk about the movie. Engaging Tom Hanks as the main actor ? Many criticized the stiff performance of Tom Hanks. Still, I like Tom Hanks to be Robert Langdon and the role of Robert Langdon as Dan Brown described is matching to the performance of Tom Hanks.

I think the criticisms (but with good boxoffice business) was because of the director. Ron Howard couldn't bring out the essence of this book and he just hurriedly shot the film out. With the first Dan Brown book Angels and Demons to be shot soon, I hope Steven Spielberg will not follow the same old disastrous road.


Da Vinci Webquest
Da Vinci Webquest - Answer
Personality of The Issue - Leonardo Da Vinci

An ill-timed Execution

From the Tsunami happened the last two years, Rita and Katrina the previous year until the earthquake occurred just past a week, there have been uncountable folks met their deaths. The abrupt catastrophes happen unceasingly in all parts of the globe following with all sort of pestilences burst out, JE, insane cow disease, SARS, dengue fever, flu and mouth disease, bird flu. We are all living in a menacing globe, aren't we?

Obviously, the anxiety we faced is far more than that. The inflation rate had risen as a result of the increase in the prices of goods following the sharp fuel increase. I'm not blame on the rising oil prices of course. The RM1.92 per liter oil price will surely be boosted to the highest value because of scanty petroleum sources.

What made me aggravated is the escalation of power bill implemented by this month. Increasing 12% is a large amount for those factories. For those the bill are constant at between RM44-70, the rise is between RM0.03-3.30 .The reason of this implementation which was given by the minister is to nurture the frugal habit of using electricity to citizens made me don't know whether should laugh or cry.

Did they ever think over the consequences and the welfare of the public? With the rising of power bill, the prime cost of goods will also be added. The mounted prime cost will cause the selling price growing. The selling price of goods has increased once in the wake of rising fuel prices. Currently, the good prices have to boost again to avoid losing proposition.

I'm not against the raise of electricity bill. My feeling is this is not the suitable moment to burden the people again. The bill can be risen as much as they need but now is ill-timed. Maybe it can be promoted later when the people are getting used to current inflation rate? Don't you think this entire oil, pork, bill, goods, and food rise is burst out with a sudden like disaster and disease? How does our economic situation be raised? With the help of tourism? The Disneyland Company even doesn't have the consideration to build an amusement park in our country.

The residents in this country are fraught with challenges while TN faces this rising inflation rate without difficulty. This action is actually to hit us when we are suffering with tribulation. Why not the government implements an action to boost the salary of the employees? Ha-ha... I think this country can hardly improve with poor human capital and government. Sob.

Mandarin demand is discriminatory

"Wednesday May 31, 2006

KUALA LUMPUR: The private sector should stop the practice of making it compulsory for local graduates to be proficient in Mandarin, Datuk Seri Najib Tun Razak said.

The Deputy Prime Minister urged the private sector to be open in accepting and training local graduates without including certain requirements and looking at their background.


"I have checked some advertisements, where the criteria for potential employees includes being proficient in Mandarin," he said when winding up the debate on the Ninth Malaysia Plan at Dewan Negara yesterday.
"It is discriminatory. Such a practice should stop. "


Najib, who was replying to questions concerning unemployed graduates, said the number of graduates had almost doubled from 45,000 in 2000 to 85,000 last year. He said that according to a survey 32% of the graduates had yet to secure jobs after completing their studies last year.

He said the Government would intensify efforts instilltil the entrepreneurship culture in universities.
"We believe that with exposure to the business world, graduates will be more interested in becoming entrepreneurs upon completing their studies," he said.


This news has probably aroused my fury. I don't think mandarin demand is biased. Mandarin is so important nowadays. Yet, Singaporeans who has once neglected Mandarin sensed its importance and endeavor to accentuate Chinese in their education. They could feel a sense of foreboding since China implement the open-door policy and initiate developing few years ago. What's wrong with those privacy companies to create such a demand?

I believe the main purpose of this discourse is to shield those aborigines in this country. Moreover, the idleness of most graduates is not because of mandarin demand. May I ask which race is the highest unemployed graduates? I should answer: those aborigines.

Let us take this in the other way. That's good to learn more languages other than only our mother tongue. Actually, Mandarin demand is just an additional requirement. To increase the opportunities of getting a job, it's good to learn Mandarin. Honestly, I'm quite frustrated with those Chinese who do not master their first language. some of them even don't know how to write their chinese name. Don't they ashamed?

Also, what was "private sector to be open in accepting and training local graduates without including certain requirements and looking at their background" meant? This is not fair to the private sector to employ a worker without any requirement. They are not creches! The companies need to pay salary to those who are not qualified furthermore?!
I am stuffed with chaos.

The government should not accuse the private sector just because of Mandarin requisite. Of course this is not the issue. If those graduates really have the potency and vigor, I suppose they will not possibly be jobless. Those authorities should act on something that does really make sense rather than made a futile discourse.

七色彩带









上个星期日接近傍晚又下雨了
大概两个小时后
恢复了晴朗的天空
雨水把整个污染的天空
清洗得一甘二净
还为天空带来了七色的彩带
随手拿起手机拍下了这个诱惑我的彩虹

圆了谁的梦

近 年 来,
各 式 各 样 的 传 短 讯 投 票 歌 唱 比 赛 节 目
随 着 “ 发 掘 人 民 歌 唱 才 华” 的 目 的涌 着 而 来。
先 是ASTRO 新 秀 大 赛,
再 来 是 大 马 偶 像,
刚 结 束 一 个 月 的 绝 对SUPERSTAR,
还 有 陆 续 而 来 大 大 小 小 的 歌 唱 比 赛。
这 类 短 讯 投 票 式 的 比 赛
有 人 欢 喜 , 有 人 愁。
有 人 抗 议 这 样 的 方 法 决 定 胜 负
很 不 公 平;
有 人 却 不 亦 乐 乎 地
猛 传 短 讯
为 自 己 喜 欢 的 参 赛 者 投 票。
以 我 的 立 场
- 一 个 不 曾 为 任 何 参 赛 者 投 票
应 该 可 以 发 表 一 些 意 见 吧?!
首 先,
我 觉 得 这 样 的 投 选 方 式 没 有 什 么 不 妥。
赞 助 商 和 主 办 单 位 为 的 是 利 润
个 人 认 为 他 们 没 有 酱 伟 大。。。。
其 次,
参 赛 者 参 与 这 些 歌 唱 比 赛
为 的 是 什 么?
还 不 是 有 朝 一 日 可 以 出 唱 片、当 歌 手
难 道 只 是 单 纯 为 了 要 展 现 自 己 的 歌 喉?
既 然 要 出 专 辑
自 己 也 想 专 辑 大 卖
唱 片 公 司 也 要 那 些 有 销 售 保 证 的 歌 手 啦
( 胜 力 者 得 签 约 出 唱 片〕
说 的 是 正 版 叻
那 些 舍 得 出 钱 消 费 的 才 是 公 司 的 财 神 爷
自 然 的
舍 得 花 钱 投 票 的 疯 狂 歌 迷
对 参 赛 者、 唱 片 公 司 多 多 少 少 都 有 销 售 保 证
就 连 短 讯 都 不 舍 得 发
怎 么 会 买 一 张 价 值 四 十 多 块 的 专 辑?
有 的~ 可 是 少 数 人
唱 片 没 人 买
歌 手 会 被 雪 藏 的
你 又 欲 心 可 忍 呢?
即 使 是 以 评 审 团 决 定 胜 负
也 会 出 现 个 人 主 见 的 困 扰
其 实
这 样 的 投 票 方 式 圆 了 明 星 梦 之 于
也 圆 了 主 办 单 位 的 发 财 梦
可 乐 而 不 为 呢?

无聊。。。

我 不 是 作 家
我 没 有 Dan Brown 的 神 奇 想 象 力+ 手 笔
简 单 的 部 落 格
没 有 华 丽 的 外 表
没 有 精 巧 的 文 字
里 头 是 我
经 历 的 琐 碎 事 情
文 章 搞 笑 的 词 语
是 黑 思 迩 地 带 的 目 的
带 给 大 家 欢 笑
让 我 开 心 的 一 面 能 够 渲 染 大 众
就 酱 简 单
开 心 就 好 嘛
对 不 对?
笑 一 笑

“母 啊S。。。”

洗牙一点都不好玩!

自换了成人牙齿之后,一直都没有“拜访”牙科诊疗所,除了检查牙齿。
其实是有一颗烂牙,不过没办法补。牙医叔叔只是叫我常常刷那颗牙齿。一刷就刷了5年。烂的范围是有扩大的迹象。

五年后的去年,碰巧妈妈要去弄牙套,我又顺便跟着去补那颗烂烂地的牙。
怎知牙医叔叔竟然只帮我刮掉那颗烂牙的污垢,然后告诉我说另外牙缝里有一个洞。问我吃东西是不是会塞住食物。呓,他不问我也不发觉,一问又觉得好像是喔!他就只是帮我补了那个洞。

当时的情况还挺恐怖的。看不到牙医叔叔在做什么,只是凭我的触觉去感觉。
最令我影像深刻的就是他帮我把两颗牙齿撑开的那一刻。
只感觉到他用某块蛮大块的东西塞在我的两颗牙齿之间,然后他用力的把那些石膏死命地、用尽力地塞啊塞进我的牙缝里。

哎哟,我那时拼命的在心里喊:我的牙齿不是很elastic的罢了,你不要那么大力,好不好?他一直塞,我就一直萎缩。当他停止了塞的动作,我心里就松了一口气。呼~~最后,牙医叔叔就把那块撑开两颗牙齿的东西拿掉。呓,两颗牙齿真的又合起来了!哇,原来还蛮elastic的说。

其实这个过程是梃快的。(比起之后的洗牙〕然而怎么可能酱快搞定?!当然不放过任何机会。。。问他我的牙齿值多少钱。。哈哈。。我是指牙齿矫正啦!问了价钱就是忘记问他做这个过程痛不痛。。
当然我持重没有那个勇气去矫正我的牙齿。那个两年半的过程我怕我承受不了。听说很痛,吃东西也只能吃软软的粥,不舒服,要保持牙套的清洁也很麻烦,出街要带牙刷,要用牙线。。。。“哎呀哎呀。。乌哇哇~~”-可能会酱。原来牙齿矫正是没有年龄限制的。呃,也说不定有一天我会去套牙套。这一天应该是我受了什么打击还是没有了怕痛的感觉吧!

至于那颗烂牙,他说了一些我听不懂的话,最后还是没有补。我还是继续的、努力的刷牙。

XXXXX

半年后,妈妈的牙齿又需要去补。
没事做的我当然也跟着去,反正都要等就顺便去洗牙了。
之前医生说过,洗牙的价钱是以肮脏的程度而定的,所以我也不太担心价钱(不算很脏,只是蛮黄的。。呵呵〕。

由于一大早医生还没来就去“排队”料,“很快”就轮到我们。(等了大概1个半钟〕
妈妈在前我在后。轮到我妈时,我也跟着进去。理由是在外面等我会很紧张。我一直站在医生后面看着他怎样补牙。跟我之前描述的一样。他一直塞我又一直萎缩,虽然不是我在补牙。呵呵。。

终于轮到我料。刚开持时是没什么感觉的。后来怎知那个印度护士站在我的左边拿着一支“水喉”向着我喉咙“灌水”。医生则坐在我的右边左手拿着一支小“水喉”,右手拿着一支尖尖的东西死命刮啊刮我牙齿。他好像刮得很兴奋忘记我就快“溺”死了。我实在忍不住料!吞了一口水。他才发现还没叫我漱口。哎哟,我恨不得他快快搞定。我已经吞了两次水料(还是我口里的肮脏水〕,实在恐怖。

当时的画面



换了仪器后,他还在刮;那位护士还在灌水。心里又在喊:救命啊!!放了我!我要走了!!啊!我不要洗了!终于他没有再刮料,只是喷消毒水。呼~~怎知他又用那个小刷刷我牙缝。他到底要对我的牙齿怎样?!!

“漱一漱口”他说。

漱完后,本来打算要躺下的。

“哦可,得了。”他开口说。

这时,我又觉得酱快的?呵呵。。是不是犯贱?

洗了牙齿明显的感觉到干净了很多,也白了一点。不过过程有点难熬。人家说洗牙是个很慢的过程,不过还好这次我还蛮快。可能医生感觉到我不舒服,也可能我的牙齿不太肮脏吧。原来洗牙比补牙还贵。上次补牙才18块,洗牙却要25块+“喝”了两次“那些”水。

希望下次洗牙可以相隔久一点,至少先等我忘记这次的溺水记。。所以现在很注意牙齿的清洁,虽然牙齿还是很黄。唉~还是没找到变白的方法。

14-4-2006 (星期五〕

纯碎巧合?!§ 破财挡灾?§ 财散人安乐?

本来还多么期待回培南吃早餐,怎知一常欢喜一场空。那位很无礼的女看管尽然告诉我说今天是运动会。真是气死人!
气的原因除了没得吃培南的食物,其次就是注定要我去三德。哎哟~~真是的!

值得佩服的就是我跟我妈是走路去的。厉害叻?!还好太阳还没起身,要不然我才不会那么无聊叻!脾气不好的我一边走就一边骂:“衰培南,枉我对你念念不忘,你竟然不报梦跟我说你今天运动会?!” 妈妈都顶我不顺了。。

风和日丽的早上,哇,是多么美好!哎哟,之后的一个钟全都是狗屁!

在这一个钟头内还算“风和日丽”。

发生的事如下:

首先, 我们的早餐还算在一个不错的情行下完成。

过后,还在某家商店买到一些战胜品。

XXXXX

最后在三德也能“顺利”完成我的任务。
所谓的“顺利”就是帮我完成任务的人竟然是我最敬爱和尊敬却对他觉得很惭愧的副校长。
刚好他跟另一位老师讨论完毕,又刚好我经过那里。

“坐啦。”他说。“你是什么班的?”他问。

“B3。”

“考得怎样?”

“很差。”有点不好意思。

对话在此停了10秒。

“之前你不是带这个眼镜的,是不是?”

“之前我没有带眼镜。”

“带Contact lens,是吗?”

“哦。”

“差点不忍得你料。还以为是她的妹妹还是姐姐。”

“呵呵。。”

XXXXX


“风和日丽"的早晨就酱过了。

一蹋出校门,暴风雨就来了。

当我要过马路去对面的IP是,突然感觉到鞋子好像有点不妥。以为鞋带脱了,怎知竟然是包鞋脱皮了。虽说是时候了,也不能在大庭广众啊!哎哟,实在不能走下去。还好对面的IP开了门。

虽然门开了,鞋店却还没开啊!真是很丢脸也!还好早上刚开门没什么人。等某两间鞋店开了门,我跟老妈就匆去当第一位客人。可是那里的鞋子不堪入目啊!怎么买的下手叻?!

终于,真的是“终于”唯一能看得上眼的鞋店开门了!!相信销售员看到我的鞋子就知道他有生意做了。。进到去就看中了一双包鞋。怎知突然来得意外害我没有准备到钱,身上50令吉都没有的我也害我不能得到那双球鞋。

还好还有妈妈在。呵呵。。也还好那位销售员介绍一双较便宜也是新鲜到场的球鞋。呃,还不错啦!虽然跟我的前一双有点相识,看在是新货就试那双吧!试下试下连我心仪的那双也试了。。还好没有我的5号鞋。不然我会很不甘愿。

第一次就地换鞋子。还要那位销售员帮我把久的球鞋塞进新的鞋盒里,真的丢脸死了!!!!!他身为那品牌的销售员应该不会以为那是翻版货吧??

就酱浪费料我两百多元。。还打算用在其他地方的说。。现在一下就完蛋料。看来我这两个月得很节省开销了。。

其实我还是很喜欢那双没有我“噻屎”的球鞋,我会想念你的。。

还有我的PRESTO,我会记得你原装的模样的。(因为我已帮它“改装”料〕





Nike Air Presto

摸屁股大战

不知何年何月开持,那个哥哥无聊就会摸我和妈妈的屁股。。。可能是我们的八月十五又圆又大吧?!

都是老哥的错,害我会很顺手的摸妈妈的屁股。。哇,原来妈妈的屁股真的很圆!哈哈哈!

主谋怎么可能会这么逍遥自在呢?!他的屁股当然逃不过我的五指掌啦!!不过他的屁股不好摸的。。扁扁没有肉的。。。一点都不像八月十五。。。

现在就连妈妈也学到我们两个孩子的绝招。。经过我旁边时会咋嘎夷咋嘎夷顺手摸我屁股。。。中招了。。哈哈哈!

觉得我们很变态吗?只是玩玩而已嘛!没什么关系啦!

《我叫金三顺》

呼~终于“追” 完了这部还蛮短的韩国剧集。。只有区区16集。。 不过,还是会在8TV看多一次啦。。因为太好笑了。。

其实还未播出之前早已闻名四处了。。只是当时一看到“金三顺”这个名字就会联想到古代人的名字,而且是男性名。。心想:应该是古装韩剧吧?!所以就对它没什么兴趣。。

怎知8TV竟然要播出街,我当然很好奇啦!一个家喻户晓的电视剧我怎能错过呢?

第一集播出时很期待到底它有什么看头。。还令我蛮失望的。。很很闷。。加上没看过男女主角。。。更好笑的是三顺的前男友和玄彬我竟然分不出。。呵呵。。只在第一集啦。。

但我却没有放弃追守它。。而且越看越好看。。不论是剧集还是男女主角。。呵呵。。原来金宣儿/金善雅为了这部剧竟然增肥9公斤,是"公斤”叻。。。哎哟!真的是很大牺牲。。相信没多少位女主角愿意这样做。。玄彬也只有24岁却要扮成27岁的样子。。其实每个人都看得出他还是很年轻,根本不会是超过25岁的男生。。他还要任劳任怨的让金三顺殴打,虽然是导演的指使。。哈哈哈。。。金三顺真的出尽力打的哦!

这部是一部很现实/实在的爱情小品,我认为。呃,女主角长的不漂亮,胖胖的,也不是有钱人的女孩。。。这个算是其中一点很现实的地方。。没有以往美丽+魅力+金钱+温柔的完美女主角。。这只是其中一点。。

它还包含了爱情里的自私和小气。。当真贤告诉三顺熙真要求他送她回美国时,三顺没有让他去,还跟他大吵了一番。。这是个很真实的例子。。相信没有女生“马上”会让她的男友跟前女友去美国。。

第二就是当真贤带熙真回他家时给三顺撞个正。。三顺知道熙真将在他男友家过夜时,她的不安和妒嫉心态全都表漏出来。。她的举动真的让人喷饭叻。。

这些都是以往韩国连续剧所没有的。。

当然,

剧里的对白很多都会令人深思。。
Thoughts to Ponder:

Let's love like we've never been hurt before.
去爱吧,就像不曾受过伤一样.  
  
Let's dance like no one is praising us.
跳舞吧,像没有人会欣赏一样.

Let's sing like no one is listening to us.
唱歌吧,像没有人会聆听一样.

Let's work like we don't need money for it.
干活吧,像是不需要金钱一样.

Let's live like today is the doomsday.
生活吧,就像今天是末日一样.

精神错乱症+严重犹豫症

恐怖!超恐怖!回想起那天的情况真的很恐怖!其实也没什么啦!
呃。。
这件事其实是这样的。。。
31日是申请大学的最后一天。。本来也没什么要改,科系早已选好(虽然改了两次 :p)。。
刚好上网想看看有什么关于申请政大的新消息,再顺便检查一下我的申请表格。。
看下看下,原来我的课外活动还可填更好的资料,拿好一点的分数。。
就是为了那10%里的1%,害得我脑袋团团转。。

那个申请表我已改了5次。。难以置信吧?说明只可改3次,我却很幸运的kemaskini了5次。。其实我也不知他们怎么搞的。。按了"sah dan hantar"过后,他说:“anda masih ada 1 peluang untuk kemaskini."

过后,又好像要改一些东西,又按"sah dan hantar"。。这次他竟然说"anda masih ada 2 peluang untuk kemaskini."

就这样不知不觉更改了5次。。。呵呵。。

旧病复发

4个月里没有生病,真的觉得很庆幸。。历年来差不多没两的月就感冒一次。。。

怎么想也没想到星期三晚上吃了蛮多小吃后的一天就遭殃了。。拉了整整10次,吃了3支风沙丸,还发烧。。晚上体内热到不行,体外就冷到睡不着。。

第二天没拉了,也没发烧。。只是胃肿了还很痛,痛到飚冷汗,站坐都很不行。。妈妈竟然强行拉我去看医生。。其实我不是不愿意只是很怕医生按我的肚子,他按的力度会让你忍不住想喊。本来没那么痛,给他按了几按就更痛了。。哎哟~~而且啊,每次医生问我你泻了几次,我都很不好意思的回答他只因不想吓倒医生。。之前几个医生都被我吓倒了。。
我说:“我泻了几天 ,每天4,5次”
他说“HA?!酱久才看医生!”

这次更够力,医生是“阿呐呐”。。
我说:“yesterday I cirit-birit the whole day"
他问:“how many times?"
我答:“erm..almost ten times.."
他说:“10 times?!"
哈哈,不是我想的。。泻到我的肛门都损了。。呵呵。。医生马上在我的病历上写一个“10”。。

每一次医生都会问我有没有呕,每一次我都回答“没有”。。我呕的次数很少。。在这20年里,呕的次数少过5次吧。。
跟我想象中的一样,医生给的药大同小可,又是盐水,抗生素,肚痛药。。肚痛从不会给发烧药。。知道为什么吗?如果真的是盲肠炎,吃了发烧丸盲肠就会“爆炸”。。呵呵,我可是病人专家。。

由于两天一直没睡好,头一直像要裂开一样痛。。风油都给我用了大半支。。
我这个人有三大常出现的毛病:
1。感冒-一吃发烧药就眼肿
2。泻肚-一定会胃痛
3。头痛-通常是偏头痛

Happy Chinese New Year !

Wow ! Wow ! Wow !
Dog year arrived !
Happy New Year to all those Chinese..

come and "fetch" Snoopy "cai shen ye" (jie cai shen)

Decoration

wahaha~~Chinese new year is coming!!! However, I can't have a visit at grandmother's house and lost lots of ang pao...55555~~~

erm.. nevermind..We can't go but they can come..hehe..Invite them to come my house and take their ang pao .. kekeke.. Cunning?

anyway, our house still can have some decoration although my grandpa passed away not long ago..



haha.. My friends, remember this "vase" ?

the joke in Sunway Lagoon.. I still keep it nicely after four years..

quite useful, right?


bought it from somewhere? No no No, it's handmade..

my brother's girlfriend made it for us.. Nice?

Goodbye to my old belongings

Chinese New Year is just around the corner, cleaning up the house is unavoidable.. For me, I used about 2 weeks time to clean up my room, just my room.. haha.. Now my room is out of dust... Yeah...

To have a clean and tidy room, I have to "sacrifice" my old belongings, not to say waste just unused things. As I opened up all those boxes, my toys, pencil cases during childhood, bags, secondary and even primary books still kept in them.. Although they gave me lots of memories, i chose to "abandon" most of them..really unwilling...


EASY vs DIFFICULT

Easy is to judge the mistakes of others
Difficult is to recognize our own mistakes

Easy is to talk without thinking
Difficult is to refrain the tongue

Easy is to hurt someone who loves us.
Difficult is to heal the wound...

Easy is to forgive others
Difficult is to ask for forgiveness

Easy is to set rules.
Difficult is to follow them...

Easy is to dream every night.
Difficult is to fight for a dream...

Easy is to show victory.
Difficult is to assume defeat with dignity...

Easy is to admire a full moon.
Difficult to see the other side...

Easy is to stumble with a stone.
Difficult is to get up...

Easy is to enjoy life every day.
Difficult to give its real value...

Easy is to promise something to someone.
Difficult is to fulfill that promise...

Easy is to say we love.
Difficult is to show it every day...

Easy is to criticize others.
Difficult is to improve oneself...

Easy is to make mistakes.
Difficult is to learn from them...

Easy is to weep for a lost love.
Difficult is to take care of it so not to lose it.

Easy is to think about improving.
Difficult is to stop thinking it and put it into action...

Easy is to think bad of others
Difficult is to give them the benefit of the doubt...

Easy is to receive
Difficult is to give

Easy to read this
Difficult to follow

Easy is keep the friendship with words
Difficult is to keep it with meanings

Mr. Banana

"Mr. Banana, long time no see..."

ai~~ can't say "hi" with him... why? I'm not his friend ..how to say hello to him?.. erm... our relationship only can be described as "prefect-student" relationship.. of course, I was the prefect and he was the student(erm.. senior student..he is older than me) haha..

my friend, kimi, is his admirer.. I'm not as I even don't know his name (better said forgot)..just remember his nickname.. so easy to remember..banana..

erm.. forgot to mention how can I see this "creature"..haha..."fruit" is better i think..

as I shopping at foodstuff section in JJ, I saw a tall, smart( handsome is more appropriate) with upright nose guy making sushi at the sushi corner.. Obviously, I would gazzzze at him for few minutes to conform that he is mr. banana..

Just as expected, he is reeeeally MR.BANANA !!! so excited!!

He's slimmer and smarter with his uniform (sushi uniform)...ermm...he looks taller when standing beside his colleagues.. not as plump as last time I saw him.. maybe that time he was enjoying his honey moon (not search for job yet)...

coincidence

I should post this on last Friday, but erm... tooo busy these few days.. busy cleaning my room, busy with shopping...

It's sooo coincident! From early morning, i noticed a lecturer met his students (if not mistaken) while i was having my "dim sum" at restaurant with my mum.After my breakfast, we walked to the Public Bank nearby to settle something.. Jussssst as I wanted to have a seat waiting for my turn, my chemistry teacher, Mr. Liew stood at one of the counters (just in front of me), but he didn't see me.. A Poi Lam retired teacher, a he, stood beside Mr.Liew (his turn that moment).. Okay..It's okay..

We two mother-daughter shopped at the nearest shopping mall (Jaya Jusco)..shopped for hours .. haha.. excited.. while half shopping, my ex-teacher in Poi Lam brought along his family had a shopping day at there . He , Mr. Koit was my physics teacher during form 4 and 5. A cute teacher..

When we just leaving the shopping mall, I saw a teacher once again.. but I don't know his name.. He, a Malay teacher, didn't teach me just saw him in the Sam Tet school compound..What a coincidence! One day (not my school day) can see so many teachers.. my first time.. scare.. haha..

Short dedication

To : Oon

She had a surgery on last Sunday and need a second operation on the next two months.. Hope she can be fully recovered as soon as possible.. She is a optimistic girl..Pain also can laugh one..haha..I'm sorry that I can't visit her mainly because she had her surgery in Pinang and I'm staying in Ipoh.. Wish her all the best..

from: her torpid Cheah


to: Mee San

Wish her belated happy birthday.. Although I had send her wishes through short message, I don't think that's enough. Don't worry , her three best friends will celebrate with her when she come back..But I think she had an unforgettable and special birthday at such a cooling place.. Happy birthday, my friend.

from: her lovely Cheah


to : Pek Hern

Our tallest girl who is the healthiest among us sick after few weeks at genting.. Hope she can fight bacteria and virus with her antibody produced within few days.. I'm sure she can cope with that and the cold environment there, don't she?

from: her naughty Cheah

Past few weeks

"What are you doing besides playing Harry potter PC game these few weeks?" my friend asked me. This really tough for me. I almost forgot what I have done these few weeks. Let me recall a bit.

After the exam (21/11/05), my friends and I went for lunch and watched a movie: Harry Potter and the Globlet of Fire. My grandpa had passed away just two days after . Then, my family and I went to his funeral for two days. (decribed it before)

On that Friday morning, my brother took me to pejabat Pendidikan Kinta for application of temporary teacher. Unfortunately, the officer told me in Malay language :"twenty six of December you came back." I'm not sure is November or December. Then I asked him again :"twenty six of November?" He answered me :"em.."

When I came back on 26/11/05(Saturday), a guard said the office do not open on Saturday. He explained that the application only open from 26/12 to mid October every year. "AR~~", snarled in myself.

On Monday, my family and I went to KL to settle something critical. This problem really hard to tackle and torment our life. In two weeks time, we went to KL for twice. Finally, relief....

My friend's birthday on the middle of December. We celebrated at Sushi King, watched "Perhaps Love", had high tea at Scotch and visited our Mr.Gordon coincidently. Although we have not bought a present for her yet, I thought she really had a nice birthday.

Think About It a Second or Two

Read Each One Carefully and Think About It a Second or Two

小心讀每一個,再用一兩秒想一想

1. I love you not because of who you are, but because of who I am when I am with you.

我愛你不是因為你是誰,而是我在你面前可以是誰。

2. No man or woman is worth your tears, and the one who is, won't make you cry.

沒有男人或女人是值得你為他流眼淚,值得的那一位,不會要你哭。

3. Just because someone doesn't love you the way you want them to, doesn't mean they don't love you with all they have.

那人不是你所想般愛你,但不代表那人不是全心全意地愛你。

4. A true friend is someone who reaches for your hand and touches your heart.

一個真正的朋友是向著你伸手,觸動你心靈的人。

5. The worst way to miss someone is to be sitting right beside them knowing you can't have them.

掛念一個人最差的方式,就是你坐在他身旁,而知道你不能擁有他。

6. Never frown, even when you are sad, because you never know who is falling in love with your smile.

就算你不快樂也不要皺眉,因為你永不知道誰會愛上你的笑容。

7. To the world you may be one person, but to one person you may be the world.

在世界裡你可能只是某人,但對某人你可能是全世界。

8. Don't waste your time on a man/woman, who isn't willing to waste their time on you.

不要花時間在一個不會花時間在你身上的人。

9. Maybe God wants us to meet a few wrong people before meeting the right one, so that when we finally meet the person, we will know how to be grateful.

可能神要我們在遇到那位對的人之前先遇上一些錯的人,讓我們遇到那位對先生/對小姐時懂得珍惜。

10. Don't cry because it is over, smile because it happened.

不要因為完結而哭,要為曾經發生而微笑。

11. There's always going to be people that hurt you so what you have to do is keep on trusting and just be more careful about who you trust next time around.

這個世界永遠也會有一些傷害你的人,你要做的就是繼續去信人和小心你下次信的人。

12. Make yourself a better person and know who you are before you try and know someone else and expect them to know you.

在你嘗試了解其他人和盼望其他人明白你之前,先把你自己變成一個更好的人和了解你自己。

13. Don't try so hard, the best things come when you least expect them to.

不要太努力去找,最好的東西是在你最預計不到的時候出現。

REMEMBER: WHATEVER HAPPENS, HAPPENS FOR A REASON.

緊記: 所有事也是因果循環的。

True friends: How many people actually have 8 true friends?

真正朋友: 有幾多人有八位真正的朋友?

Hardly anyone I know ! But some of us have all right friends and good friends!!!

我幾乎不認識這些人! 但在我們當中有些人全有對和好的朋友!!!

两年的心愿终于达成了。。

唉,这两年每次经过Mr.Gordon的补习中心都说要去探望他,结果每次都泡汤。。卡卡卡,昨天寿星女载朋友回家经过他的补习中心时,无意间看到他的Campry(也不是无意的啦,每次经过都会望一下,看看他的车在不在〕。我们犹豫了一下决定弯进去他的中心看看他。。怎知,到了那儿,我们三条友你推我我推你,结果还是那天的寿星女先开口。。哈哈。。好好笑竟然说我以前很quiet现在酱talkative。。其实我是很吵,只是笑声啦!平时不会怎么说话,英文烂嘛!

他还是没什么变还是那副德性,凶巴巴的声音害我们犹豫酱久都不敢上去。。

下一站彩虹

近期内很很很喜欢「下一站彩虹』这套剧。。看了两次都不腻。。

虽然没有俊男,美女还算有几个。。有我很喜欢的胡杏儿。。另外还有李彩桦,李敏之,吴美珩。。

很喜欢杏儿穿的衣服,很有型。。

男主角其实啊我也不很认识,叫谢君豪。。曾凭「南海十三郎』得到影帝。。他两个字形容:不帅。。但那个角色很适合他,演的很好。。他的头发看了都会摇头说不行。。

短短的两天就给我看完20集,一直追着看,看到都会忍不住笑。。看到男和女主角暧昧的师徒关系真的不错,有点羡慕。。呵呵。。

还有那个李彩桦很好笑,很可爱。。会不知觉学她在戏里的动作。。吴美珩在戏里是一名名模。她真的很漂亮,流口水!加上那副黄色水晶边眼镜。。哇,高贵!

等下我就去再看第15集。。BYE BYE!

幸福吗?

幸福是什么?在这个心情的我幸福对我来说就是拥有你要的。。东西,不论是物质,金钱,感觉还是其他。。 可能你要的是钱;可能你要的是平淡的生活;可能你要的是豪咤,名牌房车。。只要你拥有它就会觉得满足,开心的话,对我而言就是很幸福了。。

有时你会觉得“哇,他真的幸福。什么都有”可能他觉得他自己一点都不幸福。。因为他要的不是物质,是其他。“你看他好,他看你好”就是酱。。

现在的我?很反复,有时就像年初四,有时觉得很幸福吧。。

张东键太太太 x 100 有魅力了!!











我真的顶不顺啦!!!
韩国有这么多帅的明星,偏偏就喜欢这个张东键。。
他实在太吸引我了。。哇,如果现实中有酱的俊男就好了。。呵呵,我是说在我的认识范围啦!
现实?他就是在现实中了。。
唉,是不可能的啦。。

看见他的笑容我就会洄心一笑。。
虽然有点老老的感觉,酱才有魅力嘛!
不过有两个美中不足的地方,就是他爱吸烟。。受不了!
还有就是他还没结婚。。快快去结婚啦!在迟的话,可能会变态,喜欢男生怎么办?!哈哈

车内严禁放屁

真的很好笑。。
那辆车就在我隔壁,那时我的心情像年初四,什么都看不到。。
忽然那个坐在我旁边的妈妈叫我:“你看!”
看到那车贴着一张类式告示牌的东西写着:车内严禁放屁!
我的心情顿时变回八月十五,还忍不住笑出声来。。
哪有人酱变态,不给人放屁!
如果真的有人要放屁,难道必须停车,下车放了屁才上车??!!
还是要认到下车??呵呵,是我的话就戛戛分期付款啦!

失眠篇

好吧,没什么新的灵感,就抄回相当年的“杰作”,好好笑的哦!

睡不着数绵羊,一二三四五六七。
算不出别勉强,加减乘除多了八。
背不熟再来过,生物化学和PA。
吃不完别浪费,小姐把它包起来。
做不好别气馁,我们有的是时间。
嘴不挑食物吃,面条饭团全给他。
穿不下去减肥,瘦身中心等着你。
放不下轻松点,摊开双手抛出去。
人不老该多好,年年都是十八岁。

20.02.2005
05:14:17am


电话铃铃声,接电话!
手机嘟嘟震,看短讯!
肚子咕噜噜,开餐啦!
大雨哗啦啦,快收衣!
爆竹噼噼啵,年兽逃!
炒菜唏唏嗄,好香啊!

20.02.2005
03:09:18am

终于体会到。。

唉~想遇见时不给我见,不想见时避也避不到。。
话说上个星期去逛百货公司,见锇了就在KFC喂饱我跟妈妈的肚子。。
怎知人多到~~结果就坐在靠门那儿。。
吃下吃下看到一人背影很像那个人喔。。他是朝着服装部去的。。
大概过了20分钟,终于吃得饱饱。。饱了就顺道去尿尿。。
我跟妈是朝着食品部去的。。走下走下,突然看到他迎面而来。我吓了一跳,哇!他是从哪里跑出来的?!而且,他是从食品部买了东西出来的。。哇噻!恐怖!
这应该是第一次遇见吧!过了酱久,没了感觉。。
只是觉得遗憾,是迟了的偶遇。如果是相当年可能我会兴奋几天。。

想起相当年真的很好笑,兴奋过度还会忍不住“啊!”一声。。给他听到,还回头一看,真的糗死了!唉~现在什么兴奋的感觉也没了。。只有一声叹气。。

究竟是怎么了??

─國內的業務搞到一塌胡塗,卻涉足海外投資,結果蒙受巨額虧損。
我們的政聯公司,還有得救嗎?

─查案工作出了漏子,證據不足,嫌犯無罪釋放。
我們的警隊,效率何在?

─案未破,一案又起,中國少男少女接二連三遇害,引起人心惶惶。
我們的社會,為何變得如此暴戾?

─少女不甘強迫賄賂警員,舉報反貪污局,反被警員起訴誹謗名譽。
賄賂無事,舉報有罪,是非顛倒,反貪路向何方?

─中國女郎警局受辱,警員涉嫌偷拍,舉國嘩然。
警隊尚且濫權如此,誰來保護民眾?

─中國女商人應網友之約來馬,在酒店被輪姦,嫌犯竟包括數名軍人。
警員腐敗,軍人作惡,我們的軍警為何出現這麼多“敗家子”?


感言:我不明白国家没有如此先进的技术还要效仿别人出产车。引擎是外国的还说是Made In Malaysia.结果2005年中国开放,理应汽车进口税减低,外国车更加便宜,只是我国为了保护所谓的国产车的利益,人民不但没有便宜和有素质的车驾,而且汽车还越来越贵。我不知道这是什么政策?难道所谓的2020宏愿是让人民越来越落后??

最近发生的事件成了世界各地的大新闻,是我国的丑闻!身为公民也觉得羞耻啊!什么“更有男警员从门外往内窥看,并在她们钱包中取走钱财”,“拍摄一名女子在一名穿拖鞋的“女警”面前。。”,“處罰所有在押的中國女子學青蛙和狗叫。。。”,“涉及拍下女郎脫衣接受檢查的警員。。。”。。。他们那些警官不是只对中国人滥权,还有本国国人也一样。

警队的效率已经被人质疑了,现在还要酱做?!捉贼没捉到几个,如果他们捉贼的效率像出传单那样多就好了!强奸犯的惩罚少到,无言。为什么强奸案,抢劫案越来越严重??警方的责任究竟是什么??开传单?不是保护人民的安危吗?看来,我们人民要靠自己保护自己了。。靠警方我们还能活着??一位女子被几个吸毒的巫裔轮奸,他们所受的惩罚只是坐牢5年,鞭打5鞭!!而那女子承受的是一辈子的阴影!真的越讲越气!!

现在警方拼命追捕中国外劳,逾期逗留的5萬名中國遊客。为了什么?又不见警方酱拼命追捕印尼外劳???你看看PUDU整条街是什么人多?就是那些印尼外劳了。。可能100个里50个是非法的。那里?警察真的很少。。真正危害人民的安危的就是那些印尼外劳。。抢劫,强奸,吸毒。。你要赶走中国外劳不如先赶走印尼外劳吧!

那位高官国内安全部副部长拿督诺奥马还很有面子的说什么“外国人若认为我国警员残暴,大可回国。”没有中国游客看你怎么还有这么高薪水。中国这么大的市场,就连美国也对中国恭维,他敢敢说这些不经大脑的话?!说了这番话还不认帐,他这是什么官啊!!!还把责任推给媒体!!问题还没解决就出此言,真的不知好歹啊!

Woman has first face transplant

Surgeons in France have carried out the first face transplant, it has been reported. The woman had lost her nose, lips and chin after being savaged by a dog.

In the controversial operation, tissues, muscles, arteries and veins were taken from a brain-dead donor and attached to the patient's lower face. Doctors stress the woman will not look like her donor, but nor will she look like she did before the attack - instead she will have a
"hybrid" face.

It has been technically possible to carry out such a transplant for some years, with teams in the US, the UK and France researching the procedure.
Skin from another person's face is better for transplants as it will be a better match than skin from another part of the patient's body, which could have a different texture or colour.
But the ethical concerns of a face transplant, and the psychological impact to the patient of looking different has held teams back.

The 38-year-old French patient from the northern French town of Valenciennes underwent extensive counselling before her operation, which is believed to have lasted at least five hours, and which took place at the weekend at a hospital in Amiens.

It added that the woman - who wishes to remain anonymous - was in "excellent general health" and said the graft looked normal .

Like any other transplant patient, the woman will have to take immunosuppressant drugs to help her body cope with the donated tissue.

Doctors working in the field say many could benefit from the procedure, including 10,000 burns victims in the UK.
Iain Hutchison, an oral-facial surgeon at Barts and the London Hospital, said: "This is the first face transplant using skin from another person."

Mr Hutchison, who is chief executive of Saving Faces - the Facial Surgery Research Foundation, warned blood vessels in the donated tissue could clot, the immunosuppressants could fail - and would increase the patient's risk of cancer."


My view: We should be gratified that the medical skill is more and more advanced. The rate of mortality will be reduced. Our chances to continue living to higher age will also be increased.

However, the society is reality. You may continue your life if you own a lot of money. If not, you will wait and suffer until you are died. This is due to the increase of the medical expenses. Although we said that we may live longer in this world with this more and more advanced medical skill and apparatus, we have to think that the cost of treatment will be higher and higher also. How those poor and unaffordable people can bear these expenses? Ar~~

世界末日

台北海域5.7级地震2005-11-30 17:11:34
(台北30日美联社电)台湾以北海底周三早上发生5.7级地震,惟还没有接获任何有关破坏的报告。地震发生在早上6时41分,震央位于苏澳以北27.8公里,约64.3公里深的海底,台湾北部地区可感受到震动。



感言:去年的海啸到今年的Rita和Katrina,死伤的人数多到数不清了,到底还要牺牲多少的生命这些灾难才会远离我们人类?!难道世界末日真的回来临??

前几年,有人传说世界末日将会来临。那时候的我当这个为笑话,天大的笑话。直到最近,灾难不断在世界各地发生,传染病也跟着爆发,JE,疯牛症,SARS, bird flu。。才发现这不是不可能发生的。

每次都会跟妈妈说:“最近时常都有天灾,很恐怖,几时会世界末日?”
在想:是不是少生孩子也是好事。至少不会连累下一代。

置身之外

英国再爆虐兵丑闻 迫饮尿吃泥赤裸滚荆棘
(伦敦30日综合电)据《每日镜报》报道,继日前虐打新兵片段曝光后,英国皇家海军陆战队再爆虐兵丑闻,而且招数更变态。一批从伊拉克服役回国的士兵被迫饮酒、吃泥浆掺尿液的食物,甚至赤裸在荆棘丛里翻滚,但英国国防部辩称士兵只为发泄情绪。 一波未平,一波一起,昨日再有英国报章刊登另一海军陆战队凌辱士兵的录像图片,揭发凌虐士兵并不是个别事件,而是司空见惯。涉案者属海军陆战队第40突击队,该段长达15分钟的片段在今年1月于萨默塞特的汤顿拍摄,片中20名刚从伊拉克服役回国的士兵,在严寒下被迫脱光遭长官肆意凌辱,手段极不人道。 片段中,一丝不挂的士兵被迫喝下浓烈的苹果酒,穿上修女及护士服饰的长官下令他们一边跑圈一边喝酒。


感言:他们是不是有心理不平衡??为什么要虐待这些士兵??是因为他们从伊拉克服役回国??

伊叛军公布4人质录像2005-11-30 17:29:36
(巴格达30日美联社电)阿拉伯半岛电视台周二播放了一段录像带,录像带显示一不知名组织绑架了4名西方和平活动分子。伊警方称这是新一轮绑架活动的一部分,绑架活动的目的是为了破坏将于下月举行的议会选举。
声称人质是秘密间谍 半岛电视台称,这4名西方人质是被“真理之剑旅”绑架的,“真理之剑旅”声称这4名
人质是在基督教和平活动外衣掩盖下的间谍。
这4名人质包括一名美国人、一英国人、2名加拿大人,他们都是总部位于芝加哥的援助组织基督教和平制造者团队的成员。 录像显示退休英国教授诺曼肯伯和其他3名人质站在地板上。电视画面展示了74岁的肯伯的英国护照,但没有说明其他人质的身分。他们自上周五以来就一直音讯皆无。 基督教和平制造者团队在一份声明中称,它强烈反对美国入侵伊拉克。福克斯来自弗吉尼亚,他有2名孩子。索登正在新西兰的奥克兰大学攻读英语言文学硕士学位,他打算以后去教书。肯伯则是一位长期的和平活动分子,他有2名女儿和一个孙子。

感言:有时候身为置身之外的我们很难去判断谁对谁错,谁好谁坏。
当我看到那些伊拉克人宰那个老外的头时,我真的觉得很残忍,很残忍,直到现在还历历在目在我的记忆里。
可是当我知道老外对伊拉克人有敌意,要攻打伊拉克,虐待伊拉克人时,才发现事实不是我们想象般简单。
我只好盼望世界和平,不想人与人之间互相残杀,千万不要杀害无辜。

很香啊~~

上次的不满意换来第二次的决心再褒多一次。。。
呵呵。。是茶叶蛋。。上次褒到不够入味。。蛋黄都还没黑,不甘愿。。
这次用多功能的褒,看你黑不黑。。哇哈哈。。
真的很香也~现在还褒着。。不知道好不好吃叻?

早上只省我一人在家。。一大早(9。30AM〕起身就自己准备早餐。。
首先,煮蛋(19粒〕。等的同时就烤面包(涂奶油和糖〕。。见有点口渴便拿一个大橙渣汁。。蛋终于熟了!先把蛋壳弄碎,剩一个自己吃,然后把全部材料放进褒。。开电就褒到现在了。。

本来还想看周星驰的戏,怎知那架机“神神地”。。我的CD ROM又SOT 了。。还是不看了。。唉。看来我又要破费,不然我怎么挨叻。

还是上网玩赛车算了!!

星期天妈妈买的那个榴裢雪糕,真的很臭榴裢味,整个冰橱的冰格都是榴裢味,顶不顺。。没有啦,其实也是蛮香的。。

呃,还有很多东西还没弄呢,炸雪糕,弄雪糕,雪条,煮意大利面,马铃薯泥。。。简单的都有兴趣做。最好不要用到那个大锅,因为我对它有恐惧症。。呵呵。。想褒玉粟蜀汤,好像很好喝酱。。

What they thought about?? I don't realize..

When grandpa still in the man's world, the relatives in KL did not care about him even he died nobody stayed beside him.. For the time preparing his funeral, they wanted to set an elegant funeral.. Engaged not only Buddhist monks but also Taoism monks.. Chanted for 2 days..Lot os money had been used for it..About 15000..Who paid that?! My dad and my uncles did that.. Who made decision? My aunt.. Not fair..They did not wait for all the three sons to make decision..

The events of the ceremony are wrong thoroughly...They engaged those Hakka monks( we are Hokkien indeed).. All of us did not understand what the monks talking about, singing about..When the monks evoked the spirit of grandpa, no respond for it.. Three times..Maybe because grandpa did not understand what the monks saying..

Actually, I don't like my grandpa.. No feeling when getting know about his death.. Just as his granddaughter, I attended his funeral for paying respect ..

Besides that, My aunt who said bad things about grandpa behind him, but crying like mad during the closure of the coffin..At home, my aunt laughing and played with her dog..If my uncles cried is okay... Because grandpa had helped them a lot in their business and grandpa loved them.. So ridiculous..

This was my second times I attended funeral..The first time was my grandgrandmother death..I was still very small only few years old.. Not understand and remember so much about the events.. Just remember I cried that time.. My grandgrandmother was a nice person.. She looked after my mother when she was small.. When I was only a baby, she also did help my mother looking after me..

Until this last few days, I realized what the do's and don'ts during the funeral.. Have to wear white shirt and black pants, all the relatives follow the monks walk back and forth with joss stick , burn paper house, car, money at the midnight.. We all have to surround the paper products with joss stick and pour some rice and grains to call out grandpa to go to his paper house.. The next morning, we walked along the road to send the body to his grave(all the people looking at us and got police opened up the road for us.. looked like very grand..haha..)ERM.. Just to name a few.. There are too many "regulations" in a funeral..

Anyway, my advice to all is take care all your family members when they still in the man's world, not when they buried.. And give people see your filial piety with an elegant funeral..

显灵。。不得不信。。

星期四晚上,妈妈跟二婶坐在旁边烧着那些银纸给爷爷。。我跟哥哥陪着妈妈。。

那个二婶就说:“真的累了,他(爷爷〕拖了酱久,我们(住在KL的亲戚〕都很累,花了很多钱,拖了三年多(得了喉癌〕”。。妈妈没有睬她,只是说:“都挨了很久”。。

过了不久我们三个人就出去走走,离开了那个座位。。剩下二婶。过后她的女儿来陪她妈妈。。就坐在刚刚妈妈坐的那张椅子。。

突然,“PONG!”一声。。吓倒我们三个人。。转身一看。。原来是二婶的女儿跌在地上(她是坐着跌的〕整个屁股“蹬”在地上。。

过了不久又轮到二婶“PONG”一声。。全部人都看着她。。

烧了两天银纸都没有人试过酱跌法,就连爸爸酱肥,他也没事。。

其实在生时,爷爷都已经不喜欢她了。。她目中无人的态度是没人顶地顺的。。。

爷爷替天行道惩罚她了。。

蒜头面包

照着食谱弄了烤蒜头面包
虽然本身不是很喜欢蒜头的味道,但在食谱里最简单的就是这个了。
首先,那一片蒜头切碎,越碎越好。。可以加葱菜(切碎〕。。
把奶油(BUTTER OR MARJERIN〕弄熔,将碎蒜头和葱菜倒入熔奶油, 搅拌。
放进火炉。。1-2分钟。。就好了。。。

还有一个。。
打鸡蛋(一粒〕,搅烂,加半汤匙糖,涂在面包之前先涂奶油。。放进火炉2分钟就完成了。。

不幸的,只有爸爸敢吃。哈哈,我自己也只吃了一块.
还是简简单单好了,涂奶油加糖就拿去烘。。至少我吃了三块。。呵呵。。

水果汁大餐

今天早上一大早就给人“老点”起了身。。
没事做就跟妈妈去巴刹走走。。买了一些材料回家准备大显身手。。

苹果+沙梨+LEMON+橙+少少吉仔。。
哈哈哈。。。只是纯碎玩玩。。不过还是能喝的啦!

过后还有木瓜汁。。。这个是最满意的。。
因为我用了半公斤的木瓜渣成一小碗的汁。。真的甜到不行。。
还弄了两条木瓜雪条..

为了要善用那些水果的渣,我帮脸脸泡了个水果浴。。呵呵。。敷面模啦!
爽啊!!还有一大碗收着明天再敷过。。

哎呀,原来木瓜雪条很难吃。。不好吃的,臭臭的。。URK。。丢了。
那些果汁只有妈妈喝,连自己也不敢喝。。哈哈。。
不甜的~妈妈说不要加糖,原汁原味。。呃~~

我是紫色

*紫色*
你是一個神祕的人,--还好啦。。不过不很认识我的人会觉得我很静。。认识我的人觉得我很吵。。

從不自私,--怎么可能?!人都是自私的。。
也很難對任何人和事發生興趣。--是是!!
你的狀態永遠是說不定的,--呵呵。。中了。。
是一個情緒化的人。--还好。。在朋友面前还控制得住。。
很受周遭的人歡迎,--不觉得哦。。
但有是你會做出愚笨的舉動,--常常。。我也不想的。。
記性也不太好。--很差的记忆
你最喜歡與一些有著真性情的人做朋友。--好友是酱的。。

真巧,我最喜欢紫色了!!一半准。。

考完试了!

考完试了!唉,这么快就考完了。。其实并没什么太兴奋的感觉。。反而有点担心。。担心什么??担心我的成绩不只是什么颜色。。唉!担心进步了大学。。进不到大学要怎办?!!现在又要找东西来填补时间。。。我还不想变成大肥猪。。。

心情欠佳。。

唉,很讨厌!梦里又是他。。应该觉得高兴才是。。只是梦到他不是好事。。连续4天他都在我的梦里。。不可以啊!他是老师啊!怎么可能?!今天的心是闷闷的。。

一年半前失去的感觉在上个月又回来了。。应该觉得庆幸才对。。有个人给我思念。。只是我却觉得有点恐怖。。因为他不是普通人。。他是老师啊!我是不是有病???

以前喜欢的都很正常。。他们都是大我一年或同年的。。他们都会令我发奋念书。。现在这个。。是迟了些也很另类。。

看到他就会很开心,就算只是他的车。。车牌我也记得。。连他太太的名字我也记得。。

我不会做些什么,也不能做些什么。。只希望他开心。。看到他骂学生,我也担心。。看到他笑我也会笑。。卡卡卡。。

我知道这个只会维持多几天吧。。过了拜一就不会见到他了。。相信回来拿成绩时就不会有这种感觉

辛苦呐~~

哎哟,失眠呐~~好痛苦啊!!!36个钟里我只睡了4个钟。。头很累可是心却不想睡。。救命啊!!!

these 3 days was exam days

yeah!! biology paper was overed loo...but emm...quite worry about my result...

aiya my maths paper 1 also overed... remains PA lar, maths paper 2 lar and chemistry...

these few days quite suffer.. but also quite excited neh.. u know why? keke... every day before exam, i can see mr. hee loo... so excited.. after seeing him, i got good luck on that day...em...these three days, mr.hee also around my sight woh...

Difference between a city and a village (kampung)

I got an idea on how to recognize between a city and a kampung...You know how??

Okay, let me tell you~~

During any festival such as Chinese new year, Deepavali, Hari Raya Puasa just to name a few.. You can notice that a city will become very calm, silence, no traffic jam and reduced the number of cars on the road...Whereas a place become full of cars , shopping malls full of crowd... ya...it's a "kampung"...This is due to during these season, all the people from the city will "balik kampung" to celebrate their festival... and to visit their relatives..hehe...that's why Ipoh is also a "kampung"...

Male tiger + female lion = tiglon

Today we had a discussion in the library... And had a joke about the tiger and lion..

As a biology student, we should know that a male tiger mate with a female lion will be produced a progeny with a fertile hybrid called tiglon..If a female tiger mate with a male lion will be given out a unfertile hybrid called liger...

As a result, we made a conclusion :

male tiger + female lion = tiglon
female tiger + male lion = liger
cat + dog = catdog (just a joke)
hot + dog = ??? (hotdog)
spider + man =??? (spiderman)
bat + man = ??? (batman)

得逞了!

哇~哈哈哈哈哈。。。。。终于得逞了!! 拿到mr.hee的签名比拿到王力宏的还要兴奋!!而且他还写了几个字:

“All the best in the stpm exam ”

hee p.c
29/10/05 2.oopm

哇哇哇~~
比mr.liew的签名多了好多字哦!!他只是撩了几撩(签名吧了〕。。

周星驰的“魅力”

最近跟老哥有个很奇怪的习惯,说出来都有点不好意思。。

每天下午1-2pm, 哥哥都会回来吃午饭。。吃饭时总是要看周星驰的光碟。。。我也被他感染了。。。 如果不是他的戏吃得也不爽。。。而且是他的旧作,“逃学威龙”, “麓鼎记”, “芝麻禄豆官”,“苏乞丐”。。。

哈哈,每天都要等哥哥一起边吃边看才爽...

木瓜篇(有点恶心哦!〕

不知何时我家后院种了棵木瓜树,直到有几次妈妈从后院拿了几个木瓜进来才发现,哦,有棵木瓜树也!呵呵。。听妈妈说在几年前也种过只是木瓜里是臭的,不能吃。。但不知为何这次竟然成功了!

最近还茂盛得很也!有时看到木瓜也觉得腻了。。每次开冰橱都看到橙橙的一堆木瓜。。天天吃木瓜。。哦,天啊!就连排泄物都是橙橙的木瓜碎 (觉得恶心的话真的不好意思了〕,毕竟这是存在的事实。。

有时妈妈还会腌制一些木瓜酸来换一换口味。。就因为太爽口,吃下吃下吃了太多,第二天就不得了。。呵呵。。泻肚子了!好残。。不用排毒产品也很顺畅。。呵呵。。

有一次还好笑,妈妈排泄完后就轮到我。。我排到一半时,那个妈妈跟我说:“呓,你的排泄物不臭的,而且那股(排泄物〕味道这么像我的?!一定是我们一起吃木瓜吃得多,排的味道也一样!”

同样的,我今天又吃了四分之一的木瓜,所以今天我也很顺畅!呵呵。。

About "piggy dog"

In the last few days, my mum and i saw two massive yellowish dogs were jogging (maybe dating) and at the same time chit-chating along the boulevard while we were walking back to home from the market.
Suddenly, an undersized dog overtook us and walked arrogantly towards those two gigantic dogs. We walked away from the dogs crowd as we sensed an aura of foreboding. When i took a glance at the little doggy... Wow! That dog was looked as if a pig, plump plump and short short with a piggy nose.
Accordingly, we named it as "piggy dog".
Afterward, that reckless piggy dog would like to stir up trouble with the two huge dogs. The three dogs were now gathered on the avenue and they barked at each other. Before the tiny dog could react, one of the massive dog cuffed and kicked it and conquer the piggy dog on the roadway. Its four legs were sprawled outward in a wide spread eagle and it was freezed in that post.
After a moment, the yellowish dog released its "fist" and let the piggy dog go. Finally, the piggy dog left unwillingly.

<<飞>>

<<飞>> 词:张国祥 唱: DANIEL 李吉汉
我知道 世界忽然改变
我知道 泪水以后是荣耀
流过泪 无所谓 有遗憾 也是美算吧
遗憾 无所谓 我的梦 没有结尾
勇敢往前飞 梦不枯萎
梦的巨人 无形的包围
不管多累我要全力追
勇敢往前飞 偶尔苦偶尔会累
梦的巨人 无形的渴望
给了我梦想 给了我力量飞翔 。。。
流过? 无所谓 有遗憾 也是美算吧
遗憾 无所谓 我的梦 没有结尾
勇敢往前飞 勇敢的追
梦的巨人 无形的包围
给了我力量 给了我希望
勇敢往前飞 偶尔苦偶尔会累
梦的巨人 无形的渴望
力量带领我到这地方
梦的天堂
给了我梦想 给了我力量飞翔 。。。

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Goodbye, Datin Seri Endon Mahmood

Prime Minister's wife Datin Seri Endon Mahmood passed away at 7.55 am Thursday(20/10/05) at the Prime Minister's official residence Seri Perdana Putrajaya..

at 10am yesterday, when i switched on the radio, i just listen music and no songs, no DJ speaking... i thought the DJ came late... (-_-'') then i switched on TV preparing to watch vcd, i heard the reporter said that Datin Endon Mahmood had passed away on that morning...

I felt so surprise and sorrowful... Our prime minister must be very sad, but he still continue working, managing the country...

such a loving couple had to be separated is so mournful, right?

DATIN Seri Endon Mahmood, 64, wife of Prime Minister Datuk Seri Abdullah Ahmad Badawi, had never given up fighting breast cancer since she was diagnosed with the illness about three years ago. She was really brave and optimistic... the spirit her owned should be learnt by all the people..

期待的一天

太想念我的博格了,实在忍不住上网。。

为了今年的毕业典礼, 我可花了不少钱叻!买裙啦,鞋,链,耳环,化妆品(粉底,眼影,腮红,marscara...),小袋袋, 小外套。。。 唉~有点后悔浪费了这么多钱。。反正又不是美过人,而且还觉得自己很恶心叻。。。还好以上的50%都可以平时用。。呵呵。。

耶!好兴奋喔!!朋友借了相机回来,可以在那晚拍多多照!!可以跟老师拍照。。。可可可。。。一定要跟mr.hee 拍照。。哎呀,最衰“张东键”不是跟我们同年,不然我们也可以“咋嘎夷” “咋嘎夷”跟他和照,相信某某人一定会很兴奋吧!!呵呵。。

九王爷诞;龟包;素

好久没写些东西上来了。。很懒嘛。。

今天下午跟妈妈去拜神。。九王爷诞嘛。。每年都会抽空去拜拜。。拜下平安。。呵呵,顺便保佑我考试顺顺利利。。

在这诞的九天里,我差不多天天都吃'龟包'。。好可爱的龟!好好吃的哟!

由于老爸跟老哥都在这三天吃素,那我也只好跟他们不吃肉,是不吃肉喔!不是年年都吃素哦!因为你一旦一年吃了素,你就必须年年在这个时候吃了噢!

素啊,淡淡的,刚吃时不是很习惯。。吃下吃下有点习惯了,有些料理还蛮好吃的叻!!而且那些素摆在桌面也没有苍蝇会来'拜访' (骚扰〕你。。很厉害吧。。呵呵。。

My birthday gifts !!

an apple necklace
from chia shin, pooi san and xiao hui- my first present

radioactive bag

from mee san, chiou ling, siew teng and pek hern


mickey earring

from my mum


cheese cake

em~~yum yum~~

birthday cards

blue one- from Oon

left one- from chia shin, pooi san, xiao hui

right one- from yuk ping




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