A Trip to Pulau Bidong

Well, the time was passing very fast.. the trip was over and i think i should write something bout it..

the first day (2/8/06) morning, we departed from 9.00am and arrived at the Pulau Bidong at 11 sth.. after that trip i found myself got an illness - that is - mabuk laut...

just arrived at there, we had to build up our camp ourselves.. many sand and not comfortable.. hate sleeping in the camp indeed...

later, our first activity has begun... SCARED~~~ had to swim for about 500m to the middle of the sea.. and the fact is I DON'T KNOW HOW TO SWIM !!! then the facilitators taught us how to float and how to stand on the sea. I wonder why am i so scare until screamed and laughed abnormally along the sea...and held my friends' hand very tightly...thanks Mei Ling and Siew Mun... from the sore to the middle of the sea... after reaching the boat.. have to jump from the boat and swim back to the beach again!! surely, I screamed again.. the faci laughed at me and teach me swim like doggy...hehe..
honestly, i had drank lot of water in the sea.. REALLY masin.

huh~~ quite siok actually.. the water is so clear until can see through the bottom of the sea..

snorkeling was our second activity for out pari group ... we had to wear the fins and SWIM AGAIN.. im too scared and just swim to 100m and snorkel at there... siok... can see the fish swimming here and there and the coral was beautiful... those who swim to the middle said many species of fishes and colourful coral.. got nimo oso..

after that, we had to prepare for our cheer song..and prepare for the presentation for the next night.

really hard to sleep at night the sand was so and the camp was so small... the camp have to fill in 5 person.. u noe??? turn my body oso cannot.. my ass so painful becoz of the sand..

fishing was the first activity for the next day.. the wave at the middle of the sea really large... mabuk laut again... the first 20min still able to endour.. the first fish and the last fish i got was a fish used to fry the keropok.. after this fish, i mabuk laut and cannot wake up oreadi.

well, i wont miss up any chance to try the activities even i was still mabuk.. playing canoe woh! how can i miss ler? siok again.. i juz tried the kayak only 2 years ago.. canoe was the first time..first first i really scare to the canoe bcoz it is so light.. during canoeing, i totally changed my prejudis to the canoe... it is faster than the kayak... canoeing along the sea... hehe.. can see throuh the bottom of the sea and saw the coral...

the most tired activities was the last one, i.e jungle tracking.. have to climb and slide down the jungle.. tired~~~

after the night, my whole body oso pain.. from my shoulder to my toes.. that night was quite seksa because of the rain and the camp... our camp almost flied away.. we all dun wan to sleep and juz stand at the stall...and you know want happen? we all play a game called "asked and answer".. we asked and the person who kena will answer with a torchlight.. heehee... the people beside us busy bbQ and we busy talking and laughing..until 1am..

the last day, still got activity but i din involve...then we back to our hostel at 12pm..and had a nice bath~~

Interesting

My second home - Library

Haiz~ Assignment assignment... Computer computer...
well, i realized computer is VERY essential to me since very long time ago..

but i din realize library is so important to me since i come to a new environment with lack of my own pc..

every assignment has to type and print out..
every assignment has to search the material with Internet...

since the first assignment, we had set the library as our home instead of hostel..
until now, 5th assignment.. we have to stay in the library at least 5 hours EVERY DAY...
at there we have to ignore our lunch and dinner to get a place for using the pc..
u noe, the record we have is from 10.30am (without leaving the library block) to 7pm, eight and a half hours facing the computer !!!.. no wonder my spec increase in degrees la..

yesterday even stayed until 10pm (but from 4.30pm).. we had our dinner (better said supper) at 10.30pm.. so pity..

however, i was quite enjoy it because of the air-con inside the library.. prefer stay in the libary than in the hostel..

hard to study in the room.. the table is small.. no place to place my books.. Haiz~~
have to depend on library looo..

May I ?

May I miss you?
May I thinking of you ?
May I care of you ?
May I see you ?
May I approach to you ?

Whether the answer is yes or no,
Please kindly endure it for a year..
Please don't try to tell me the truth
i know the truth..
it's always cruel..
i know the truth..
it's always oppposed to our wish..

So, just let me deceived myself forever..

A stupid Girl With Silly Acts

i dunno how to explain the situation that day..
erm.. the story went like this..
last two days, we 4 coursemates + roomates were "hardworking".. stayed in the library for a whole day from 11am to 7pm... well, the first thing we had to do before entering the library is to place the bags in the e-locker.. for the e-locker, i had to explain a bit bout how it's function.

the instruction i knew is
first, u have to insert 20 cents ..
then a slip with a password will be printed out...
if over 3 hours, u have to insert another 20 cents to open the locker..
when the locker was opened, it can be closed again with belongings inside..
then use back the first password to re-open the locker..

Actually, what i considered before 25/7/06, 7pm was WRONG!!!
our belongings were stuck in the locker.. the password was not suit and cannot open the locker...
all of us stunned at there.. and then search for help..
luckily there was still a assistant working..
he saved our bags...

actually, after 3 hours when u insert another 20 cents, the e-locker will be opened... after it opened, all the belongings inside have to taken out and close the locker.. if u wanna extend the time.. u have to insert 20 cent again for a new password and new locker..

well, as the title said a stupid girl with silly acts..
Is my fault!!! i din read the instruction properly which juz stick at the e-locker wall..

Nevermind la, the e-locker settled already.. after back to hostel.. got a silly act again..
well, first i wanna take my clothes from my cupboard... the cupboard was locked and have to open it with my key.. my chain of key ...

after i opened it, i juz put it inside the cupboard and SHUT the cupboard.. The key is INSIDE the cupboard!!!

well, im not silly at all geh. got spare key mah... luckily...

Im crying...

After getting this course, i received it with open hearted for these few weeks. I aways tell myself u can do it. Everytime i attend the computing class, i try my best to follow the class although im not so understand what the lecturer thought. Every assignment i give all my effort on it. But i dunno why, im exhauted.. really... but i cant give up.. i have no choice.. not afford to study in the private University..im stupid and torpor..

Until this evening, Im crying in the library.. sambil crying sambil typing.. luckily no one discover it.. hehe.. doing my assignment in the half way also can cry suddenly...using three tissue already..

Relief... after crying out.. can continue my assignment now...

放 弃 了。。

是 时 候 了 吗 ? 为 何 还 要 执 着 ?
辛 苦 还 是 辛 苦 。 。 。
没 有 答 案 。 。 没 有 结 果 。 。
放 弃 ， 最 好 的 方 法 。 。
累 了 ， 真 的 。 。
试 过 就 好 ， 不 需 结 果 ， 不 需 答 复 。 。
只 想 好 好 的 过 日 子 。 。

再 下 去 ， 更 讨 厌 自 己 。 。
失 败 了 为 何 还 要 尝 试 。 。
害 怕 ， 真 的 。 。

I wont try to change the will of God

hehe.. actually i juz "fa lao sao" only.. i noe i wont change course in whatever condition.. the reasons are many.

firstly, if i really not interested in this course, i wont get the cpga more than 3.. then i hav no chance to change...

secondly, if i really get cpga more than 3, that's mean i like this course and able to score..why am i still have to change course?

thirdly, like the others said : this is "ditadirkan"..

forthly, im a positive thinker.. i can use this opportunnity to explore how to program..

fifthly, i wont easily give up.

Don' forget that Im a high curiousity person.. quite curious bout programming indeed.. but im scare when exam (got exam phobia).. haiz~~ how wonderful if i can find a tuition teacher.. now have to find out all myself.. my brother and seniors become my inquiry station..all start from zero.. what i studied in form six became a waste..(wu yong wu zhi di)...

SO, SENIORs, TRY NOT TO HIDE FROM ME WHEN I GOT QUESTION TO ASK ABOUT..
U ALL HAVE TO SUPPORT THE WEAK STUDENT LIKE ME..

for my interest in biology, have to conceal in my heart loo.. now i have to concentrate in IT.. all the books and magazines i read now all r concerning computer. the FIRST computering reference book i bought is "programming with java".

Im staying in KUSTEM for 3 years

Well, I'm here for three weeks already. the first week obviously would be the most exhausted week - orientation. However, i just went through it happily. Many of my friends asked: "why are you so enjoyable?" They thought i would be the most home sick person especially my old friends. it seems it was false. I also wonder why. Maybe because of the experience during the national service. i should thank to our deputy ministre, somehow. if he din introduce this program i wont got chance to be matured.

I really happy with uni life at here although with lots of assignments juz at started tutorial. maybe im the lucky one. All the three roomates are chinese and they are nice nice belaka. Also i got many nice nice seniors. they willing to give their notes and assignments to their juniors. so many...boxes and boxes.Thanks all the seniors very much, especially the first senior i knew before i registered to the kustem. whenever how i "kacau" and always ask him question, he will surely reply me with sincerely. actually i know myself im too nervious in all the things and ask too details.. hehe..sorry. I will try not to "kacau" him oftenly.

Sometimes, i really upset with the subject i got. Why im not taking the biological science?!! I like biology!!!! When the lecturer intruduce the JAVA to us, i totally BLUR wut he was talking about..

ridiculous adventure

well, u may say we are hardworking or doing things in the last minutes. we have our grievances indeed! hehe.. firstly, we dont have computer and have to go to cyber cafe and library.. also, we cant borrow reference books from library yet because of lacking matrik card.. so pity..

okay, this day, we have to attend classes from 10 to 12pm.. later comtech got a meeting again in 2.30pm to 5 sth.. Until 5 sth we still not yet beginning writing our content! wednesday have to hand up already.. then we are very "hardworking" one.. searching information in the library non stop.. dunno why.. when im sitting in front the computer, i able to forget my dinner and others.. hehe..

hours and hours later, my friends asking me to leave because she is hungry already. when i see my watch, "What!! 8 sth already?!" the night is falling and the dark is dangerous.. haha..

we 4 coursemates + roomates fast fast leave the library.. when we 3, bee choo, mei ling and i decided to walked back to hostel, see may suddenly VERY scare (i wondered why).. she almost wanna to walk to the hostel along the street putside the campus..

luckily, still have two male coursemates in the library, one is our "monitor" another is "lion" (i dunno how to write his name). then we 6 IT coursemates walking back to the hostel together.. the situation was funny.. usually bee choo is the slowest, but this day she was the fastest (walking in front).. haha..

Walking , Marching, walking....the road light SUDDENLY turn off ! "AHHHH !!" i screamed continued with mei ling and bee choo.. Frightened us!!

Finally, we reached to the hostel already.. sweating until my jacket also wet wet already...
when i imbas kembali the situation i will oso laugh...hehe

The Offer I Obtained

The previous Sunday midnight, I got two identical short messages from my friends. It’s stated:
“Keputusan UPU akan dikeluarkan pada 19hb Jun 2006. Taip UPU No.k/p & hantarkan ke 32300. hantarkan kpd yg lain yg berkenaan.”

I have no sensation and reaction with it even if I knew that possibly true. Maybe I had enough mentally preparation for the consequences?! Of course no la! In fact, the NTV news had announced the result of graduate lists will be released on the third week of June earlier.

I was going very nervous in the morning and sent a short message to 32300. I wondered why as well. The speed of responses is rather high. Within seconds the reply was coming. “Beep…beeps…”
“permohonan anda telah diterima dan sedang diproses. Sila semak keputusan pada minggu keempat bulan jun.”

Disappointed. I somewhat hoped the results could be released as early as possible. “Let me take pleasure in today first,” I thought. Well, I’m not prepared to veil that the pleasure I mentioned is surfing. Ha-ha. The higher education ministry website was running as usual and got zilch new announcement posted at the afternoon.

When I’m already be seated in the car, yet again two short messages came to my phone.
“What course and university you got?”
“Do you still keep in mind the exam code?”

“S-H-I-T ! The result was released already?! Why the reply I obtained that morning mentioned another way? Do I fall short of having a seat in any of the local campus? A short message was once more sent to the UPU. This time, the response of UPU and I are VERY different.

My response started from Happy, Perplexed, Excited, Disappointed and Panic again.
The short message went like this:
“TAHNIAH Anda berjaya ke KUSTEM. Kursus GC10 Teknologi Maklumat (Kejuruteraan Perisian)”

Let me make clear the expression I brought up above.
H-A-P-P-Y = Finally I got the good news (able to get in local university)
P-E-R-P-L-E-X-E-D = what is KUSTEM?
E-X-C-I-T-E-D = I got the information technology (software engineering) course! One major part of computer science which is my forth choice.
D-I-S-A-P-P-O-I-N-T-E-D = my dream to wear the white robe (the doctor or biologist wear) was broken. What I studied the last two years has zero links to this course. Almost zero except math.
P-A-N-I-C = Where is KUSTEM located? What does K-U-S-T-E-M stand for? Why I didn’t be concerned with this place before?

With my friend and brother’ conformation through its official website, the conclusion I could make is Terengganu. Why I have strong affinity with Terenggunu ?! I just came back from there last two years ago for national service and now have to go there again!!!!
Fainted.

Evolutionary Music Aficionado

There are lots of abiding fads accompanying me this few months. Music is undoubtedly being one of them. Well, the phrase “music aficionado” is too professional for me as I’m not adept in any of the musical instrument. “Mixed listener” is apter for this article but I feel the headline above is more chic. hehe.

During these half year long vacation, a big evolution of my music flavor has gone on me.
Chinese music was cup of my tea in the starting leave month. When the intriguing Korean dramas such as “The 19 Years Old Aunt”, “Beautiful Life”, “Save the Last Dance”, “Green Rose” and “My Lovely Sam Soon” were running on the TV screen, I was getting into their original sound-tracks. They are appealing to the ear indeed! The OST are hardly found in the web. Maybe they are not as familiar as those pop songs. I have used up my precious times and patience to search all of them.

The Korean fever has been over when the “My Lovely Sam Soon” came to a flawless denouement as the dramas coming up are not intriguing and couldn’t pull towards my attention. They are very tedious!

In the morning, I am fond of listening to the Hitz radio station, especially the Morning Crew program. JJ and Rudy are humorous and mischievous indeed. Both of them always play a trick on the callers. The Yes / No game and Gotcha Call make me laughing for all the games period. My mum curious why am I laughing once the Hitz FM switch on during in the morning. Hehe. Now she knew already and switch to higher volume when the two deejays are on air.

Surely, most the songs the radio station broadcast are very pleasant to listen to. I prefer listening to English songs for this time, particularly those songs which swing me most and make my heart pounding. The rhythm they composed is great, fantastic and really swings. With the skilled tune, I’m enjoying the songs! Even a young singer has a powerful tune, who I meant is Rihanna. Their music not bring to a halt at romantic song with plain rhythm but there are also various types of music like pop, rock, hip hop, rhythm and blue. I like alternative rock the most because of the musical instrument the groups play.

Some of the Chinese songs are too dull and plain. No doubt, there are some of the singers are endeavoring to make something new but failed, in my opinion. They like to follow that Japanese Style or Europe style. I’m going to fall asleep when I listen to certain songs and the tune of some artists is making me frustrated. Their voice are not unique and no technique at all. Well, my remark just aims at those are green and those who lean against their beautiful face with no actual potency. I’m disappointed with Chinese music in a definite period.

Until some of the Chinese vocalists with qualification released their latest album, I was come back to Chinese songs with no give up to English songs, of course. Maybe one day I’m getting boring to those English Songs, who knew?

The Da Vinci Code

In fact, I'm not going to write on this title during its hottest period. It will be quite boring when there are too many comments about the book and also the movie. Ermm, since it's going to cool down and as its reader and audience, I should write something about it, something which is different and fresh, I hope.

Well, whether the book or the movie, it has been a fever topic since its release as we all knew. However, the outline that touched on a murder and religious matter had once made me barely got interest in the story. I'm indeed not a good reader all the time. The Harry Potter series which are arranged properly in my bookshelf look upon me with favor always but I never endeavor to finish the books, not even one of them. Ashamed?

Until last month, I determined to read up the Harry Potter and The Order of Phoenix. After some chapters, I was suddenly seized by a whim to read The Da Vinci Code up and left the Harry Potter aside. Hehe. I'm sorry, J.K Rowling. The reasons are hardly explained maybe? I'm going to explain however. (bleh)

Firstly, Dan Brown should thank to the media as it has well promoted the book with detailed report on the background of the La Giaconda's Smile and the legendary and clandestine conspiracy. Secondly, the contribution of Leonardo Da Vinci cannot be obliterated. In fact, his artworks are intriguing until lots of surmises have been brought about, especially The Last Supper. Thirdly, the truth of the Holy Grail is quite interesting to discover but (Here's a but) I am more interested in understanding the history of Christianity rather than excavate the truth.

The Cross is not my religious symbol and I don't know how it came to be. Ha-ha. I'm curious in everything except those related on history. Nevertheless because of this book, I became curious about its history. Before that, I thought bible is the only book the Christian read. Actually, there are still some versions of it, Old and New Testament and others which I'm not familiar with. Hehe, please forgive my torpor. I imagine this is part of the success of this book.

Before starting its chapters, I have made a promise or a vow to myself, that is this book must be finished reading in two weeks time before its first-run movie. Finally, the show has begun running and I'm still reading. Sob. I finished it a week after the movie began its run.

Actually, I had my grievances, i.e. I was busy accompanying my mum to somewhere and had business to be done. Accordingly, I had delayed my promise.

The next thing I'm ready to put pen to paper for is the praise on The Da Vinci Code. Dan Brown's imagination and the idea really made me admire him. The Fibonacci sequence which is a progression in which each term is equal to the sum of the two preceding terms and Hebrew alphabet with fold- over to break the code (SOFIA) gave me the deepest impression. They are really intriguing. I supposed the author had used lots of time and effort in the researches.

Dan Brown's explanation of the masterpiece - The Last Supper - is also quite logical in some cases, especially on the V shape and the colour of Jesus Christ's clothes and the man beside him who is actually John (Mary Magdalene in the book).

Of course, I stand on neither the book nor the truth side since I'm not a Christian or Catholic. hehe. As Robert Langdon said (forgot the precise text): as long as the one we believe on can give us the right guidance, it doesn't matter which the truth is or whether the Sang real should be revealed. (According to the book).

After commenting the book, I'm trying to talk about the movie. Engaging Tom Hanks as the main actor ? Many criticized the stiff performance of Tom Hanks. Still, I like Tom Hanks to be Robert Langdon and the role of Robert Langdon as Dan Brown described is matching to the performance of Tom Hanks.

I think the criticisms (but with good boxoffice business) was because of the director. Ron Howard couldn't bring out the essence of this book and he just hurriedly shot the film out. With the first Dan Brown book Angels and Demons to be shot soon, I hope Steven Spielberg will not follow the same old disastrous road.


Da Vinci Webquest
Da Vinci Webquest - Answer
Personality of The Issue - Leonardo Da Vinci

An ill-timed Execution

From the Tsunami happened the last two years, Rita and Katrina the previous year until the earthquake occurred just past a week, there have been uncountable folks met their deaths. The abrupt catastrophes happen unceasingly in all parts of the globe following with all sort of pestilences burst out, JE, insane cow disease, SARS, dengue fever, flu and mouth disease, bird flu. We are all living in a menacing globe, aren't we?

Obviously, the anxiety we faced is far more than that. The inflation rate had risen as a result of the increase in the prices of goods following the sharp fuel increase. I'm not blame on the rising oil prices of course. The RM1.92 per liter oil price will surely be boosted to the highest value because of scanty petroleum sources.

What made me aggravated is the escalation of power bill implemented by this month. Increasing 12% is a large amount for those factories. For those the bill are constant at between RM44-70, the rise is between RM0.03-3.30 .The reason of this implementation which was given by the minister is to nurture the frugal habit of using electricity to citizens made me don't know whether should laugh or cry.

Did they ever think over the consequences and the welfare of the public? With the rising of power bill, the prime cost of goods will also be added. The mounted prime cost will cause the selling price growing. The selling price of goods has increased once in the wake of rising fuel prices. Currently, the good prices have to boost again to avoid losing proposition.

I'm not against the raise of electricity bill. My feeling is this is not the suitable moment to burden the people again. The bill can be risen as much as they need but now is ill-timed. Maybe it can be promoted later when the people are getting used to current inflation rate? Don't you think this entire oil, pork, bill, goods, and food rise is burst out with a sudden like disaster and disease? How does our economic situation be raised? With the help of tourism? The Disneyland Company even doesn't have the consideration to build an amusement park in our country.

The residents in this country are fraught with challenges while TN faces this rising inflation rate without difficulty. This action is actually to hit us when we are suffering with tribulation. Why not the government implements an action to boost the salary of the employees? Ha-ha... I think this country can hardly improve with poor human capital and government. Sob.

Mandarin demand is discriminatory

"Wednesday May 31, 2006

KUALA LUMPUR: The private sector should stop the practice of making it compulsory for local graduates to be proficient in Mandarin, Datuk Seri Najib Tun Razak said.

The Deputy Prime Minister urged the private sector to be open in accepting and training local graduates without including certain requirements and looking at their background.

"I have checked some advertisements, where the criteria for potential employees includes being proficient in Mandarin," he said when winding up the debate on the Ninth Malaysia Plan at Dewan Negara yesterday.
"It is discriminatory. Such a practice should stop. "

Najib, who was replying to questions concerning unemployed graduates, said the number of graduates had almost doubled from 45,000 in 2000 to 85,000 last year. He said that according to a survey 32% of the graduates had yet to secure jobs after completing their studies last year.

He said the Government would intensify efforts instilltil the entrepreneurship culture in universities.
"We believe that with exposure to the business world, graduates will be more interested in becoming entrepreneurs upon completing their studies," he said.

This news has probably aroused my fury. I don't think mandarin demand is biased. Mandarin is so important nowadays. Yet, Singaporeans who has once neglected Mandarin sensed its importance and endeavor to accentuate Chinese in their education. They could feel a sense of foreboding since China implement the open-door policy and initiate developing few years ago. What's wrong with those privacy companies to create such a demand?

I believe the main purpose of this discourse is to shield those aborigines in this country. Moreover, the idleness of most graduates is not because of mandarin demand. May I ask which race is the highest unemployed graduates? I should answer: those aborigines.

Let us take this in the other way. That's good to learn more languages other than only our mother tongue. Actually, Mandarin demand is just an additional requirement. To increase the opportunities of getting a job, it's good to learn Mandarin. Honestly, I'm quite frustrated with those Chinese who do not master their first language. some of them even don't know how to write their chinese name. Don't they ashamed?

Also, what was "private sector to be open in accepting and training local graduates without including certain requirements and looking at their background" meant? This is not fair to the private sector to employ a worker without any requirement. They are not creches! The companies need to pay salary to those who are not qualified furthermore?!
I am stuffed with chaos.

The government should not accuse the private sector just because of Mandarin requisite. Of course this is not the issue. If those graduates really have the potency and vigor, I suppose they will not possibly be jobless. Those authorities should act on something that does really make sense rather than made a futile discourse.

七色彩带

上个星期日接近傍晚又下雨了
大概两个小时后
恢复了晴朗的天空
雨水把整个污染的天空
清洗得一甘二净
还为天空带来了七色的彩带
随手拿起手机拍下了这个诱惑我的彩虹

圆了谁的梦

近 年 来，
各 式 各 样 的 传 短 讯 投 票 歌 唱 比 赛 节 目
随 着 “ 发 掘 人 民 歌 唱 才 华” 的 目 的涌 着 而 来。
先 是ASTRO 新 秀 大 赛，
再 来 是 大 马 偶 像，
刚 结 束 一 个 月 的 绝 对SUPERSTAR，
还 有 陆 续 而 来 大 大 小 小 的 歌 唱 比 赛。
这 类 短 讯 投 票 式 的 比 赛
有 人 欢 喜 ， 有 人 愁。
有 人 抗 议 这 样 的 方 法 决 定 胜 负
很 不 公 平；
有 人 却 不 亦 乐 乎 地
猛 传 短 讯
为 自 己 喜 欢 的 参 赛 者 投 票。
以 我 的 立 场
－ 一 个 不 曾 为 任 何 参 赛 者 投 票
应 该 可 以 发 表 一 些 意 见 吧？！
首 先，
我 觉 得 这 样 的 投 选 方 式 没 有 什 么 不 妥。
赞 助 商 和 主 办 单 位 为 的 是 利 润
个 人 认 为 他 们 没 有 酱 伟 大。。。。
其 次，
参 赛 者 参 与 这 些 歌 唱 比 赛
为 的 是 什 么？
还 不 是 有 朝 一 日 可 以 出 唱 片、当 歌 手
难 道 只 是 单 纯 为 了 要 展 现 自 己 的 歌 喉？
既 然 要 出 专 辑
自 己 也 想 专 辑 大 卖
唱 片 公 司 也 要 那 些 有 销 售 保 证 的 歌 手 啦
（ 胜 力 者 得 签 约 出 唱 片〕
说 的 是 正 版 叻
那 些 舍 得 出 钱 消 费 的 才 是 公 司 的 财 神 爷
自 然 的
舍 得 花 钱 投 票 的 疯 狂 歌 迷
对 参 赛 者、 唱 片 公 司 多 多 少 少 都 有 销 售 保 证
就 连 短 讯 都 不 舍 得 发
怎 么 会 买 一 张 价 值 四 十 多 块 的 专 辑？
有 的～ 可 是 少 数 人
唱 片 没 人 买
歌 手 会 被 雪 藏 的
你 又 欲 心 可 忍 呢？
即 使 是 以 评 审 团 决 定 胜 负

也 会 出 现 个 人 主 见 的 困 扰
其 实
这 样 的 投 票 方 式 圆 了 明 星 梦 之 于

也 圆 了 主 办 单 位 的 发 财 梦
可 乐 而 不 为 呢？

无聊。。。

我 不 是 作 家
我 没 有 Dan Brown 的 神 奇 想 象 力＋ 手 笔
简 单 的 部 落 格
没 有 华 丽 的 外 表
没 有 精 巧 的 文 字
里 头 是 我
经 历 的 琐 碎 事 情
文 章 搞 笑 的 词 语
是 黑 思 迩 地 带 的 目 的
带 给 大 家 欢 笑
让 我 开 心 的 一 面 能 够 渲 染 大 众
就 酱 简 单
开 心 就 好 嘛
对 不 对？
笑 一 笑

“母 啊S。。。”

洗牙一点都不好玩！

自换了成人牙齿之后，一直都没有“拜访”牙科诊疗所，除了检查牙齿。
其实是有一颗烂牙，不过没办法补。牙医叔叔只是叫我常常刷那颗牙齿。一刷就刷了5年。烂的范围是有扩大的迹象。

五年后的去年，碰巧妈妈要去弄牙套，我又顺便跟着去补那颗烂烂地的牙。
怎知牙医叔叔竟然只帮我刮掉那颗烂牙的污垢，然后告诉我说另外牙缝里有一个洞。问我吃东西是不是会塞住食物。呓，他不问我也不发觉，一问又觉得好像是喔！他就只是帮我补了那个洞。

当时的情况还挺恐怖的。看不到牙医叔叔在做什么，只是凭我的触觉去感觉。
最令我影像深刻的就是他帮我把两颗牙齿撑开的那一刻。
只感觉到他用某块蛮大块的东西塞在我的两颗牙齿之间，然后他用力的把那些石膏死命地、用尽力地塞啊塞进我的牙缝里。

哎哟，我那时拼命的在心里喊：我的牙齿不是很elastic的罢了，你不要那么大力，好不好？他一直塞，我就一直萎缩。当他停止了塞的动作，我心里就松了一口气。呼～～最后，牙医叔叔就把那块撑开两颗牙齿的东西拿掉。呓，两颗牙齿真的又合起来了！哇，原来还蛮elastic的说。

其实这个过程是梃快的。（比起之后的洗牙〕然而怎么可能酱快搞定？！当然不放过任何机会。。。问他我的牙齿值多少钱。。哈哈。。我是指牙齿矫正啦！问了价钱就是忘记问他做这个过程痛不痛。。
当然我持重没有那个勇气去矫正我的牙齿。那个两年半的过程我怕我承受不了。听说很痛，吃东西也只能吃软软的粥，不舒服，要保持牙套的清洁也很麻烦，出街要带牙刷，要用牙线。。。。“哎呀哎呀。。乌哇哇～～”－可能会酱。原来牙齿矫正是没有年龄限制的。呃，也说不定有一天我会去套牙套。这一天应该是我受了什么打击还是没有了怕痛的感觉吧！

至于那颗烂牙，他说了一些我听不懂的话，最后还是没有补。我还是继续的、努力的刷牙。

XXXXX

半年后，妈妈的牙齿又需要去补。
没事做的我当然也跟着去，反正都要等就顺便去洗牙了。
之前医生说过，洗牙的价钱是以肮脏的程度而定的，所以我也不太担心价钱（不算很脏，只是蛮黄的。。呵呵〕。

由于一大早医生还没来就去“排队”料，“很快”就轮到我们。（等了大概1个半钟〕
妈妈在前我在后。轮到我妈时，我也跟着进去。理由是在外面等我会很紧张。我一直站在医生后面看着他怎样补牙。跟我之前描述的一样。他一直塞我又一直萎缩，虽然不是我在补牙。呵呵。。

终于轮到我料。刚开持时是没什么感觉的。后来怎知那个印度护士站在我的左边拿着一支“水喉”向着我喉咙“灌水”。医生则坐在我的右边左手拿着一支小“水喉”，右手拿着一支尖尖的东西死命刮啊刮我牙齿。他好像刮得很兴奋忘记我就快“溺”死了。我实在忍不住料！吞了一口水。他才发现还没叫我漱口。哎哟，我恨不得他快快搞定。我已经吞了两次水料（还是我口里的肮脏水〕，实在恐怖。

当时的画面


换了仪器后，他还在刮；那位护士还在灌水。心里又在喊：救命啊！！放了我！我要走了！！啊！我不要洗了！终于他没有再刮料，只是喷消毒水。呼～～怎知他又用那个小刷刷我牙缝。他到底要对我的牙齿怎样？！！

“漱一漱口”他说。

漱完后，本来打算要躺下的。

“哦可，得了。”他开口说。

这时，我又觉得酱快的？呵呵。。是不是犯贱？

洗了牙齿明显的感觉到干净了很多，也白了一点。不过过程有点难熬。人家说洗牙是个很慢的过程，不过还好这次我还蛮快。可能医生感觉到我不舒服，也可能我的牙齿不太肮脏吧。原来洗牙比补牙还贵。上次补牙才18块，洗牙却要25块＋“喝”了两次“那些”水。

希望下次洗牙可以相隔久一点，至少先等我忘记这次的溺水记。。所以现在很注意牙齿的清洁，虽然牙齿还是很黄。唉～还是没找到变白的方法。

14－4－2006 （星期五〕

纯碎巧合？！§ 破财挡灾？§ 财散人安乐？

本来还多么期待回培南吃早餐，怎知一常欢喜一场空。那位很无礼的女看管尽然告诉我说今天是运动会。真是气死人！
气的原因除了没得吃培南的食物，其次就是注定要我去三德。哎哟～～真是的！

值得佩服的就是我跟我妈是走路去的。厉害叻？！还好太阳还没起身，要不然我才不会那么无聊叻！脾气不好的我一边走就一边骂：“衰培南，枉我对你念念不忘，你竟然不报梦跟我说你今天运动会？！” 妈妈都顶我不顺了。。

风和日丽的早上，哇，是多么美好！哎哟，之后的一个钟全都是狗屁！

在这一个钟头内还算“风和日丽”。

发生的事如下：

首先， 我们的早餐还算在一个不错的情行下完成。

过后，还在某家商店买到一些战胜品。

XXXXX

最后在三德也能“顺利”完成我的任务。
所谓的“顺利”就是帮我完成任务的人竟然是我最敬爱和尊敬却对他觉得很惭愧的副校长。
刚好他跟另一位老师讨论完毕，又刚好我经过那里。

“坐啦。”他说。“你是什么班的？”他问。

“B3。”

“考得怎样？”

“很差。”有点不好意思。

对话在此停了10秒。

“之前你不是带这个眼镜的，是不是？”

“之前我没有带眼镜。”

“带Contact lens，是吗？”

“哦。”

“差点不忍得你料。还以为是她的妹妹还是姐姐。”

“呵呵。。”

XXXXX


“风和日丽"的早晨就酱过了。

一蹋出校门，暴风雨就来了。

当我要过马路去对面的IP是，突然感觉到鞋子好像有点不妥。以为鞋带脱了，怎知竟然是包鞋脱皮了。虽说是时候了，也不能在大庭广众啊！哎哟，实在不能走下去。还好对面的IP开了门。

虽然门开了，鞋店却还没开啊！真是很丢脸也！还好早上刚开门没什么人。等某两间鞋店开了门，我跟老妈就匆去当第一位客人。可是那里的鞋子不堪入目啊！怎么买的下手叻？！

终于，真的是“终于”唯一能看得上眼的鞋店开门了！！相信销售员看到我的鞋子就知道他有生意做了。。进到去就看中了一双包鞋。怎知突然来得意外害我没有准备到钱，身上50令吉都没有的我也害我不能得到那双球鞋。

还好还有妈妈在。呵呵。。也还好那位销售员介绍一双较便宜也是新鲜到场的球鞋。呃，还不错啦!虽然跟我的前一双有点相识，看在是新货就试那双吧！试下试下连我心仪的那双也试了。。还好没有我的5号鞋。不然我会很不甘愿。

第一次就地换鞋子。还要那位销售员帮我把久的球鞋塞进新的鞋盒里，真的丢脸死了！！！！！他身为那品牌的销售员应该不会以为那是翻版货吧？？

就酱浪费料我两百多元。。还打算用在其他地方的说。。现在一下就完蛋料。看来我这两个月得很节省开销了。。

其实我还是很喜欢那双没有我“噻屎”的球鞋，我会想念你的。。

还有我的PRESTO，我会记得你原装的模样的。（因为我已帮它“改装”料〕





Nike Air Presto