a week

ar...finally... my new post is published....there have been a long time i didnt write a new post in my blog...but actually not so long lah...just a week mah....

actually there are so many things in my mind that want to share in my blog...but i dont know how to start.... just a week...

my computer cannot function from the beggining of that week until functioning now, suffered from headache almost for a week, fever, my mail deliveries were sent to me, punched a pair of holes on my ears, went to Teluk Intan and skipped tuition class, ate a lot of delicious food...

from bad memories to sweet..that is really a good sign, right? whenever how late is it, i will decribe them more detail in a suitable time...

again, a month will be passed after today, august is coming... the other week is coming...and this week will become a part of my memories... for me, this phenomenon is quite difficuit...im so scared when i recall that the previous week was gone so fast....

Aiyah..computer was hanged...

i confess that i'm not good in taking care of my properties..even though i consume with my own money...

just that evening...i was checking my email while listening music by using my cd-rom...suddenly, the screen didn't move and i don't know what happen to my computer....

panic...

then, luckily my brother was here..and he scolded me that the hard disc was spoilt...

5555....too bad....

i have to spend rm200 to replace it with a new one...

when the next day comes, the computer can run again....yeah....

but i have to really take care my pc.... can't use computer with a so long time...or else...my rm200....

i have set up my mind

finally..i have set up my mind that im not going to retake the muet paper...im released ...why?

i think that even i take again, band 5 is quite difficult to me...still long to chase...so i choose to concentrate on stpm...study hard... study hard....

when i almost make up my mind not to retake again, my muet teacher gave us advice that band4 should retake the paper again...i again hesitated....terrible....but luckily i dint influenced by her...

actually i really dont know my decision correct or not... im not sure about that... i wish i wont regret in the future..

wish me and wish for me that i can pass the stpm and enter university... so that i wont regret with my decision...bless me..

so difficult...

i was sit for an international english competition this afternoon...dont misunderstand that my english is so good..i just wanna get the cert and experience it... i really dont know how was this competition held on before i sat for it... i just know all are objectives and need to bring 2b pencils... other than this... i really not sure...

when i sat in the exam hall.... the time interval was written on the board 2.15-3.30pm...i thought "hoo..luckily only 1 hour.." i thought it was not so challenging...when i got the paper ... oh my godness ! 80 questions! they had to be done in 1 hour... normally only 50 questions in 1.45 hours for school exam...

when i read the passage and question... so high standard!! i only understand about 25% of those passage... i even cant finish read the paper...almost 20 out of 80 the answers were randomly chose...(actually not only me cant finish, many of them also like that..hehe...)

it can be seen that the english standard of our country is so low.... i think i should enhance my english standard... or else how can i survive in this society..

retake or not?

i got my muet result today...(low)band 4...i really not satisfy with this... but if i retake the exam, maybe i cant get band 5..most probably only mid or high band 4...or maybe worst- band 3? so i think that should i retake it??? i have to make decision by tomorrow because the date line to apply is on this wednesday...what should i do?? i really hesitate now...no mood to eat no mood to study..even cant concentrate on my study..

i even write the advantages and disadvantages of retake the muet exam...ridiculous

the advantages are no regret if i retake it..the most i worry is ''will i i regret if i dint retake it?" maybe i can get better result? maybe i can get better course

but if i retake it, i have to put more effort and time on one more subject..i have 4 more subjects to study...now i even cant cope with those 4 subjects.. how i face 5 subjects at the same time??

now i only left over 1 month to sit for the trial exam and 3 months for the real STPM...

please.. give me inspiration to decide whether i should retake muet or not....

retake?..not retake?..retake?.. not retake?....so terrible lah...

background music

Nice? the background music..guess what song is it..
"Kiss me~ out of the bearded barley...
Nightly, beside the green, green grass...
Swing, swing, swing the spinning step.
You wear those shoes and I will wear that dress.
Oh, kiss me~ beneath the milky twilight...
Lead me out on the moonlit floor...
Lift your open hand..
Strike up the band and make the fireflies dance and Silver moon's sparkling...
So kiss me~~Kiss me~ down by the broken tree house...
Swing me upon its hanging tire...
Bring, bring, bring your flowered hat..
We'll take the trail and marked on your father's map...."

It was sang by Sixpence None The Richer!!

Do you remember the movie called 'She's All That' ? This song was the theme song of this movie...

I like this band indeed..I like Leigh Nash's voice which is comfortable and relaxing...

Actually I really wanna thank one person.. this person tought me how to put midi as the background music of the page...or else i won't know how was this done...she is creme (or pek pek)...thanks a lots..i appreciated pek's help indeed...

Leo Ku

Emm...I start worshiping idols since very small.. I think about 5-6 years old... My first idol was Leon Lai... I like him maybe he's quite handsome... After few years ... I was ceased to be faithful to Leon Lai... hehehe.. I'm sorry to his fans...

In 1996, there was a drama called '笑看风云（1995)'. I saw a cute cute guy( but still dunno his name) always took a video camera in that drama.. After sometime, my brother played a album and asked me to guess who is this singer.. Then I answered he was Alan Tam or 'Le Hak Ken'.. But my brother answered 'wrong wrong wrong!! He is the cute cute guy in tat drama- KuKuiKei... hahaha...

since tat time, I was indulged in his songs especially. '从前情人好吗'.. Then, I started to buy his old album '[第二最爱] 新曲+精选 1996年8月31日' until now..

He was not so famous until last 2 years... Not many people know about him... I'm quite sad because he is a good singer.. He able to sing very well in a falsetto tone.... It was trained by 'Cheung Kai Tim' (one of the Blackbox member)...

After he signed a contract wif Paco, he is very famous and got lots of support from many fans... Yeah....
I feel very regret because I have no chance to see his real face...

finally, I hope he will get marry soon.... before he is too old..

My eyes swelled....

Since last year, every time I eat medicine (especially which contains paracetamol) my eyes will sure swell...Very terrible...My tears will come out,my face will also swell...

I wonder why is this happen to me...I have captured some swelled face picture but I'm not dare enough to post on friendster....So scary...My friends can't even recognize me.. Oh my goddess!!

That's why I can't eat medicine which contains paracetamol anymore when I was suffered from fever.... And I have to eat a type of liquid medicine which the label stated that it is suitable only for kids(6 month- 12 years old)....But quite delicious... Orange flavour...hehehe...

muak muak muak...

recently, i use tis 'special' motion to communicate wif my mummy n some of my best friends....u guess wut is tat...actually i will a big kiss to them...muak muak muak...dont so shock...i din really kiss them lah...just tease them...very funny..i pout to make a pig mouth to 'muak' them...my mummy n one of my 'sot sot' friend (pekpek) will reply me by giving me a big muak...hahahaha....

however, not all ppl can accept this emotion.. like mee san and bee will give me a slap when i wanna muak them... so, i have to pretend to be very 'jing ging'.. so pity...

My first post..

Yeah... Finally....My blog is activated...I have my own blog!!

at first, I really don't know what title should I put in my blog...Erm..My expressiveness in writing is quite weak indeed..

So I simply created a name - 'hazeland'..

Actually 'hazel' is my nickname...hehe.. My lucky nickname..

Hazel hazel hazeland...Quite smooth, rite?

This page is really belonged to 'hazel' ..

and this is my land here...Ridiculous?! hehehehe...