自由人

很想有人安慰
很想有人依靠

累了
弃了

放下伪装
一丝不挂

奔驰在无人的街道

释放了
自由了


快乐了

When You're Gone

"I always needed time on my own
I never thought I'd need you there when I cry
And the days feel like years when I'm alone
And the bed where you lie
Is made up on your side

When you walk away
I count the steps that you take
Do you see how much I need you right now?

When you're gone
The pieces of my heart are missing you
When you're gone
The face I came to know is missing too
When you're gone
The words I need to hear to always get me through the day
And make it OK
I miss you

I never felt this way before
Everything that I do
Reminds me of you
And the clothes you left
They lie on the floor
And they smell just like you
I love the things that you do

We were made for each other
Out here forever
I know we were

All I ever wanted was for you to know
Everything I do I give my heart and soul
I can hardly breathe I need to feel you here with me"

Runaway

"Got up on the wrong side of life today
Crashed the car and I'm gonna be really late
My phone doesn't work cause its out of range
Looks like it's just one of those kind of days
You can't kick me down Im already on the ground
No you can't cause you couldn't catch me anyhow
Blue skies but the sun isn't coming out no
Today it's like I'm under a heavy cloud

And I feel so alive
I can't help myself,don't you realize

I just wanna scream and lose control
Throw my hands up and let it go
Forget about everything and runaway

I just want to fall and lose myself
Laughing so hard it hurts like hell
Forget about everything and runaway

So so is how I'm doing if you're wondering
I'm in a fight with the world but

I'm winning
Stay there come closer it's at your own risk
Yeah you know how it is life can be a bitch

But I feel so alive
I can't help myself, don't you realize"

Miserable September

It's been a long long time since the last entry.This September is the busiest and the miserable month that i going through.Many unexpected circumstances were happened to me.I just feel helpless and hope somebody can lend me his shoulder, but im alone. S0b S0b..

Luckily, i still have friends..
Firstly, i really appreciate Ang Ang for taking care of me during the time I was suffering diarrhea and the saddest time i was going through.Thanks for her porridge, the boiled water for bath, helping me to collect clothes and many more.

Beside her, Ling Ling, thank you for your effort and your capable of enduring that hardship or we unable to finish the system.

Thank them for the treat to me yesterday (choki choki is delicious and french fries is so nice!) Thank them for the consolation to me and accompanied me going through the miserable time.

很笨：很难过

最近不懂事发生什么事，全部不开心/不好的遭遇都发生在我身上。
第二天考试前一天才临时抱佛脚已经很活该了。
怎知就在要温习功课时收到朋友给的照片档案，结果是病毒来的。
我电脑中了没关系，怎知它会自动传播给我的朋友。
有部分的中遭了。
那个晚上实在没心情读书了。
奶奶，伟杰：实在不好意思。。

星期二那天暴饮暴食，也不懂事吃错那一样东西，
泻肚子泻了几天，还发烧。。
一起身就来出来廖。。
一天泻十多次。。
很累。。
很可怜~