A Trip to Pulau Bidong

Well, the time was passing very fast.. the trip was over and i think i should write something bout it..

the first day (2/8/06) morning, we departed from 9.00am and arrived at the Pulau Bidong at 11 sth.. after that trip i found myself got an illness - that is - mabuk laut...

just arrived at there, we had to build up our camp ourselves.. many sand and not comfortable.. hate sleeping in the camp indeed...

later, our first activity has begun... SCARED~~~ had to swim for about 500m to the middle of the sea.. and the fact is I DON'T KNOW HOW TO SWIM !!! then the facilitators taught us how to float and how to stand on the sea. I wonder why am i so scare until screamed and laughed abnormally along the sea...and held my friends' hand very tightly...thanks Mei Ling and Siew Mun... from the sore to the middle of the sea... after reaching the boat.. have to jump from the boat and swim back to the beach again!! surely, I screamed again.. the faci laughed at me and teach me swim like doggy...hehe..
honestly, i had drank lot of water in the sea.. REALLY masin.

huh~~ quite siok actually.. the water is so clear until can see through the bottom of the sea..

snorkeling was our second activity for out pari group ... we had to wear the fins and SWIM AGAIN.. im too scared and just swim to 100m and snorkel at there... siok... can see the fish swimming here and there and the coral was beautiful... those who swim to the middle said many species of fishes and colourful coral.. got nimo oso..

after that, we had to prepare for our cheer song..and prepare for the presentation for the next night.

really hard to sleep at night the sand was so and the camp was so small... the camp have to fill in 5 person.. u noe??? turn my body oso cannot.. my ass so painful becoz of the sand..

fishing was the first activity for the next day.. the wave at the middle of the sea really large... mabuk laut again... the first 20min still able to endour.. the first fish and the last fish i got was a fish used to fry the keropok.. after this fish, i mabuk laut and cannot wake up oreadi.

well, i wont miss up any chance to try the activities even i was still mabuk.. playing canoe woh! how can i miss ler? siok again.. i juz tried the kayak only 2 years ago.. canoe was the first time..first first i really scare to the canoe bcoz it is so light.. during canoeing, i totally changed my prejudis to the canoe... it is faster than the kayak... canoeing along the sea... hehe.. can see throuh the bottom of the sea and saw the coral...

the most tired activities was the last one, i.e jungle tracking.. have to climb and slide down the jungle.. tired~~~

after the night, my whole body oso pain.. from my shoulder to my toes.. that night was quite seksa because of the rain and the camp... our camp almost flied away.. we all dun wan to sleep and juz stand at the stall...and you know want happen? we all play a game called "asked and answer".. we asked and the person who kena will answer with a torchlight.. heehee... the people beside us busy bbQ and we busy talking and laughing..until 1am..

the last day, still got activity but i din involve...then we back to our hostel at 12pm..and had a nice bath~~

Interesting

My second home - Library

Haiz~ Assignment assignment... Computer computer...
well, i realized computer is VERY essential to me since very long time ago..

but i din realize library is so important to me since i come to a new environment with lack of my own pc..

every assignment has to type and print out..
every assignment has to search the material with Internet...

since the first assignment, we had set the library as our home instead of hostel..
until now, 5th assignment.. we have to stay in the library at least 5 hours EVERY DAY...
at there we have to ignore our lunch and dinner to get a place for using the pc..
u noe, the record we have is from 10.30am (without leaving the library block) to 7pm, eight and a half hours facing the computer !!!.. no wonder my spec increase in degrees la..

yesterday even stayed until 10pm (but from 4.30pm).. we had our dinner (better said supper) at 10.30pm.. so pity..

however, i was quite enjoy it because of the air-con inside the library.. prefer stay in the libary than in the hostel..

hard to study in the room.. the table is small.. no place to place my books.. Haiz~~
have to depend on library looo..

May I ?

May I miss you?
May I thinking of you ?
May I care of you ?
May I see you ?
May I approach to you ?

Whether the answer is yes or no,
Please kindly endure it for a year..
Please don't try to tell me the truth
i know the truth..
it's always cruel..
i know the truth..
it's always oppposed to our wish..

So, just let me deceived myself forever..

A stupid Girl With Silly Acts

i dunno how to explain the situation that day..
erm.. the story went like this..
last two days, we 4 coursemates + roomates were "hardworking".. stayed in the library for a whole day from 11am to 7pm... well, the first thing we had to do before entering the library is to place the bags in the e-locker.. for the e-locker, i had to explain a bit bout how it's function.

the instruction i knew is
first, u have to insert 20 cents ..
then a slip with a password will be printed out...
if over 3 hours, u have to insert another 20 cents to open the locker..
when the locker was opened, it can be closed again with belongings inside..
then use back the first password to re-open the locker..

Actually, what i considered before 25/7/06, 7pm was WRONG!!!
our belongings were stuck in the locker.. the password was not suit and cannot open the locker...
all of us stunned at there.. and then search for help..
luckily there was still a assistant working..
he saved our bags...

actually, after 3 hours when u insert another 20 cents, the e-locker will be opened... after it opened, all the belongings inside have to taken out and close the locker.. if u wanna extend the time.. u have to insert 20 cent again for a new password and new locker..

well, as the title said a stupid girl with silly acts..
Is my fault!!! i din read the instruction properly which juz stick at the e-locker wall..

Nevermind la, the e-locker settled already.. after back to hostel.. got a silly act again..
well, first i wanna take my clothes from my cupboard... the cupboard was locked and have to open it with my key.. my chain of key ...

after i opened it, i juz put it inside the cupboard and SHUT the cupboard.. The key is INSIDE the cupboard!!!

well, im not silly at all geh. got spare key mah... luckily...

Im crying...

After getting this course, i received it with open hearted for these few weeks. I aways tell myself u can do it. Everytime i attend the computing class, i try my best to follow the class although im not so understand what the lecturer thought. Every assignment i give all my effort on it. But i dunno why, im exhauted.. really... but i cant give up.. i have no choice.. not afford to study in the private University..im stupid and torpor..

Until this evening, Im crying in the library.. sambil crying sambil typing.. luckily no one discover it.. hehe.. doing my assignment in the half way also can cry suddenly...using three tissue already..

Relief... after crying out.. can continue my assignment now...

放 弃 了。。

是 时 候 了 吗 ? 为 何 还 要 执 着 ?
辛 苦 还 是 辛 苦 。 。 。
没 有 答 案 。 。 没 有 结 果 。 。
放 弃 ， 最 好 的 方 法 。 。
累 了 ， 真 的 。 。
试 过 就 好 ， 不 需 结 果 ， 不 需 答 复 。 。
只 想 好 好 的 过 日 子 。 。

再 下 去 ， 更 讨 厌 自 己 。 。
失 败 了 为 何 还 要 尝 试 。 。
害 怕 ， 真 的 。 。

I wont try to change the will of God

hehe.. actually i juz "fa lao sao" only.. i noe i wont change course in whatever condition.. the reasons are many.

firstly, if i really not interested in this course, i wont get the cpga more than 3.. then i hav no chance to change...

secondly, if i really get cpga more than 3, that's mean i like this course and able to score..why am i still have to change course?

thirdly, like the others said : this is "ditadirkan"..

forthly, im a positive thinker.. i can use this opportunnity to explore how to program..

fifthly, i wont easily give up.

Don' forget that Im a high curiousity person.. quite curious bout programming indeed.. but im scare when exam (got exam phobia).. haiz~~ how wonderful if i can find a tuition teacher.. now have to find out all myself.. my brother and seniors become my inquiry station..all start from zero.. what i studied in form six became a waste..(wu yong wu zhi di)...

SO, SENIORs, TRY NOT TO HIDE FROM ME WHEN I GOT QUESTION TO ASK ABOUT..
U ALL HAVE TO SUPPORT THE WEAK STUDENT LIKE ME..

for my interest in biology, have to conceal in my heart loo.. now i have to concentrate in IT.. all the books and magazines i read now all r concerning computer. the FIRST computering reference book i bought is "programming with java".

Im staying in KUSTEM for 3 years

Well, I'm here for three weeks already. the first week obviously would be the most exhausted week - orientation. However, i just went through it happily. Many of my friends asked: "why are you so enjoyable?" They thought i would be the most home sick person especially my old friends. it seems it was false. I also wonder why. Maybe because of the experience during the national service. i should thank to our deputy ministre, somehow. if he din introduce this program i wont got chance to be matured.

I really happy with uni life at here although with lots of assignments juz at started tutorial. maybe im the lucky one. All the three roomates are chinese and they are nice nice belaka. Also i got many nice nice seniors. they willing to give their notes and assignments to their juniors. so many...boxes and boxes.Thanks all the seniors very much, especially the first senior i knew before i registered to the kustem. whenever how i "kacau" and always ask him question, he will surely reply me with sincerely. actually i know myself im too nervious in all the things and ask too details.. hehe..sorry. I will try not to "kacau" him oftenly.

Sometimes, i really upset with the subject i got. Why im not taking the biological science?!! I like biology!!!! When the lecturer intruduce the JAVA to us, i totally BLUR wut he was talking about..

ridiculous adventure

well, u may say we are hardworking or doing things in the last minutes. we have our grievances indeed! hehe.. firstly, we dont have computer and have to go to cyber cafe and library.. also, we cant borrow reference books from library yet because of lacking matrik card.. so pity..

okay, this day, we have to attend classes from 10 to 12pm.. later comtech got a meeting again in 2.30pm to 5 sth.. Until 5 sth we still not yet beginning writing our content! wednesday have to hand up already.. then we are very "hardworking" one.. searching information in the library non stop.. dunno why.. when im sitting in front the computer, i able to forget my dinner and others.. hehe..

hours and hours later, my friends asking me to leave because she is hungry already. when i see my watch, "What!! 8 sth already?!" the night is falling and the dark is dangerous.. haha..

we 4 coursemates + roomates fast fast leave the library.. when we 3, bee choo, mei ling and i decided to walked back to hostel, see may suddenly VERY scare (i wondered why).. she almost wanna to walk to the hostel along the street putside the campus..

luckily, still have two male coursemates in the library, one is our "monitor" another is "lion" (i dunno how to write his name). then we 6 IT coursemates walking back to the hostel together.. the situation was funny.. usually bee choo is the slowest, but this day she was the fastest (walking in front).. haha..

Walking , Marching, walking....the road light SUDDENLY turn off ! "AHHHH !!" i screamed continued with mei ling and bee choo.. Frightened us!!

Finally, we reached to the hostel already.. sweating until my jacket also wet wet already...
when i imbas kembali the situation i will oso laugh...hehe

The Offer I Obtained

The previous Sunday midnight, I got two identical short messages from my friends. It’s stated:
“Keputusan UPU akan dikeluarkan pada 19hb Jun 2006. Taip UPU No.k/p & hantarkan ke 32300. hantarkan kpd yg lain yg berkenaan.”

I have no sensation and reaction with it even if I knew that possibly true. Maybe I had enough mentally preparation for the consequences?! Of course no la! In fact, the NTV news had announced the result of graduate lists will be released on the third week of June earlier.

I was going very nervous in the morning and sent a short message to 32300. I wondered why as well. The speed of responses is rather high. Within seconds the reply was coming. “Beep…beeps…”
“permohonan anda telah diterima dan sedang diproses. Sila semak keputusan pada minggu keempat bulan jun.”

Disappointed. I somewhat hoped the results could be released as early as possible. “Let me take pleasure in today first,” I thought. Well, I’m not prepared to veil that the pleasure I mentioned is surfing. Ha-ha. The higher education ministry website was running as usual and got zilch new announcement posted at the afternoon.

When I’m already be seated in the car, yet again two short messages came to my phone.
“What course and university you got?”
“Do you still keep in mind the exam code?”

“S-H-I-T ! The result was released already?! Why the reply I obtained that morning mentioned another way? Do I fall short of having a seat in any of the local campus? A short message was once more sent to the UPU. This time, the response of UPU and I are VERY different.

My response started from Happy, Perplexed, Excited, Disappointed and Panic again.
The short message went like this:
“TAHNIAH Anda berjaya ke KUSTEM. Kursus GC10 Teknologi Maklumat (Kejuruteraan Perisian)”

Let me make clear the expression I brought up above.
H-A-P-P-Y = Finally I got the good news (able to get in local university)
P-E-R-P-L-E-X-E-D = what is KUSTEM?
E-X-C-I-T-E-D = I got the information technology (software engineering) course! One major part of computer science which is my forth choice.
D-I-S-A-P-P-O-I-N-T-E-D = my dream to wear the white robe (the doctor or biologist wear) was broken. What I studied the last two years has zero links to this course. Almost zero except math.
P-A-N-I-C = Where is KUSTEM located? What does K-U-S-T-E-M stand for? Why I didn’t be concerned with this place before?

With my friend and brother’ conformation through its official website, the conclusion I could make is Terengganu. Why I have strong affinity with Terenggunu ?! I just came back from there last two years ago for national service and now have to go there again!!!!
Fainted.

Evolutionary Music Aficionado

There are lots of abiding fads accompanying me this few months. Music is undoubtedly being one of them. Well, the phrase “music aficionado” is too professional for me as I’m not adept in any of the musical instrument. “Mixed listener” is apter for this article but I feel the headline above is more chic. hehe.

During these half year long vacation, a big evolution of my music flavor has gone on me.
Chinese music was cup of my tea in the starting leave month. When the intriguing Korean dramas such as “The 19 Years Old Aunt”, “Beautiful Life”, “Save the Last Dance”, “Green Rose” and “My Lovely Sam Soon” were running on the TV screen, I was getting into their original sound-tracks. They are appealing to the ear indeed! The OST are hardly found in the web. Maybe they are not as familiar as those pop songs. I have used up my precious times and patience to search all of them.

The Korean fever has been over when the “My Lovely Sam Soon” came to a flawless denouement as the dramas coming up are not intriguing and couldn’t pull towards my attention. They are very tedious!

In the morning, I am fond of listening to the Hitz radio station, especially the Morning Crew program. JJ and Rudy are humorous and mischievous indeed. Both of them always play a trick on the callers. The Yes / No game and Gotcha Call make me laughing for all the games period. My mum curious why am I laughing once the Hitz FM switch on during in the morning. Hehe. Now she knew already and switch to higher volume when the two deejays are on air.

Surely, most the songs the radio station broadcast are very pleasant to listen to. I prefer listening to English songs for this time, particularly those songs which swing me most and make my heart pounding. The rhythm they composed is great, fantastic and really swings. With the skilled tune, I’m enjoying the songs! Even a young singer has a powerful tune, who I meant is Rihanna. Their music not bring to a halt at romantic song with plain rhythm but there are also various types of music like pop, rock, hip hop, rhythm and blue. I like alternative rock the most because of the musical instrument the groups play.

Some of the Chinese songs are too dull and plain. No doubt, there are some of the singers are endeavoring to make something new but failed, in my opinion. They like to follow that Japanese Style or Europe style. I’m going to fall asleep when I listen to certain songs and the tune of some artists is making me frustrated. Their voice are not unique and no technique at all. Well, my remark just aims at those are green and those who lean against their beautiful face with no actual potency. I’m disappointed with Chinese music in a definite period.

Until some of the Chinese vocalists with qualification released their latest album, I was come back to Chinese songs with no give up to English songs, of course. Maybe one day I’m getting boring to those English Songs, who knew?

The Da Vinci Code

In fact, I'm not going to write on this title during its hottest period. It will be quite boring when there are too many comments about the book and also the movie. Ermm, since it's going to cool down and as its reader and audience, I should write something about it, something which is different and fresh, I hope.

Well, whether the book or the movie, it has been a fever topic since its release as we all knew. However, the outline that touched on a murder and religious matter had once made me barely got interest in the story. I'm indeed not a good reader all the time. The Harry Potter series which are arranged properly in my bookshelf look upon me with favor always but I never endeavor to finish the books, not even one of them. Ashamed?

Until last month, I determined to read up the Harry Potter and The Order of Phoenix. After some chapters, I was suddenly seized by a whim to read The Da Vinci Code up and left the Harry Potter aside. Hehe. I'm sorry, J.K Rowling. The reasons are hardly explained maybe? I'm going to explain however. (bleh)

Firstly, Dan Brown should thank to the media as it has well promoted the book with detailed report on the background of the La Giaconda's Smile and the legendary and clandestine conspiracy. Secondly, the contribution of Leonardo Da Vinci cannot be obliterated. In fact, his artworks are intriguing until lots of surmises have been brought about, especially The Last Supper. Thirdly, the truth of the Holy Grail is quite interesting to discover but (Here's a but) I am more interested in understanding the history of Christianity rather than excavate the truth.

The Cross is not my religious symbol and I don't know how it came to be. Ha-ha. I'm curious in everything except those related on history. Nevertheless because of this book, I became curious about its history. Before that, I thought bible is the only book the Christian read. Actually, there are still some versions of it, Old and New Testament and others which I'm not familiar with. Hehe, please forgive my torpor. I imagine this is part of the success of this book.

Before starting its chapters, I have made a promise or a vow to myself, that is this book must be finished reading in two weeks time before its first-run movie. Finally, the show has begun running and I'm still reading. Sob. I finished it a week after the movie began its run.

Actually, I had my grievances, i.e. I was busy accompanying my mum to somewhere and had business to be done. Accordingly, I had delayed my promise.

The next thing I'm ready to put pen to paper for is the praise on The Da Vinci Code. Dan Brown's imagination and the idea really made me admire him. The Fibonacci sequence which is a progression in which each term is equal to the sum of the two preceding terms and Hebrew alphabet with fold- over to break the code (SOFIA) gave me the deepest impression. They are really intriguing. I supposed the author had used lots of time and effort in the researches.

Dan Brown's explanation of the masterpiece - The Last Supper - is also quite logical in some cases, especially on the V shape and the colour of Jesus Christ's clothes and the man beside him who is actually John (Mary Magdalene in the book).

Of course, I stand on neither the book nor the truth side since I'm not a Christian or Catholic. hehe. As Robert Langdon said (forgot the precise text): as long as the one we believe on can give us the right guidance, it doesn't matter which the truth is or whether the Sang real should be revealed. (According to the book).

After commenting the book, I'm trying to talk about the movie. Engaging Tom Hanks as the main actor ? Many criticized the stiff performance of Tom Hanks. Still, I like Tom Hanks to be Robert Langdon and the role of Robert Langdon as Dan Brown described is matching to the performance of Tom Hanks.

I think the criticisms (but with good boxoffice business) was because of the director. Ron Howard couldn't bring out the essence of this book and he just hurriedly shot the film out. With the first Dan Brown book Angels and Demons to be shot soon, I hope Steven Spielberg will not follow the same old disastrous road.


Da Vinci Webquest
Da Vinci Webquest - Answer
Personality of The Issue - Leonardo Da Vinci

An ill-timed Execution

From the Tsunami happened the last two years, Rita and Katrina the previous year until the earthquake occurred just past a week, there have been uncountable folks met their deaths. The abrupt catastrophes happen unceasingly in all parts of the globe following with all sort of pestilences burst out, JE, insane cow disease, SARS, dengue fever, flu and mouth disease, bird flu. We are all living in a menacing globe, aren't we?

Obviously, the anxiety we faced is far more than that. The inflation rate had risen as a result of the increase in the prices of goods following the sharp fuel increase. I'm not blame on the rising oil prices of course. The RM1.92 per liter oil price will surely be boosted to the highest value because of scanty petroleum sources.

What made me aggravated is the escalation of power bill implemented by this month. Increasing 12% is a large amount for those factories. For those the bill are constant at between RM44-70, the rise is between RM0.03-3.30 .The reason of this implementation which was given by the minister is to nurture the frugal habit of using electricity to citizens made me don't know whether should laugh or cry.

Did they ever think over the consequences and the welfare of the public? With the rising of power bill, the prime cost of goods will also be added. The mounted prime cost will cause the selling price growing. The selling price of goods has increased once in the wake of rising fuel prices. Currently, the good prices have to boost again to avoid losing proposition.

I'm not against the raise of electricity bill. My feeling is this is not the suitable moment to burden the people again. The bill can be risen as much as they need but now is ill-timed. Maybe it can be promoted later when the people are getting used to current inflation rate? Don't you think this entire oil, pork, bill, goods, and food rise is burst out with a sudden like disaster and disease? How does our economic situation be raised? With the help of tourism? The Disneyland Company even doesn't have the consideration to build an amusement park in our country.

The residents in this country are fraught with challenges while TN faces this rising inflation rate without difficulty. This action is actually to hit us when we are suffering with tribulation. Why not the government implements an action to boost the salary of the employees? Ha-ha... I think this country can hardly improve with poor human capital and government. Sob.

Mandarin demand is discriminatory

"Wednesday May 31, 2006

KUALA LUMPUR: The private sector should stop the practice of making it compulsory for local graduates to be proficient in Mandarin, Datuk Seri Najib Tun Razak said.

The Deputy Prime Minister urged the private sector to be open in accepting and training local graduates without including certain requirements and looking at their background.

"I have checked some advertisements, where the criteria for potential employees includes being proficient in Mandarin," he said when winding up the debate on the Ninth Malaysia Plan at Dewan Negara yesterday.
"It is discriminatory. Such a practice should stop. "

Najib, who was replying to questions concerning unemployed graduates, said the number of graduates had almost doubled from 45,000 in 2000 to 85,000 last year. He said that according to a survey 32% of the graduates had yet to secure jobs after completing their studies last year.

He said the Government would intensify efforts instilltil the entrepreneurship culture in universities.
"We believe that with exposure to the business world, graduates will be more interested in becoming entrepreneurs upon completing their studies," he said.

This news has probably aroused my fury. I don't think mandarin demand is biased. Mandarin is so important nowadays. Yet, Singaporeans who has once neglected Mandarin sensed its importance and endeavor to accentuate Chinese in their education. They could feel a sense of foreboding since China implement the open-door policy and initiate developing few years ago. What's wrong with those privacy companies to create such a demand?

I believe the main purpose of this discourse is to shield those aborigines in this country. Moreover, the idleness of most graduates is not because of mandarin demand. May I ask which race is the highest unemployed graduates? I should answer: those aborigines.

Let us take this in the other way. That's good to learn more languages other than only our mother tongue. Actually, Mandarin demand is just an additional requirement. To increase the opportunities of getting a job, it's good to learn Mandarin. Honestly, I'm quite frustrated with those Chinese who do not master their first language. some of them even don't know how to write their chinese name. Don't they ashamed?

Also, what was "private sector to be open in accepting and training local graduates without including certain requirements and looking at their background" meant? This is not fair to the private sector to employ a worker without any requirement. They are not creches! The companies need to pay salary to those who are not qualified furthermore?!
I am stuffed with chaos.

The government should not accuse the private sector just because of Mandarin requisite. Of course this is not the issue. If those graduates really have the potency and vigor, I suppose they will not possibly be jobless. Those authorities should act on something that does really make sense rather than made a futile discourse.

七色彩带

上个星期日接近傍晚又下雨了
大概两个小时后
恢复了晴朗的天空
雨水把整个污染的天空
清洗得一甘二净
还为天空带来了七色的彩带
随手拿起手机拍下了这个诱惑我的彩虹

圆了谁的梦

近 年 来，
各 式 各 样 的 传 短 讯 投 票 歌 唱 比 赛 节 目
随 着 “ 发 掘 人 民 歌 唱 才 华” 的 目 的涌 着 而 来。
先 是ASTRO 新 秀 大 赛，
再 来 是 大 马 偶 像，
刚 结 束 一 个 月 的 绝 对SUPERSTAR，
还 有 陆 续 而 来 大 大 小 小 的 歌 唱 比 赛。
这 类 短 讯 投 票 式 的 比 赛
有 人 欢 喜 ， 有 人 愁。
有 人 抗 议 这 样 的 方 法 决 定 胜 负
很 不 公 平；
有 人 却 不 亦 乐 乎 地
猛 传 短 讯
为 自 己 喜 欢 的 参 赛 者 投 票。
以 我 的 立 场
－ 一 个 不 曾 为 任 何 参 赛 者 投 票
应 该 可 以 发 表 一 些 意 见 吧？！
首 先，
我 觉 得 这 样 的 投 选 方 式 没 有 什 么 不 妥。
赞 助 商 和 主 办 单 位 为 的 是 利 润
个 人 认 为 他 们 没 有 酱 伟 大。。。。
其 次，
参 赛 者 参 与 这 些 歌 唱 比 赛
为 的 是 什 么？
还 不 是 有 朝 一 日 可 以 出 唱 片、当 歌 手
难 道 只 是 单 纯 为 了 要 展 现 自 己 的 歌 喉？
既 然 要 出 专 辑
自 己 也 想 专 辑 大 卖
唱 片 公 司 也 要 那 些 有 销 售 保 证 的 歌 手 啦
（ 胜 力 者 得 签 约 出 唱 片〕
说 的 是 正 版 叻
那 些 舍 得 出 钱 消 费 的 才 是 公 司 的 财 神 爷
自 然 的
舍 得 花 钱 投 票 的 疯 狂 歌 迷
对 参 赛 者、 唱 片 公 司 多 多 少 少 都 有 销 售 保 证
就 连 短 讯 都 不 舍 得 发
怎 么 会 买 一 张 价 值 四 十 多 块 的 专 辑？
有 的～ 可 是 少 数 人
唱 片 没 人 买
歌 手 会 被 雪 藏 的
你 又 欲 心 可 忍 呢？
即 使 是 以 评 审 团 决 定 胜 负

也 会 出 现 个 人 主 见 的 困 扰
其 实
这 样 的 投 票 方 式 圆 了 明 星 梦 之 于

也 圆 了 主 办 单 位 的 发 财 梦
可 乐 而 不 为 呢？

无聊。。。

我 不 是 作 家
我 没 有 Dan Brown 的 神 奇 想 象 力＋ 手 笔
简 单 的 部 落 格
没 有 华 丽 的 外 表
没 有 精 巧 的 文 字
里 头 是 我
经 历 的 琐 碎 事 情
文 章 搞 笑 的 词 语
是 黑 思 迩 地 带 的 目 的
带 给 大 家 欢 笑
让 我 开 心 的 一 面 能 够 渲 染 大 众
就 酱 简 单
开 心 就 好 嘛
对 不 对？
笑 一 笑

“母 啊S。。。”

洗牙一点都不好玩！

自换了成人牙齿之后，一直都没有“拜访”牙科诊疗所，除了检查牙齿。
其实是有一颗烂牙，不过没办法补。牙医叔叔只是叫我常常刷那颗牙齿。一刷就刷了5年。烂的范围是有扩大的迹象。

五年后的去年，碰巧妈妈要去弄牙套，我又顺便跟着去补那颗烂烂地的牙。
怎知牙医叔叔竟然只帮我刮掉那颗烂牙的污垢，然后告诉我说另外牙缝里有一个洞。问我吃东西是不是会塞住食物。呓，他不问我也不发觉，一问又觉得好像是喔！他就只是帮我补了那个洞。

当时的情况还挺恐怖的。看不到牙医叔叔在做什么，只是凭我的触觉去感觉。
最令我影像深刻的就是他帮我把两颗牙齿撑开的那一刻。
只感觉到他用某块蛮大块的东西塞在我的两颗牙齿之间，然后他用力的把那些石膏死命地、用尽力地塞啊塞进我的牙缝里。

哎哟，我那时拼命的在心里喊：我的牙齿不是很elastic的罢了，你不要那么大力，好不好？他一直塞，我就一直萎缩。当他停止了塞的动作，我心里就松了一口气。呼～～最后，牙医叔叔就把那块撑开两颗牙齿的东西拿掉。呓，两颗牙齿真的又合起来了！哇，原来还蛮elastic的说。

其实这个过程是梃快的。（比起之后的洗牙〕然而怎么可能酱快搞定？！当然不放过任何机会。。。问他我的牙齿值多少钱。。哈哈。。我是指牙齿矫正啦！问了价钱就是忘记问他做这个过程痛不痛。。
当然我持重没有那个勇气去矫正我的牙齿。那个两年半的过程我怕我承受不了。听说很痛，吃东西也只能吃软软的粥，不舒服，要保持牙套的清洁也很麻烦，出街要带牙刷，要用牙线。。。。“哎呀哎呀。。乌哇哇～～”－可能会酱。原来牙齿矫正是没有年龄限制的。呃，也说不定有一天我会去套牙套。这一天应该是我受了什么打击还是没有了怕痛的感觉吧！

至于那颗烂牙，他说了一些我听不懂的话，最后还是没有补。我还是继续的、努力的刷牙。

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半年后，妈妈的牙齿又需要去补。
没事做的我当然也跟着去，反正都要等就顺便去洗牙了。
之前医生说过，洗牙的价钱是以肮脏的程度而定的，所以我也不太担心价钱（不算很脏，只是蛮黄的。。呵呵〕。

由于一大早医生还没来就去“排队”料，“很快”就轮到我们。（等了大概1个半钟〕
妈妈在前我在后。轮到我妈时，我也跟着进去。理由是在外面等我会很紧张。我一直站在医生后面看着他怎样补牙。跟我之前描述的一样。他一直塞我又一直萎缩，虽然不是我在补牙。呵呵。。

终于轮到我料。刚开持时是没什么感觉的。后来怎知那个印度护士站在我的左边拿着一支“水喉”向着我喉咙“灌水”。医生则坐在我的右边左手拿着一支小“水喉”，右手拿着一支尖尖的东西死命刮啊刮我牙齿。他好像刮得很兴奋忘记我就快“溺”死了。我实在忍不住料！吞了一口水。他才发现还没叫我漱口。哎哟，我恨不得他快快搞定。我已经吞了两次水料（还是我口里的肮脏水〕，实在恐怖。

当时的画面


换了仪器后，他还在刮；那位护士还在灌水。心里又在喊：救命啊！！放了我！我要走了！！啊！我不要洗了！终于他没有再刮料，只是喷消毒水。呼～～怎知他又用那个小刷刷我牙缝。他到底要对我的牙齿怎样？！！

“漱一漱口”他说。

漱完后，本来打算要躺下的。

“哦可，得了。”他开口说。

这时，我又觉得酱快的？呵呵。。是不是犯贱？

洗了牙齿明显的感觉到干净了很多，也白了一点。不过过程有点难熬。人家说洗牙是个很慢的过程，不过还好这次我还蛮快。可能医生感觉到我不舒服，也可能我的牙齿不太肮脏吧。原来洗牙比补牙还贵。上次补牙才18块，洗牙却要25块＋“喝”了两次“那些”水。

希望下次洗牙可以相隔久一点，至少先等我忘记这次的溺水记。。所以现在很注意牙齿的清洁，虽然牙齿还是很黄。唉～还是没找到变白的方法。

14－4－2006 （星期五〕

纯碎巧合？！§ 破财挡灾？§ 财散人安乐？

本来还多么期待回培南吃早餐，怎知一常欢喜一场空。那位很无礼的女看管尽然告诉我说今天是运动会。真是气死人！
气的原因除了没得吃培南的食物，其次就是注定要我去三德。哎哟～～真是的！

值得佩服的就是我跟我妈是走路去的。厉害叻？！还好太阳还没起身，要不然我才不会那么无聊叻！脾气不好的我一边走就一边骂：“衰培南，枉我对你念念不忘，你竟然不报梦跟我说你今天运动会？！” 妈妈都顶我不顺了。。

风和日丽的早上，哇，是多么美好！哎哟，之后的一个钟全都是狗屁！

在这一个钟头内还算“风和日丽”。

发生的事如下：

首先， 我们的早餐还算在一个不错的情行下完成。

过后，还在某家商店买到一些战胜品。

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最后在三德也能“顺利”完成我的任务。
所谓的“顺利”就是帮我完成任务的人竟然是我最敬爱和尊敬却对他觉得很惭愧的副校长。
刚好他跟另一位老师讨论完毕，又刚好我经过那里。

“坐啦。”他说。“你是什么班的？”他问。

“B3。”

“考得怎样？”

“很差。”有点不好意思。

对话在此停了10秒。

“之前你不是带这个眼镜的，是不是？”

“之前我没有带眼镜。”

“带Contact lens，是吗？”

“哦。”

“差点不忍得你料。还以为是她的妹妹还是姐姐。”

“呵呵。。”

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“风和日丽"的早晨就酱过了。

一蹋出校门，暴风雨就来了。

当我要过马路去对面的IP是，突然感觉到鞋子好像有点不妥。以为鞋带脱了，怎知竟然是包鞋脱皮了。虽说是时候了，也不能在大庭广众啊！哎哟，实在不能走下去。还好对面的IP开了门。

虽然门开了，鞋店却还没开啊！真是很丢脸也！还好早上刚开门没什么人。等某两间鞋店开了门，我跟老妈就匆去当第一位客人。可是那里的鞋子不堪入目啊！怎么买的下手叻？！

终于，真的是“终于”唯一能看得上眼的鞋店开门了！！相信销售员看到我的鞋子就知道他有生意做了。。进到去就看中了一双包鞋。怎知突然来得意外害我没有准备到钱，身上50令吉都没有的我也害我不能得到那双球鞋。

还好还有妈妈在。呵呵。。也还好那位销售员介绍一双较便宜也是新鲜到场的球鞋。呃，还不错啦!虽然跟我的前一双有点相识，看在是新货就试那双吧！试下试下连我心仪的那双也试了。。还好没有我的5号鞋。不然我会很不甘愿。

第一次就地换鞋子。还要那位销售员帮我把久的球鞋塞进新的鞋盒里，真的丢脸死了！！！！！他身为那品牌的销售员应该不会以为那是翻版货吧？？

就酱浪费料我两百多元。。还打算用在其他地方的说。。现在一下就完蛋料。看来我这两个月得很节省开销了。。

其实我还是很喜欢那双没有我“噻屎”的球鞋，我会想念你的。。

还有我的PRESTO，我会记得你原装的模样的。（因为我已帮它“改装”料〕





Nike Air Presto

摸屁股大战

不知何年何月开持，那个哥哥无聊就会摸我和妈妈的屁股。。。可能是我们的八月十五又圆又大吧？！

都是老哥的错，害我会很顺手的摸妈妈的屁股。。哇，原来妈妈的屁股真的很圆！哈哈哈！

主谋怎么可能会这么逍遥自在呢？！他的屁股当然逃不过我的五指掌啦！！不过他的屁股不好摸的。。扁扁没有肉的。。。一点都不像八月十五。。。

现在就连妈妈也学到我们两个孩子的绝招。。经过我旁边时会咋嘎夷咋嘎夷顺手摸我屁股。。。中招了。。哈哈哈！

觉得我们很变态吗？只是玩玩而已嘛！没什么关系啦！

《我叫金三顺》

呼～终于“追” 完了这部还蛮短的韩国剧集。。只有区区16集。。 不过，还是会在8TV看多一次啦。。因为太好笑了。。

其实还未播出之前早已闻名四处了。。只是当时一看到“金三顺”这个名字就会联想到古代人的名字，而且是男性名。。心想：应该是古装韩剧吧？！所以就对它没什么兴趣。。

怎知8TV竟然要播出街，我当然很好奇啦！一个家喻户晓的电视剧我怎能错过呢？

第一集播出时很期待到底它有什么看头。。还令我蛮失望的。。很很闷。。加上没看过男女主角。。。更好笑的是三顺的前男友和玄彬我竟然分不出。。呵呵。。只在第一集啦。。

但我却没有放弃追守它。。而且越看越好看。。不论是剧集还是男女主角。。呵呵。。原来金宣儿/金善雅为了这部剧竟然增肥9公斤，是"公斤”叻。。。哎哟！真的是很大牺牲。。相信没多少位女主角愿意这样做。。玄彬也只有24岁却要扮成27岁的样子。。其实每个人都看得出他还是很年轻，根本不会是超过25岁的男生。。他还要任劳任怨的让金三顺殴打，虽然是导演的指使。。哈哈哈。。。金三顺真的出尽力打的哦！

这部是一部很现实/实在的爱情小品，我认为。呃，女主角长的不漂亮，胖胖的，也不是有钱人的女孩。。。这个算是其中一点很现实的地方。。没有以往美丽＋魅力＋金钱＋温柔的完美女主角。。这只是其中一点。。

它还包含了爱情里的自私和小气。。当真贤告诉三顺熙真要求他送她回美国时，三顺没有让他去，还跟他大吵了一番。。这是个很真实的例子。。相信没有女生“马上”会让她的男友跟前女友去美国。。

第二就是当真贤带熙真回他家时给三顺撞个正。。三顺知道熙真将在他男友家过夜时，她的不安和妒嫉心态全都表漏出来。。她的举动真的让人喷饭叻。。

这些都是以往韩国连续剧所没有的。。

当然，

剧里的对白很多都会令人深思。。
Thoughts to Ponder:

Let's love like we've never been hurt before.
去爱吧，就像不曾受过伤一样.　　
　　
Let's dance like no one is praising us.
跳舞吧，像没有人会欣赏一样.

Let's sing like no one is listening to us.
唱歌吧，像没有人会聆听一样.

Let's work like we don't need money for it.
干活吧，像是不需要金钱一样.

Let's live like today is the doomsday.
生活吧，就像今天是末日一样.

精神错乱症＋严重犹豫症

恐怖！超恐怖！回想起那天的情况真的很恐怖！其实也没什么啦！
呃。。
这件事其实是这样的。。。
31日是申请大学的最后一天。。本来也没什么要改，科系早已选好（虽然改了两次 ：p)。。
刚好上网想看看有什么关于申请政大的新消息，再顺便检查一下我的申请表格。。
看下看下，原来我的课外活动还可填更好的资料，拿好一点的分数。。
就是为了那10％里的1％，害得我脑袋团团转。。

那个申请表我已改了5次。。难以置信吧？说明只可改3次，我却很幸运的kemaskini了5次。。其实我也不知他们怎么搞的。。按了"sah dan hantar"过后，他说：“anda masih ada 1 peluang untuk kemaskini."

过后，又好像要改一些东西，又按"sah dan hantar"。。这次他竟然说"anda masih ada 2 peluang untuk kemaskini."

就这样不知不觉更改了5次。。。呵呵。。

旧病复发

4个月里没有生病，真的觉得很庆幸。。历年来差不多没两的月就感冒一次。。。

怎么想也没想到星期三晚上吃了蛮多小吃后的一天就遭殃了。。拉了整整10次，吃了3支风沙丸，还发烧。。晚上体内热到不行，体外就冷到睡不着。。

第二天没拉了，也没发烧。。只是胃肿了还很痛，痛到飚冷汗，站坐都很不行。。妈妈竟然强行拉我去看医生。。其实我不是不愿意只是很怕医生按我的肚子，他按的力度会让你忍不住想喊。本来没那么痛，给他按了几按就更痛了。。哎哟～～而且啊，每次医生问我你泻了几次，我都很不好意思的回答他只因不想吓倒医生。。之前几个医生都被我吓倒了。。
我说：“我泻了几天 ，每天4，5次”
他说“HA？！酱久才看医生！”

这次更够力，医生是“阿呐呐”。。
我说：“yesterday I cirit-birit the whole day"
他问：“how many times?"
我答：“erm..almost ten times.."
他说：“10 times?!"
哈哈，不是我想的。。泻到我的肛门都损了。。呵呵。。医生马上在我的病历上写一个“10”。。

每一次医生都会问我有没有呕，每一次我都回答“没有”。。我呕的次数很少。。在这20年里，呕的次数少过5次吧。。
跟我想象中的一样，医生给的药大同小可，又是盐水，抗生素，肚痛药。。肚痛从不会给发烧药。。知道为什么吗？如果真的是盲肠炎，吃了发烧丸盲肠就会“爆炸”。。呵呵，我可是病人专家。。

由于两天一直没睡好，头一直像要裂开一样痛。。风油都给我用了大半支。。
我这个人有三大常出现的毛病：
1。感冒－一吃发烧药就眼肿
2。泻肚－一定会胃痛
3。头痛－通常是偏头痛

Happy Chinese New Year !

Wow ! Wow ! Wow !

Dog year arrived !

Happy New Year to all those Chinese..

come and "fetch" Snoopy "cai shen ye" (jie cai shen)

Decoration

wahaha~~Chinese new year is coming!!! However, I can't have a visit at grandmother's house and lost lots of ang pao...55555~~~

erm.. nevermind..We can't go but they can come..hehe..Invite them to come my house and take their ang pao .. kekeke.. Cunning?

anyway, our house still can have some decoration although my grandpa passed away not long ago..

haha.. My friends, remember this "vase" ?

the joke in Sunway Lagoon.. I still keep it nicely after four years..

quite useful, right?

bought it from somewhere? No no No, it's handmade..

my brother's girlfriend made it for us.. Nice?

Goodbye to my old belongings

Chinese New Year is just around the corner, cleaning up the house is unavoidable.. For me, I used about 2 weeks time to clean up my room, just my room.. haha.. Now my room is out of dust... Yeah...

To have a clean and tidy room, I have to "sacrifice" my old belongings, not to say waste just unused things. As I opened up all those boxes, my toys, pencil cases during childhood, bags, secondary and even primary books still kept in them.. Although they gave me lots of memories, i chose to "abandon" most of them..really unwilling...

EASY vs DIFFICULT

Easy is to judge the mistakes of others
Difficult is to recognize our own mistakes

Easy is to talk without thinking
Difficult is to refrain the tongue

Easy is to hurt someone who loves us.
Difficult is to heal the wound...

Easy is to forgive others
Difficult is to ask for forgiveness

Easy is to set rules.
Difficult is to follow them...

Easy is to dream every night.
Difficult is to fight for a dream...

Easy is to show victory.
Difficult is to assume defeat with dignity...

Easy is to admire a full moon.
Difficult to see the other side...

Easy is to stumble with a stone.
Difficult is to get up...

Easy is to enjoy life every day.
Difficult to give its real value...

Easy is to promise something to someone.
Difficult is to fulfill that promise...

Easy is to say we love.
Difficult is to show it every day...

Easy is to criticize others.
Difficult is to improve oneself...

Easy is to make mistakes.
Difficult is to learn from them...

Easy is to weep for a lost love.
Difficult is to take care of it so not to lose it.

Easy is to think about improving.
Difficult is to stop thinking it and put it into action...

Easy is to think bad of others
Difficult is to give them the benefit of the doubt...

Easy is to receive
Difficult is to give

Easy to read this
Difficult to follow

Easy is keep the friendship with words
Difficult is to keep it with meanings

Mr. Banana

"Mr. Banana, long time no see..."

ai~~ can't say "hi" with him... why? I'm not his friend ..how to say hello to him?.. erm... our relationship only can be described as "prefect-student" relationship.. of course, I was the prefect and he was the student(erm.. senior student..he is older than me) haha..

my friend, kimi, is his admirer.. I'm not as I even don't know his name (better said forgot)..just remember his nickname.. so easy to remember..banana..

erm.. forgot to mention how can I see this "creature"..haha..."fruit" is better i think..

as I shopping at foodstuff section in JJ, I saw a tall, smart( handsome is more appropriate) with upright nose guy making sushi at the sushi corner.. Obviously, I would gazzzze at him for few minutes to conform that he is mr. banana..

Just as expected, he is reeeeally MR.BANANA !!! so excited!!

He's slimmer and smarter with his uniform (sushi uniform)...ermm...he looks taller when standing beside his colleagues.. not as plump as last time I saw him.. maybe that time he was enjoying his honey moon (not search for job yet)...

coincidence

I should post this on last Friday, but erm... tooo busy these few days.. busy cleaning my room, busy with shopping...

It's sooo coincident! From early morning, i noticed a lecturer met his students (if not mistaken) while i was having my "dim sum" at restaurant with my mum.After my breakfast, we walked to the Public Bank nearby to settle something.. Jussssst as I wanted to have a seat waiting for my turn, my chemistry teacher, Mr. Liew stood at one of the counters (just in front of me), but he didn't see me.. A Poi Lam retired teacher, a he, stood beside Mr.Liew (his turn that moment).. Okay..It's okay..

We two mother-daughter shopped at the nearest shopping mall (Jaya Jusco)..shopped for hours .. haha.. excited.. while half shopping, my ex-teacher in Poi Lam brought along his family had a shopping day at there . He , Mr. Koit was my physics teacher during form 4 and 5. A cute teacher..

When we just leaving the shopping mall, I saw a teacher once again.. but I don't know his name.. He, a Malay teacher, didn't teach me just saw him in the Sam Tet school compound..What a coincidence! One day (not my school day) can see so many teachers.. my first time.. scare.. haha..

Short dedication

To : Oon

She had a surgery on last Sunday and need a second operation on the next two months.. Hope she can be fully recovered as soon as possible.. She is a optimistic girl..Pain also can laugh one..haha..I'm sorry that I can't visit her mainly because she had her surgery in Pinang and I'm staying in Ipoh.. Wish her all the best..

from: her torpid Cheah


to: Mee San

Wish her belated happy birthday.. Although I had send her wishes through short message, I don't think that's enough. Don't worry , her three best friends will celebrate with her when she come back..But I think she had an unforgettable and special birthday at such a cooling place.. Happy birthday, my friend.

from: her lovely Cheah


to : Pek Hern

Our tallest girl who is the healthiest among us sick after few weeks at genting.. Hope she can fight bacteria and virus with her antibody produced within few days.. I'm sure she can cope with that and the cold environment there, don't she?

from: her naughty Cheah

Past few weeks

"What are you doing besides playing Harry potter PC game these few weeks?" my friend asked me. This really tough for me. I almost forgot what I have done these few weeks. Let me recall a bit.

After the exam (21/11/05), my friends and I went for lunch and watched a movie: Harry Potter and the Globlet of Fire. My grandpa had passed away just two days after . Then, my family and I went to his funeral for two days. (decribed it before)

On that Friday morning, my brother took me to pejabat Pendidikan Kinta for application of temporary teacher. Unfortunately, the officer told me in Malay language :"twenty six of December you came back." I'm not sure is November or December. Then I asked him again :"twenty six of November?" He answered me :"em.."

When I came back on 26/11/05(Saturday), a guard said the office do not open on Saturday. He explained that the application only open from 26/12 to mid October every year. "AR~~", snarled in myself.

On Monday, my family and I went to KL to settle something critical. This problem really hard to tackle and torment our life. In two weeks time, we went to KL for twice. Finally, relief....

My friend's birthday on the middle of December. We celebrated at Sushi King, watched "Perhaps Love", had high tea at Scotch and visited our Mr.Gordon coincidently. Although we have not bought a present for her yet, I thought she really had a nice birthday.

Think About It a Second or Two

Read Each One Carefully and Think About It a Second or Two

小心讀每一個，再用一兩秒想一想

1. I love you not because of who you are, but because of who I am when I am with you.

我愛你不是因為你是誰，而是我在你面前可以是誰。

2. No man or woman is worth your tears, and the one who is, won't make you cry.

沒有男人或女人是值得你為他流眼淚，值得的那一位，不會要你哭。

3. Just because someone doesn't love you the way you want them to, doesn't mean they don't love you with all they have.

那人不是你所想般愛你，但不代表那人不是全心全意地愛你。

4. A true friend is someone who reaches for your hand and touches your heart.

一個真正的朋友是向著你伸手，觸動你心靈的人。

5. The worst way to miss someone is to be sitting right beside them knowing you can't have them.

掛念一個人最差的方式，就是你坐在他身旁，而知道你不能擁有他。

6. Never frown, even when you are sad, because you never know who is falling in love with your smile.

就算你不快樂也不要皺眉，因為你永不知道誰會愛上你的笑容。

7. To the world you may be one person, but to one person you may be the world.

在世界裡你可能只是某人，但對某人你可能是全世界。

8. Don't waste your time on a man/woman, who isn't willing to waste their time on you.

不要花時間在一個不會花時間在你身上的人。

9. Maybe God wants us to meet a few wrong people before meeting the right one, so that when we finally meet the person, we will know how to be grateful.

可能神要我們在遇到那位對的人之前先遇上一些錯的人，讓我們遇到那位對先生/對小姐時懂得珍惜。

10. Don't cry because it is over, smile because it happened.

不要因為完結而哭，要為曾經發生而微笑。

11. There's always going to be people that hurt you so what you have to do is keep on trusting and just be more careful about who you trust next time around.

這個世界永遠也會有一些傷害你的人，你要做的就是繼續去信人和小心你下次信的人。

12. Make yourself a better person and know who you are before you try and know someone else and expect them to know you.

在你嘗試了解其他人和盼望其他人明白你之前，先把你自己變成一個更好的人和了解你自己。

13. Don't try so hard, the best things come when you least expect them to.

不要太努力去找，最好的東西是在你最預計不到的時候出現。

REMEMBER: WHATEVER HAPPENS, HAPPENS FOR A REASON.

緊記: 所有事也是因果循環的。

True friends: How many people actually have 8 true friends?

真正朋友: 有幾多人有八位真正的朋友?

Hardly anyone I know ! But some of us have all right friends and good friends!!!

我幾乎不認識這些人! 但在我們當中有些人全有對和好的朋友!!!

两年的心愿终于达成了。。

唉，这两年每次经过Mr.Gordon的补习中心都说要去探望他，结果每次都泡汤。。卡卡卡，昨天寿星女载朋友回家经过他的补习中心时，无意间看到他的Campry（也不是无意的啦，每次经过都会望一下，看看他的车在不在〕。我们犹豫了一下决定弯进去他的中心看看他。。怎知，到了那儿，我们三条友你推我我推你，结果还是那天的寿星女先开口。。哈哈。。好好笑竟然说我以前很quiet现在酱talkative。。其实我是很吵，只是笑声啦！平时不会怎么说话，英文烂嘛！

他还是没什么变还是那副德性，凶巴巴的声音害我们犹豫酱久都不敢上去。。

下一站彩虹

近期内很很很喜欢「下一站彩虹』这套剧。。看了两次都不腻。。

虽然没有俊男，美女还算有几个。。有我很喜欢的胡杏儿。。另外还有李彩桦，李敏之，吴美珩。。

很喜欢杏儿穿的衣服，很有型。。

男主角其实啊我也不很认识，叫谢君豪。。曾凭「南海十三郎』得到影帝。。他两个字形容：不帅。。但那个角色很适合他，演的很好。。他的头发看了都会摇头说不行。。

短短的两天就给我看完20集，一直追着看，看到都会忍不住笑。。看到男和女主角暧昧的师徒关系真的不错，有点羡慕。。呵呵。。

还有那个李彩桦很好笑，很可爱。。会不知觉学她在戏里的动作。。吴美珩在戏里是一名名模。她真的很漂亮，流口水！加上那副黄色水晶边眼镜。。哇，高贵！

等下我就去再看第15集。。BYE BYE！

幸福吗？

幸福是什么？在这个心情的我幸福对我来说就是拥有你要的。。东西，不论是物质，金钱，感觉还是其他。。 可能你要的是钱；可能你要的是平淡的生活；可能你要的是豪咤，名牌房车。。只要你拥有它就会觉得满足，开心的话，对我而言就是很幸福了。。

有时你会觉得“哇，他真的幸福。什么都有”可能他觉得他自己一点都不幸福。。因为他要的不是物质，是其他。“你看他好，他看你好”就是酱。。

现在的我？很反复，有时就像年初四，有时觉得很幸福吧。。

张东键太太太 x 100 有魅力了！！

我真的顶不顺啦！！！
韩国有这么多帅的明星，偏偏就喜欢这个张东键。。
他实在太吸引我了。。哇，如果现实中有酱的俊男就好了。。呵呵，我是说在我的认识范围啦！
现实？他就是在现实中了。。
唉，是不可能的啦。。

看见他的笑容我就会洄心一笑。。
虽然有点老老的感觉，酱才有魅力嘛！
不过有两个美中不足的地方，就是他爱吸烟。。受不了！
还有就是他还没结婚。。快快去结婚啦！在迟的话，可能会变态，喜欢男生怎么办？！哈哈

车内严禁放屁

真的很好笑。。
那辆车就在我隔壁，那时我的心情像年初四，什么都看不到。。
忽然那个坐在我旁边的妈妈叫我：“你看！”
看到那车贴着一张类式告示牌的东西写着：车内严禁放屁！
我的心情顿时变回八月十五，还忍不住笑出声来。。
哪有人酱变态，不给人放屁！
如果真的有人要放屁，难道必须停车，下车放了屁才上车？？！！
还是要认到下车？？呵呵，是我的话就戛戛分期付款啦！

失眠篇

好吧，没什么新的灵感，就抄回相当年的“杰作”，好好笑的哦！

睡不着数绵羊，一二三四五六七。
算不出别勉强，加减乘除多了八。
背不熟再来过，生物化学和PA。
吃不完别浪费，小姐把它包起来。
做不好别气馁，我们有的是时间。
嘴不挑食物吃，面条饭团全给他。
穿不下去减肥，瘦身中心等着你。
放不下轻松点，摊开双手抛出去。
人不老该多好，年年都是十八岁。

20.02.2005
05：14：17am


电话铃铃声，接电话！
手机嘟嘟震，看短讯！
肚子咕噜噜，开餐啦！
大雨哗啦啦，快收衣！
爆竹噼噼啵，年兽逃！
炒菜唏唏嗄，好香啊！

20.02.2005
03:09:18am

终于体会到。。

唉～想遇见时不给我见，不想见时避也避不到。。
话说上个星期去逛百货公司，见锇了就在KFC喂饱我跟妈妈的肚子。。
怎知人多到～～结果就坐在靠门那儿。。
吃下吃下看到一人背影很像那个人喔。。他是朝着服装部去的。。
大概过了20分钟，终于吃得饱饱。。饱了就顺道去尿尿。。
我跟妈是朝着食品部去的。。走下走下，突然看到他迎面而来。我吓了一跳，哇！他是从哪里跑出来的？！而且，他是从食品部买了东西出来的。。哇噻！恐怖！
这应该是第一次遇见吧！过了酱久，没了感觉。。
只是觉得遗憾，是迟了的偶遇。如果是相当年可能我会兴奋几天。。

想起相当年真的很好笑，兴奋过度还会忍不住“啊！”一声。。给他听到，还回头一看，真的糗死了！唉～现在什么兴奋的感觉也没了。。只有一声叹气。。

究竟是怎么了？？

─國內的業務搞到一塌胡塗，卻涉足海外投資，結果蒙受巨額虧損。
我們的政聯公司，還有得救嗎？

─查案工作出了漏子，證據不足，嫌犯無罪釋放。
我們的警隊，效率何在？

─案未破，一案又起，中國少男少女接二連三遇害，引起人心惶惶。
我們的社會，為何變得如此暴戾？

─少女不甘強迫賄賂警員，舉報反貪污局，反被警員起訴誹謗名譽。
賄賂無事，舉報有罪，是非顛倒，反貪路向何方？

─中國女郎警局受辱，警員涉嫌偷拍，舉國嘩然。
警隊尚且濫權如此，誰來保護民眾？

─中國女商人應網友之約來馬，在酒店被輪姦，嫌犯竟包括數名軍人。
警員腐敗，軍人作惡，我們的軍警為何出現這麼多“敗家子”？


感言：我不明白国家没有如此先进的技术还要效仿别人出产车。引擎是外国的还说是Made In Malaysia.结果2005年中国开放，理应汽车进口税减低，外国车更加便宜，只是我国为了保护所谓的国产车的利益，人民不但没有便宜和有素质的车驾，而且汽车还越来越贵。我不知道这是什么政策？难道所谓的2020宏愿是让人民越来越落后？？

最近发生的事件成了世界各地的大新闻，是我国的丑闻！身为公民也觉得羞耻啊！什么“更有男警员从门外往内窥看，并在她们钱包中取走钱财”，“拍摄一名女子在一名穿拖鞋的“女警”面前。。”，“處罰所有在押的中國女子學青蛙和狗叫。。。”，“涉及拍下女郎脫衣接受檢查的警員。。。”。。。他们那些警官不是只对中国人滥权，还有本国国人也一样。

警队的效率已经被人质疑了，现在还要酱做？！捉贼没捉到几个，如果他们捉贼的效率像出传单那样多就好了！强奸犯的惩罚少到，无言。为什么强奸案，抢劫案越来越严重？？警方的责任究竟是什么？？开传单？不是保护人民的安危吗？看来，我们人民要靠自己保护自己了。。靠警方我们还能活着？？一位女子被几个吸毒的巫裔轮奸，他们所受的惩罚只是坐牢5年，鞭打5鞭！！而那女子承受的是一辈子的阴影！真的越讲越气！！

现在警方拼命追捕中国外劳，逾期逗留的5萬名中國遊客。为了什么？又不见警方酱拼命追捕印尼外劳？？？你看看PUDU整条街是什么人多？就是那些印尼外劳了。。可能100个里50个是非法的。那里？警察真的很少。。真正危害人民的安危的就是那些印尼外劳。。抢劫，强奸，吸毒。。你要赶走中国外劳不如先赶走印尼外劳吧！

那位高官国内安全部副部长拿督诺奥马还很有面子的说什么“外国人若认为我国警员残暴，大可回国。”没有中国游客看你怎么还有这么高薪水。中国这么大的市场，就连美国也对中国恭维，他敢敢说这些不经大脑的话？！说了这番话还不认帐，他这是什么官啊！！！还把责任推给媒体！！问题还没解决就出此言，真的不知好歹啊！

Woman has first face transplant

Surgeons in France have carried out the first face transplant, it has been reported. The woman had lost her nose, lips and chin after being savaged by a dog.

In the controversial operation, tissues, muscles, arteries and veins were taken from a brain-dead donor and attached to the patient's lower face. Doctors stress the woman will not look like her donor, but nor will she look like she did before the attack - instead she will have a "hybrid" face.

It has been technically possible to carry out such a transplant for some years, with teams in the US, the UK and France researching the procedure.
Skin from another person's face is better for transplants as it will be a better match than skin from another part of the patient's body, which could have a different texture or colour.
But the ethical concerns of a face transplant, and the psychological impact to the patient of looking different has held teams back.

The 38-year-old French patient from the northern French town of Valenciennes underwent extensive counselling before her operation, which is believed to have lasted at least five hours, and which took place at the weekend at a hospital in Amiens.

It added that the woman - who wishes to remain anonymous - was in "excellent general health" and said the graft looked normal .

Like any other transplant patient, the woman will have to take immunosuppressant drugs to help her body cope with the donated tissue.

Doctors working in the field say many could benefit from the procedure, including 10,000 burns victims in the UK.
Iain Hutchison, an oral-facial surgeon at Barts and the London Hospital, said: "This is the first face transplant using skin from another person."

Mr Hutchison, who is chief executive of Saving Faces - the Facial Surgery Research Foundation, warned blood vessels in the donated tissue could clot, the immunosuppressants could fail - and would increase the patient's risk of cancer."


My view: We should be gratified that the medical skill is more and more advanced. The rate of mortality will be reduced. Our chances to continue living to higher age will also be increased.

However, the society is reality. You may continue your life if you own a lot of money. If not, you will wait and suffer until you are died. This is due to the increase of the medical expenses. Although we said that we may live longer in this world with this more and more advanced medical skill and apparatus, we have to think that the cost of treatment will be higher and higher also. How those poor and unaffordable people can bear these expenses? Ar~~

世界末日

台北海域5.7级地震2005-11-30 17:11:34
（台北30日美联社电）台湾以北海底周三早上发生5.7级地震，惟还没有接获任何有关破坏的报告。地震发生在早上6时41分，震央位于苏澳以北27.8公里，约64.3公里深的海底，台湾北部地区可感受到震动。


感言：去年的海啸到今年的Rita和Katrina，死伤的人数多到数不清了，到底还要牺牲多少的生命这些灾难才会远离我们人类？！难道世界末日真的回来临？？

前几年，有人传说世界末日将会来临。那时候的我当这个为笑话，天大的笑话。直到最近，灾难不断在世界各地发生，传染病也跟着爆发，JE，疯牛症，SARS, bird flu。。才发现这不是不可能发生的。

每次都会跟妈妈说：“最近时常都有天灾，很恐怖，几时会世界末日？”
在想：是不是少生孩子也是好事。至少不会连累下一代。

置身之外

英国再爆虐兵丑闻　迫饮尿吃泥赤裸滚荆棘
（伦敦30日综合电）据《每日镜报》报道，继日前虐打新兵片段曝光后，英国皇家海军陆战队再爆虐兵丑闻，而且招数更变态。一批从伊拉克服役回国的士兵被迫饮酒、吃泥浆掺尿液的食物，甚至赤裸在荆棘丛里翻滚，但英国国防部辩称士兵只为发泄情绪。 一波未平，一波一起，昨日再有英国报章刊登另一海军陆战队凌辱士兵的录像图片，揭发凌虐士兵并不是个别事件，而是司空见惯。涉案者属海军陆战队第40突击队，该段长达15分钟的片段在今年1月于萨默塞特的汤顿拍摄，片中20名刚从伊拉克服役回国的士兵，在严寒下被迫脱光遭长官肆意凌辱，手段极不人道。 片段中，一丝不挂的士兵被迫喝下浓烈的苹果酒，穿上修女及护士服饰的长官下令他们一边跑圈一边喝酒。


感言：他们是不是有心理不平衡？？为什么要虐待这些士兵？？是因为他们从伊拉克服役回国？？

伊叛军公布4人质录像2005-11-30 17:29:36
（巴格达30日美联社电）阿拉伯半岛电视台周二播放了一段录像带，录像带显示一不知名组织绑架了4名西方和平活动分子。伊警方称这是新一轮绑架活动的一部分，绑架活动的目的是为了破坏将于下月举行的议会选举。
声称人质是秘密间谍 半岛电视台称，这4名西方人质是被“真理之剑旅”绑架的，“真理之剑旅”声称这4名人质是在基督教和平活动外衣掩盖下的间谍。这4名人质包括一名美国人、一英国人、2名加拿大人，他们都是总部位于芝加哥的援助组织基督教和平制造者团队的成员。 录像显示退休英国教授诺曼肯伯和其他3名人质站在地板上。电视画面展示了74岁的肯伯的英国护照，但没有说明其他人质的身分。他们自上周五以来就一直音讯皆无。 基督教和平制造者团队在一份声明中称，它强烈反对美国入侵伊拉克。福克斯来自弗吉尼亚，他有2名孩子。索登正在新西兰的奥克兰大学攻读英语言文学硕士学位，他打算以后去教书。肯伯则是一位长期的和平活动分子，他有2名女儿和一个孙子。

感言：有时候身为置身之外的我们很难去判断谁对谁错，谁好谁坏。
当我看到那些伊拉克人宰那个老外的头时，我真的觉得很残忍，很残忍，直到现在还历历在目在我的记忆里。
可是当我知道老外对伊拉克人有敌意，要攻打伊拉克，虐待伊拉克人时，才发现事实不是我们想象般简单。
我只好盼望世界和平，不想人与人之间互相残杀，千万不要杀害无辜。

很香啊~~

上次的不满意换来第二次的决心再褒多一次。。。
呵呵。。是茶叶蛋。。上次褒到不够入味。。蛋黄都还没黑，不甘愿。。
这次用多功能的褒，看你黑不黑。。哇哈哈。。
真的很香也～现在还褒着。。不知道好不好吃叻？

早上只省我一人在家。。一大早（9。30AM〕起身就自己准备早餐。。
首先，煮蛋（19粒〕。等的同时就烤面包（涂奶油和糖〕。。见有点口渴便拿一个大橙渣汁。。蛋终于熟了！先把蛋壳弄碎，剩一个自己吃，然后把全部材料放进褒。。开电就褒到现在了。。

本来还想看周星驰的戏，怎知那架机“神神地”。。我的CD ROM又SOT 了。。还是不看了。。唉。看来我又要破费，不然我怎么挨叻。

还是上网玩赛车算了！！

星期天妈妈买的那个榴裢雪糕，真的很臭榴裢味，整个冰橱的冰格都是榴裢味，顶不顺。。没有啦，其实也是蛮香的。。

呃，还有很多东西还没弄呢，炸雪糕，弄雪糕，雪条，煮意大利面，马铃薯泥。。。简单的都有兴趣做。最好不要用到那个大锅，因为我对它有恐惧症。。呵呵。。想褒玉粟蜀汤，好像很好喝酱。。

What they thought about?? I don't realize..

When grandpa still in the man's world, the relatives in KL did not care about him even he died nobody stayed beside him.. For the time preparing his funeral, they wanted to set an elegant funeral.. Engaged not only Buddhist monks but also Taoism monks.. Chanted for 2 days..Lot os money had been used for it..About 15000..Who paid that?! My dad and my uncles did that.. Who made decision? My aunt.. Not fair..They did not wait for all the three sons to make decision..

The events of the ceremony are wrong thoroughly...They engaged those Hakka monks( we are Hokkien indeed).. All of us did not understand what the monks talking about, singing about..When the monks evoked the spirit of grandpa, no respond for it.. Three times..Maybe because grandpa did not understand what the monks saying..

Actually, I don't like my grandpa.. No feeling when getting know about his death.. Just as his granddaughter, I attended his funeral for paying respect ..

Besides that, My aunt who said bad things about grandpa behind him, but crying like mad during the closure of the coffin..At home, my aunt laughing and played with her dog..If my uncles cried is okay... Because grandpa had helped them a lot in their business and grandpa loved them.. So ridiculous..

This was my second times I attended funeral..The first time was my grandgrandmother death..I was still very small only few years old.. Not understand and remember so much about the events.. Just remember I cried that time.. My grandgrandmother was a nice person.. She looked after my mother when she was small.. When I was only a baby, she also did help my mother looking after me..

Until this last few days, I realized what the do's and don'ts during the funeral.. Have to wear white shirt and black pants, all the relatives follow the monks walk back and forth with joss stick , burn paper house, car, money at the midnight.. We all have to surround the paper products with joss stick and pour some rice and grains to call out grandpa to go to his paper house.. The next morning, we walked along the road to send the body to his grave(all the people looking at us and got police opened up the road for us.. looked like very grand..haha..)ERM.. Just to name a few.. There are too many "regulations" in a funeral..

Anyway, my advice to all is take care all your family members when they still in the man's world, not when they buried.. And give people see your filial piety with an elegant funeral..

显灵。。不得不信。。

星期四晚上，妈妈跟二婶坐在旁边烧着那些银纸给爷爷。。我跟哥哥陪着妈妈。。

那个二婶就说：“真的累了，他（爷爷〕拖了酱久，我们（住在KL的亲戚〕都很累，花了很多钱，拖了三年多（得了喉癌〕”。。妈妈没有睬她，只是说：“都挨了很久”。。

过了不久我们三个人就出去走走，离开了那个座位。。剩下二婶。过后她的女儿来陪她妈妈。。就坐在刚刚妈妈坐的那张椅子。。

突然，“PONG！”一声。。吓倒我们三个人。。转身一看。。原来是二婶的女儿跌在地上（她是坐着跌的〕整个屁股“蹬”在地上。。

过了不久又轮到二婶“PONG”一声。。全部人都看着她。。

烧了两天银纸都没有人试过酱跌法，就连爸爸酱肥，他也没事。。

其实在生时，爷爷都已经不喜欢她了。。她目中无人的态度是没人顶地顺的。。。

爷爷替天行道惩罚她了。。

蒜头面包

照着食谱弄了烤蒜头面包
虽然本身不是很喜欢蒜头的味道，但在食谱里最简单的就是这个了。
首先，那一片蒜头切碎，越碎越好。。可以加葱菜（切碎〕。。
把奶油（BUTTER OR MARJERIN〕弄熔，将碎蒜头和葱菜倒入熔奶油, 搅拌。
放进火炉。。1－2分钟。。就好了。。。

还有一个。。
打鸡蛋（一粒〕，搅烂，加半汤匙糖，涂在面包之前先涂奶油。。放进火炉2分钟就完成了。。

不幸的，只有爸爸敢吃。哈哈，我自己也只吃了一块.
还是简简单单好了，涂奶油加糖就拿去烘。。至少我吃了三块。。呵呵。。

水果汁大餐

今天早上一大早就给人“老点”起了身。。
没事做就跟妈妈去巴刹走走。。买了一些材料回家准备大显身手。。

苹果＋沙梨＋LEMON＋橙＋少少吉仔。。
哈哈哈。。。只是纯碎玩玩。。不过还是能喝的啦！

过后还有木瓜汁。。。这个是最满意的。。
因为我用了半公斤的木瓜渣成一小碗的汁。。真的甜到不行。。
还弄了两条木瓜雪条..

为了要善用那些水果的渣，我帮脸脸泡了个水果浴。。呵呵。。敷面模啦！
爽啊！！还有一大碗收着明天再敷过。。

哎呀，原来木瓜雪条很难吃。。不好吃的，臭臭的。。URK。。丢了。
那些果汁只有妈妈喝，连自己也不敢喝。。哈哈。。
不甜的～妈妈说不要加糖，原汁原味。。呃～～

我是紫色

＊紫色＊
你是一個神祕的人，－－还好啦。。不过不很认识我的人会觉得我很静。。认识我的人觉得我很吵。。

從不自私，－－怎么可能？！人都是自私的。。
也很難對任何人和事發生興趣。－－是是！！
你的狀態永遠是說不定的，－－呵呵。。中了。。
是一個情緒化的人。－－还好。。在朋友面前还控制得住。。
很受周遭的人歡迎，－－不觉得哦。。
但有是你會做出愚笨的舉動，－－常常。。我也不想的。。
記性也不太好。－－很差的记忆
你最喜歡與一些有著真性情的人做朋友。－－好友是酱的。。

真巧，我最喜欢紫色了！！一半准。。

考完试了！

考完试了！唉，这么快就考完了。。其实并没什么太兴奋的感觉。。反而有点担心。。担心什么？？担心我的成绩不只是什么颜色。。唉！担心进步了大学。。进不到大学要怎办？！！现在又要找东西来填补时间。。。我还不想变成大肥猪。。。

心情欠佳。。

唉，很讨厌！梦里又是他。。应该觉得高兴才是。。只是梦到他不是好事。。连续4天他都在我的梦里。。不可以啊！他是老师啊！怎么可能？！今天的心是闷闷的。。

一年半前失去的感觉在上个月又回来了。。应该觉得庆幸才对。。有个人给我思念。。只是我却觉得有点恐怖。。因为他不是普通人。。他是老师啊！我是不是有病？？？

以前喜欢的都很正常。。他们都是大我一年或同年的。。他们都会令我发奋念书。。现在这个。。是迟了些也很另类。。

看到他就会很开心，就算只是他的车。。车牌我也记得。。连他太太的名字我也记得。。

我不会做些什么，也不能做些什么。。只希望他开心。。看到他骂学生，我也担心。。看到他笑我也会笑。。卡卡卡。。

我知道这个只会维持多几天吧。。过了拜一就不会见到他了。。相信回来拿成绩时就不会有这种感觉

辛苦呐～～

哎哟，失眠呐～～好痛苦啊！！！36个钟里我只睡了4个钟。。头很累可是心却不想睡。。救命啊！！！

these 3 days was exam days

yeah!! biology paper was overed loo...but emm...quite worry about my result...

aiya my maths paper 1 also overed... remains PA lar, maths paper 2 lar and chemistry...

these few days quite suffer.. but also quite excited neh.. u know why? keke... every day before exam, i can see mr. hee loo... so excited.. after seeing him, i got good luck on that day...em...these three days, mr.hee also around my sight woh...

Difference between a city and a village (kampung)

I got an idea on how to recognize between a city and a kampung...You know how??

Okay, let me tell you~~

During any festival such as Chinese new year, Deepavali, Hari Raya Puasa just to name a few.. You can notice that a city will become very calm, silence, no traffic jam and reduced the number of cars on the road...Whereas a place become full of cars , shopping malls full of crowd... ya...it's a "kampung"...This is due to during these season, all the people from the city will "balik kampung" to celebrate their festival... and to visit their relatives..hehe...that's why Ipoh is also a "kampung"...

Male tiger + female lion = tiglon

Today we had a discussion in the library... And had a joke about the tiger and lion..

As a biology student, we should know that a male tiger mate with a female lion will be produced a progeny with a fertile hybrid called tiglon..If a female tiger mate with a male lion will be given out a unfertile hybrid called liger...

As a result, we made a conclusion :

male tiger + female lion = tiglon
female tiger + male lion = liger
cat + dog = catdog (just a joke)
hot + dog = ??? (hotdog)
spider + man =??? (spiderman)
bat + man = ??? (batman)

得逞了！

哇～哈哈哈哈哈。。。。。终于得逞了！！ 拿到mr.hee的签名比拿到王力宏的还要兴奋！！而且他还写了几个字：

“All the best in the stpm exam ”

hee p.c
29/10/05 2.oopm

哇哇哇～～
比mr.liew的签名多了好多字哦！！他只是撩了几撩（签名吧了〕。。

周星驰的“魅力”

最近跟老哥有个很奇怪的习惯，说出来都有点不好意思。。

每天下午1－2pm, 哥哥都会回来吃午饭。。吃饭时总是要看周星驰的光碟。。。我也被他感染了。。。 如果不是他的戏吃得也不爽。。。而且是他的旧作，“逃学威龙”， “麓鼎记”， “芝麻禄豆官”，“苏乞丐”。。。

哈哈，每天都要等哥哥一起边吃边看才爽...

木瓜篇（有点恶心哦！〕

不知何时我家后院种了棵木瓜树，直到有几次妈妈从后院拿了几个木瓜进来才发现，哦，有棵木瓜树也！呵呵。。听妈妈说在几年前也种过只是木瓜里是臭的，不能吃。。但不知为何这次竟然成功了！

最近还茂盛得很也！有时看到木瓜也觉得腻了。。每次开冰橱都看到橙橙的一堆木瓜。。天天吃木瓜。。哦，天啊！就连排泄物都是橙橙的木瓜碎 （觉得恶心的话真的不好意思了〕，毕竟这是存在的事实。。

有时妈妈还会腌制一些木瓜酸来换一换口味。。就因为太爽口，吃下吃下吃了太多，第二天就不得了。。呵呵。。泻肚子了！好残。。不用排毒产品也很顺畅。。呵呵。。

有一次还好笑，妈妈排泄完后就轮到我。。我排到一半时，那个妈妈跟我说：“呓，你的排泄物不臭的，而且那股(排泄物〕味道这么像我的？！一定是我们一起吃木瓜吃得多，排的味道也一样！”

同样的，我今天又吃了四分之一的木瓜，所以今天我也很顺畅！呵呵。。

About "piggy dog"

In the last few days, my mum and i saw two massive yellowish dogs were jogging (maybe dating) and at the same time chit-chating along the boulevard while we were walking back to home from the market.

Suddenly, an undersized dog overtook us and walked arrogantly towards those two gigantic dogs. We walked away from the dogs crowd as we sensed an aura of foreboding. When i took a glance at the little doggy... Wow! That dog was looked as if a pig, plump plump and short short with a piggy nose.

Accordingly, we named it as "piggy dog".

Afterward, that reckless piggy dog would like to stir up trouble with the two huge dogs. The three dogs were now gathered on the avenue and they barked at each other. Before the tiny dog could react, one of the massive dog cuffed and kicked it and conquer the piggy dog on the roadway. Its four legs were sprawled outward in a wide spread eagle and it was freezed in that post.

After a moment, the yellowish dog released its "fist" and let the piggy dog go. Finally, the piggy dog left unwillingly.

<<飞>>

<<飞>> 词：张国祥 唱： DANIEL 李吉汉
我知道 世界忽然改变
我知道 泪水以后是荣耀
流过泪 无所谓 有遗憾 也是美算吧
遗憾 无所谓 我的梦 没有结尾
勇敢往前飞 梦不枯萎
梦的巨人 无形的包围
不管多累我要全力追
勇敢往前飞 偶尔苦偶尔会累
梦的巨人 无形的渴望
给了我梦想 给了我力量飞翔 。。。
流过? 无所谓 有遗憾 也是美算吧
遗憾 无所谓 我的梦 没有结尾
勇敢往前飞 勇敢的追
梦的巨人 无形的包围
给了我力量 给了我希望
勇敢往前飞 偶尔苦偶尔会累
梦的巨人 无形的渴望
力量带领我到这地方
梦的天堂
给了我梦想 给了我力量飞翔 。。。

MIMPI
Inginku lukiskan nota-nota
Laguku mengikut rentak gitar
Dengarkan suara mimpiku bertemakan
Namamu senantiasa selalu selalu
Sedalam tinggi, seluas jauh
Begitulah cita-citaku
Sekiranya kau ingin tahu
Selama ini, hingga ke akhirnya
Suka duka senyum selalu
Kita berdua punya satu Mimpi
Dengarkan suara mimpiku bertemakan
Namamu senantiasa selalu selalu
Sedalam tinggi seluas jauh
Begitulah cita-citaku
Sekiranya kau ingin tahu
Selama ini, hingga ke akhirnya
Suka duka senyum selalu
Kita bersama punya satu Mimpi,Mimpi
Begitulah cita-citaku Mimpi,Mimpi Mimpi aku realiti.....
Sedalam tinggi seluas jauh Mimpi

Goodbye, Datin Seri Endon Mahmood

Prime Minister's wife Datin Seri Endon Mahmood passed away at 7.55 am Thursday(20/10/05) at the Prime Minister's official residence Seri Perdana Putrajaya..

at 10am yesterday, when i switched on the radio, i just listen music and no songs, no DJ speaking... i thought the DJ came late... (-_-'') then i switched on TV preparing to watch vcd, i heard the reporter said that Datin Endon Mahmood had passed away on that morning...

I felt so surprise and sorrowful... Our prime minister must be very sad, but he still continue working, managing the country...

such a loving couple had to be separated is so mournful, right?

DATIN Seri Endon Mahmood, 64, wife of Prime Minister Datuk Seri Abdullah Ahmad Badawi, had never given up fighting breast cancer since she was diagnosed with the illness about three years ago. She was really brave and optimistic... the spirit her owned should be learnt by all the people..

期待的一天

太想念我的博格了，实在忍不住上网。。

为了今年的毕业典礼， 我可花了不少钱叻！买裙啦，鞋，链，耳环，化妆品（粉底，眼影，腮红，marscara...)，小袋袋， 小外套。。。 唉～有点后悔浪费了这么多钱。。反正又不是美过人，而且还觉得自己很恶心叻。。。还好以上的50％都可以平时用。。呵呵。。

耶！好兴奋喔！！朋友借了相机回来，可以在那晚拍多多照！！可以跟老师拍照。。。可可可。。。一定要跟mr.hee 拍照。。哎呀，最衰“张东键”不是跟我们同年，不然我们也可以“咋嘎夷” “咋嘎夷”跟他和照，相信某某人一定会很兴奋吧！！呵呵。。

九王爷诞；龟包；素

好久没写些东西上来了。。很懒嘛。。

今天下午跟妈妈去拜神。。九王爷诞嘛。。每年都会抽空去拜拜。。拜下平安。。呵呵，顺便保佑我考试顺顺利利。。

在这诞的九天里，我差不多天天都吃'龟包'。。好可爱的龟！好好吃的哟！

由于老爸跟老哥都在这三天吃素，那我也只好跟他们不吃肉，是不吃肉喔！不是年年都吃素哦！因为你一旦一年吃了素，你就必须年年在这个时候吃了噢！

素啊，淡淡的，刚吃时不是很习惯。。吃下吃下有点习惯了，有些料理还蛮好吃的叻！！而且那些素摆在桌面也没有苍蝇会来'拜访' （骚扰〕你。。很厉害吧。。呵呵。。

My birthday gifts !!

an apple necklace

from chia shin, pooi san and xiao hui- my first present

radioactive bag

from mee san, chiou ling, siew teng and pek hern

mickey earring

from my mum

cheese cake

em~~yum yum~~

birthday cards

blue one- from Oon

left one- from chia shin, pooi san, xiao hui

right one- from yuk ping

What a miserable week!!

How miserable?! Huh, from last Thursday to today, I don't really know what happen to my stomach, food poisonous? Or gastric ? Or appendix inflammation? Not even doctors can give me an obvious answer...

From Thursday, I thought it was only normal diarrhea, just last for 1 or 2 days...The next day, I was so bad luck .. My stomach very pain and attacked by diarrhea( had to go to toilet) during my maths paper exam...What a damn day!!! Just started the paper not long ago, my stomach was so pain!! I endured the pain for 2 hours..I could not even calculate properly, think properly..Huh..After 2 hours, I cant stand with this pain any longer..I went to toilet although I did not finish my paper yet...I had wasted 10 minutes!! Finally, I really could not finish all the questions...This is the first time for me..The first time went to toilet during exam...The first time I felt so suffer during exam...

After endured such a long time, my stomach and my buttocks felt so uncomfortable... I thought it would last until Saturday...However...Just after the first bite of my breakfast, I felt the diarrhea 'come' again... After that...My stomach not feeling well until now...I cant even walk fast, sit for too long, even sleep I cant sleep straightly or else my appendix will pain...I endure, endure until Monday....

During school I didn't diarrhea but my stomach very pain...At night I exuded cold sweat repeatedly...Very pain!!

Until the next day, I did not go to school...Early morning 6.30am I diarrhea again..again it come...8 something diarrhea attack me again!! So annoyed..Could not sleep properly... Then in the morning(10.30am), I went to see doctor...The doctor press my stomach here and there..Here pain? There pain?? He also not sure what is the problem I faced...He just said I got a little bit fever(37.7)and maybe is food poisoning ... He added that if my stomach very very pain, I can go to hospital....What is that answer??!!! I want an absolute answer and not 'maybe'..

to be continued...

Daniel won!!!

WOw!! so excited, so incredible...难以置信！！！李吉汉（Daniel) won!!! when Jien announced the result, i couldn't really believe it...because i thought nita will be the winner ...but it is the fact that daniel is the second malaysian idol!! i just jumped like mad...

i know that many people felt that he is not enough qualifications, his voice not powerful, his english is worse... but i think this is base on the flavor of the voters... what is a idol? idol is actually a person who is greatly admired, and not the one with only powerful tune...

why most of the persons just think that only those with 'powerful' voice can be an idol but those with a 'falsetto' tune can't?? y jay chow is so pop??

did u know that in that Astro competition （新秀大赛), the winner has also a 'falsetto' tune??

you cant expect everyone has the same flavor with you but at least those who are not support daniel please dont criticize those voters (although i'm not the voter)...hehe...i just mentally support him..

ya, i recall back an idol is not base on how good in his/her languange.. as long as he/she can sing...maybe daniel can't deliver his song well in english (i totally agree) but at least he has improved lots as what we could see in his second songs of his final round..

cant u fell that nita not improve so much??? especially when she sang "big spender" in the final week.. i think she sang better in last few weeks (this song) and also so weird when she sang 'bring me to life"..

im not taking sides with daniel... i like the way he sing.. i dont like those just like to pitch, u know? those have powerful voice not necessary need to pitch always..

i like farah if compare to nita..she improved a lot .. she is pretty, got the face and can sing well also.. actually she got many supporters, but i felt shock when she can't be the final top two...

Malaysian idol 2

Daniel and nita, which one do u vote for?? Surely, I vote for Daniel!!Actually I think both of their styles are definitely not the same..One likes pitching, pitching and pitching until all her veins showing out; one likes to sing 'falsetto' tune (I mean he likes to change his tune), but I like it...

actually what nita can do, Daniel cant do so well as her; whereas what Daniel can do(playing guitar violin, piano, changing tune), nita cant do well also..

anyway, i like daniel and i will vote for him..although he maybe not the second malaysian idol but i think he will become popular also...

救命之恩

哕哟，今天幸好Mr. hee救了我们一命，不然我们就得记过了。。呵呵。。其实不是什么大事啦。。只是早上迟了少少到校。。那个学长就拦住我们要抄名喔！我们可是良好的学生叻，相当年当过6年的学长叻！我们的手表还有2－3分钟才迟到。。他竟然说哎呀学校的钟声打了。。嗨哟，他知不知道我们赶着去考试啊！！幸好Mr及时来到跟那位学长说只是迟了少少给他们走吧！哇哈哈，不用抄名！！抄名后就会有demerit point，这么难看！！谢谢您啦，老师！

Support Daniel !!

Yeah, Daniel entered the top 2 successfully!!! but i think the next idol will be nita most probably..dunno lah.. but i hope daniel can win...

i think it is miracle if daniel win...anyway..gambateh...support daniel!!

中秋节到了

农历八月十五是我最期待的一天。。中秋节嘛！可以提灯笼，玩蜡烛。。。
呵呵。。每一年我都'准时'提灯笼， 除了去年。。都是考试的错！！
今年的考试是在中秋过后的第二天。。应该有的玩吧？！

你心中的这个特别的朋友。。？是谁呢？

你們可能相愛過，你們也可能喜歡著彼此，但是，為了什麼原因你們沒能在一起？

也許他為了朋友之間的義氣，不能追你。
也許為了顧及家人的意見 ，你們沒有在一起。
也許為了出國深造，他沒有要你等他。
也許你們相遇太早，還不懂得珍惜對方。
也許你們相遇太晚，你們身邊已經有了另一個人。
也許你回頭太遲，對方已不再等待。
也許你們彼此在捉摸對方的心，而遲遲無法跨出界線。

不過即使你們沒在一起，你們還是保持了朋友的關係。
但是你們心底清楚，對這個人，你比朋友還多了一份關心。
即使不能跟他名正言順的牽著手逛街，你們還是可以做無所不談的朋友。
他有喜歡的人，你口頭上會幫他追，心裡卻不是很清楚，你是不是真的希望他追到。
他遇到困難時，你會盡你所能的幫他，不會計較誰又欠了誰。
男女朋友吃醋了，你會安撫他們說你和他只是朋友，但你心中會有那麼一絲的不確定。

每個人這輩子，心中都有過這麼一個特別的朋友，很矛盾的行為。

一開始你不甘心只做朋友的，但久了，突然發現這樣最好。
你寧願這樣關心他， 總好過你們在一起而有天會分手。
你寧願做他的朋友，彼此不會吃醋，才可以真的無所不談。
特別是這樣，你還是知道，他永遠會關心你的。
做不成男女朋友，當他那個特別的朋友，有什麼不好呢？

你心中的這個特別的朋友...? 是誰呢？

很多的感情，都因為一廂情願，最後連朋友都當不成了，
常常覺得惋惜， 可惜一些本來很好的友情，
最後卻因為對方的一句喜歡你，如果你沒有反應，
這一段友情似乎也難以維持下去， 這也難怪有些人會因此不肯踏出這一步。
因為這就像是一場賭注，表白了之後不是成了男女朋友，要不就連朋友都當不成了。
有些事不是你能預料的，或許對方不在意，你們還可以是朋友， 但卻已經不如從前的好。
也是可惜，也是遺憾！ 但還有沒有可能是另一種情況，你可能永遠都不甘心只是朋友


其實，許多人要面對的問題，都不盡相同。
朋友跟情人之間只有一線之隔，當一個不小心，橫跨了那個界線，心中的感覺，就大不相同了！
不必害怕，只要你誠實的去面對你的心，不要逃避，勇敢的去說明。被拒絕了又如何？　　
重要的不是結果，而你在過程中的收穫。

如果不說出口，你的心在事後的悔意，難道不比他不喜歡你還難受嗎？
假若，因為膽怯，而錯過了你和他的姻緣．．那啟不是很可惜？
他不喜歡你，他會刻意的遠離你、閃躲你，不是可以讓自己早日拾起信心？
何況，對一個不給你機會的人，付出更多的真心，他不但不會感受到，反而會有許多的壓力。

這樣的你，快樂嗎？相信答案都在心中了。
把感覺放在心底，他感受的到嗎？捫心自問吧。。。

张东健

姓 名：张东健
英文名：Jang Dong Gun
生 日：1972年3月7日
身 高：180Cm
体 重：68Kg
血 型：O型
艺人简历:
学历：

艺术学校--演技系3年级时退学
婚姻状况：未婚无女友，目前无这方面打算，但曾说一旦遇到所爱之人会将爱情置于事业之上
最喜欢的运动：篮球，冰球，跳伞，滑翔，驾驶赛车
最喜欢的乐器：吉他，鼓
最喜欢的颜色：蓝色
最喜欢的零食：韩式中国炸酱面，炒布丁，蘸酱油的螃蟹，腊肉
嗜好：唱歌，跳伞，滑翔，驾驶赛车。闲暇时到永仁高速路参加摩托车赛，并和朋友组建了Apache俱乐部
最喜欢的电影作品：《在美国时》
最喜欢的歌曲：：《给你所有》(Cho Gie Man) 《为你》(Im Jae Bum)
就职于：Management Power经济公司
通讯地址：Jang Dong Gun MP Entertainment Kang-Nam-Gu, Chung-Dam-Dong 93-14 Seoul, Korea
语音留言信箱号码： 02-152-7237
其它：为人:
温柔，和善，热心，坦诚而腼腆。张东健是个特别内向的人，他在初次见面的人面前常觉得无话可说。 他又是个非常善良的人，他从不会去命令别人，也不会以言语伤害别人。他总是会向因为自己所演角色而感到不快的观众道歉，而且入行多年以来总是他先向别人打招呼。他还会向说他是“最不讨人喜欢的明星”的娱乐圈人请教缘由...他不喜欢虚荣，入行9年才成立第一个官方影迷会，但是他对影迷和记者是非常友好热情的，他从不拒绝签名或采访的要求。因此有这样的说法，“张东健在韩国演艺圈只有朋友没有敌人”。张东健也有他外向的一面。他喜欢以飞车来解脱现实生活的压力。

哈哈～～我是他的超极忠心的粉丝（还敢说什么忠心。。他的电影都没买。。。〕。。不好意思。。经济能力还不够好嘛！他的演技真的一级棒。。最重要的是他很帅（我认为啦！〕

merdeka's day

wow, it's been a long time i didnt write in english!..recently my posts were written in chinese...i have been out of practice on english for few months.. what i worry about is i have to sit for the muet test in this trial exam...so i have to practice more during this few weeks...hahaha...

a month is passing away...september is coming.. so terrible...so fast... do u feel?? i do feel... when i was small, i always asked myself why not one day have only 12 hours?? now...currently..im telling myself if one day have 30 hours, it will be wonderful... however, i realise that even i hav 50 hours a day if i didnt plan or use my time properly, how many hours will also be a waste..

tomorrow is the merdeka's day of malaysia..i never experience the celebration personally..so ashamed...just watch the parade in front of the television..but actually it is enough for me...

honestly... what i look forward to is the mega sale of most of the shopping malls...

the government always appeal the people to suspend a flag on the car or at home to represent our love towards the country...i think it is just a ceremony...it cant really show our love..

if u really love the country...u should really contribute something...such as to safeguard the security of the country, to keep the cleanliness of the environment...u can notice that what is the situation we face... from the newspaper, so many rape cases, robberies, corruptions happened.. im so annoy when i read such news...

anyway, happy merdeka's day!

吉仔酸梅雪条

最近恋上做雪条。。。哈哈哈！！好好玩哦！！虽然还蛮容易弄的。。但是完成后却很有满足感。。。尤其是被人称赞好好吃的时候。。。呵呵。。

想知道怎么做吉仔酸梅雪条吗？？

首先，准备20粒吉仔，渣汁。。然后呢，放两汤匙半的糖（适合爱吃酸的人〕，加热水搅拌至溶化。。。 之后再加400－500ml的冷、熟水。。

接着是把酸梅种子拿掉，酸梅肉切一半。。。

现在就将弄好的吉仔水装进专用来弄雪条的袋子里，再把切半了的酸梅肉放进袋子里，绑紧。。最后放进冰箱。。。数个钟后就可拿出来吃。。。哇哈哈～～

呵呵，以上的方法可以做7－8支雪条。。。

除了这种雪条，我还弄了可可味，奇异味，奇异加酸梅味，可乐加酸梅味。。。

好好玩！！

不要长大！

在去打耳洞的那一刻，我发觉我真的是长大了。。在这之前我常常以“还小”为理由不要去打耳洞，而且我觉得没什么用处。。然而我才发现我已经十九岁了，而且即将迈进二十大关。。我常以为我还是小孩子。。如果好命的话，像我这种年龄已经结了婚生了孩子。。可是我连做工，谈恋爱的经验都没有。。。好失败叻！

其实我并不怎么想长大。。我只想开开心心，无忧无虑的过每一天。。"sunday, monday, tuesday, wednesday, thurdays, friday, saturday..全都是happyday!”在家是我最开心的时刻，正确来说应该是与家人在一起的时候。那时的我无需顾虑任何东西。。家人是最最爱我的。。。muak..

但我却很想照顾我的家人。。可是我却很喜欢家人的宠爱。。常常会不知不觉的向家人撒娇。。哈！自相矛盾。。很多事情都是这样。。
想读书，却不爱考试；想要经验，却害怕考验；想要好身材，却不节食。。。

不想长大，我不要长大！！很多时候同学都劝我不要这样依赖别人。。其实我也知道啦！只是趁有得依赖就好依赖，不然机会难逢。。其实依赖对方不代表爱对方，反而只会麻烦到他人。。所以我很想好像哥哥那样独立得来却很顾家，爱家人。。他可以以行动表现他的爱，可是我还没行。。所以趁这个考试后，我一定要尝试工作。。我做工不是为了钱。。多少工钱都无所谓。。我要的是经验，感受。。

有很多时候我的行为还很小孩：很喜欢作弄朋友，哈哈！他们也顶我不顺。。其实这都是我的真性情。。如果叫我认真点的话真有点困难叻。。不过我认真的时候，朋友就不敢惹我。。因为我很少这么认真，如果真的有着么一天，我就是受了什么刺激。。

王菲档案

中文名：王菲(十五岁前随母亲姓，叫夏林)
时常出没的地方：家
英文名：Faye Wong (Shirley已弃用)
喜爱的季节：秋季
艺名：王靖雯(已弃用)
喜爱的运动：排球 游泳
职 业：歌手
喜欢的人物：家人
出生日期：1969年8月8日
喜爱娱乐：和朋友在一起打麻将
出生地点：北京
喜欢的衣服：舒适、简单
生肖：鸡
最怕的事：与陌生人沟通
星座：狮子座
喜爱食物：零食
身高：5呎7吋半(172cm)
喜爱饮品：水
近視：400 度左右
喜欢季节：秋天
家庭状况：父亲王佑林 母亲夏桂影(去世) 　　　　　哥哥王弋 女儿童童
喜爱歌手：邓丽君,Cranberries,Cocteau Twins,Air,Sinead O'Connor.
教育程度：中学毕业
喜爱颜色：所有颜色
就读小学：北京地坛小学
喜爱运动：游水和所有球类运动
就读中学：北京市东直门中学
喜欢演员：周润发
嗜 好：听音乐
喜爱节日：农历新年
宗教信仰：佛教(密宗)
最满意的专辑：《浮躁》
性格： 喜欢事情简单明确，不喜欢复杂
喜爱歌曲：Kisses In The Wind，冷战
初恋年龄：17岁
喜爱动物：狗
讨厌的地方：肮脏的地方
喜爱地方：北京，巴黎，埃及
失望的事情：好多
个人愿望：永远都开心
圈中好友：那英 刘嘉玲 林青霞 张信哲 陶子　　　　　林夕 景岗山
唱片公司：89-96新艺宝 97-2001百代EMI 2002签约新力SONY MUSIC

…………工作成员一览表…………

制作公司：Able Music
化妆师：阿Zing
经理人[港台]：陈家瑛、邱瓈宽
发型师：Ben Lee
经理人[日]：ELLI SHIBATA
形象设计：Titi Kwan(阿Dee)
助手：Jean
唱片监制：梁荣骏、张亚东


王菲，1987年底由北京到港定居，经父亲朋友介绍拜戴思聪为师学唱歌，89年加入宝丽金旗下的新艺宝唱片公司，并成功的推出来首张个人同名专辑《王靖雯》。

91年年初王菲决定暂停歌曲事业，远赴美国修读音乐。

92年陈家瑛成为王菲经理人，陈家瑛当时还对周围的友人感叹到："我打到了一个嗓子好得不得了的女孩子。"

94年改用原名"王菲"，并举办了首个个人演唱会，创下新人开演唱会18场的最高纪录。

96年，王菲与窦唯结婚，留京安养并孕下了可爱的女儿--窦靖童。同年，王菲越洋与英国的骚灵组合Cocteau twins合作推出另类专辑《浮躁》，受到外界一致好评。同年并登上了美国《TIME》时代杂志封面，是继巩利后第二个登上《TIME》杂志的华人女艺人。

97年，向乐坛告别一年多的她复出歌坛，并以6000万的天价加盟EMI科艺百代唱片公司， 推出了加盟EMI的首张同名大碟《王菲》。一曲《你快乐(所我快乐)》更是唱到街知巷闻。

98年底，王菲展开她的个人巡回演唱会，首站是广州，但广州演唱会刚过，便传来了不幸的消息，王菲的母亲因癌症而去逝了。之后，王菲重新振作起来，在香港连开了38场的" 唱游大世界"王菲演唱会，之后与窦唯的感情亮起红灯，翌年，两人离婚收场，窦靖童抚养权归王菲。

99年，王菲凭《Eyes on me》夺得日本金唱版大赏，是继邓丽君之后，第二个夺得此奖的亚洲歌手

2000年年初，与谢霆锋传出诽闻，在一家酒吧被记者拍到两人的亲昵镜头，之后，王菲更毫不避讳的拖着谢霆锋的手参加梁朝伟的庆功宴，从此两人的恋情正式曝光。

2001年初，远赴日本拍日剧《弄假成真》并主唱电视剧主题曲《Separate Ways》，而这首歌更使王菲第二度打进日本Oricon单曲榜十大，在日本的知名度进一步扩大。

2001年10月推出年度大碟《王菲》打入日本Oricon公信榜前50，年底拍摄由刘镇伟导演的贺岁片《天下无双》。

2002年10月2日加盟SONY MUSIC新力唱片公司，年底为张艺谋执导的电影《英雄》演唱同名主题曲。

2003年2月入围香港电影金像最佳女主角，7月接拍黎明的电影《大城小事》，11月初推出加盟SONY MUSIC的首张唱片，唱片销量全亚洲破100万。12月20-27日，在港连开8场“菲比寻常”王菲香港演唱会。

王菲的成长过程之托儿所的日子

（一） 托儿所的日子
光，越过窗帘，是午後的一抹阳光，轻轻扬起沉淀己久的灰尘，空中飞舞是回忆的梦，灰尘成了蝴蝶，成了飞鸟，飞出沉闷的角落，韶光在飞扬起落中暗扰。

人总说我瓢忽，说我不在乎，说我事事冷，但谁说我不在乎，只是性格如此。

闷是我最难忍耐的情绪，任何事只要不新鲜，就好像己跑了气的可乐，我不会喝上一口，小时候上课堂，老师说得沉闷时，我思绪便游出躯体，於广阔思想空间漫游，再不然，看看窗外风景，管他是北京早春三月的毛毛雨，还是骤然射进来的阳光，总会让我有了新视点。

感情的分割

漫无目的，胡思乱想，却常有著出其不意，出人意表的灵感，今日我在工作上，常有新点子，新刺激，让我无须在沉闷中踏步，也是这些幻想的工努。

童年，在我回忆里是平淡淡的，没有常跟爸爸妈妈哥哥在一起，爸是煤碳工程师，常要到工地去，妈是民工团的女高音，总要到各地演出，一家人聚少离多，我由隔邻的大妈看著。

尽管大妈有七个子女，但少时侯长得精灵可人的我，大妈疼我如亲生女儿，在没有亲情照料底下，我把小孩对妈妈天生依赖的感情转移到大妈身上。

日子一天天过去，与爸和妈疏离的感觉一天天增多，就算爸和妈回家来，我也总嚷著要跟大妈睡。

美好事情总难以持久，当大妈女儿生了小孩後，妈妈觉得不要碍著大妈凑外孙，一下子就把我送进托儿所去，小小心灵也感觉到一向依赖著的感情被分割了。

孤单的滋味

偌大一个托儿所，四周都是差不多年纪的小朋友，十分喧闹，但在最热闹当中，我是最孤单一个，心情失落透了，一星期回家一次，每回大妈送我回去托儿所，我都哭，大妈偷偷来看我，许多年後她说：其他小朋友都睡了，只有我，瞪著双眼，无言看著天花板，有一次，发高烧，满头长了头疮，痛苦得只能趴在床上睡，大妈知道後，忍不住把我接回家，免得我头部枕著会痛，大妈就抱著我睡，她看到我瘦小，受病魔折磨下僬悴样子，忍不住哭起来，今日我回想起，依然很感动大妈的疼爱。

托儿所的日子是漫长，灰暗，没有感情依傍，让我尝透了孤单滋味，终於有一次回家时，我哀求妈妈不要再送我回托儿所，妈妈没有答应，由大妈送我回去，到了托儿所门口，大妈总让我自己走进去，我趁她不觉，偷偷跟在她身後回家，到家後大妈发觉时吓了一跳，待妈妈回来又把我送回去，虽然後来妈妈没有再坚持送我上托儿所，但当大妈的儿子又添了孩子时，妈妈便送我到上海姨妈家里去。

恼人的现实

停留在上海的两年间，记忆中我比前更沉默，许是心灵也知道寄人篱下吧，当中最大的印象是姨妈一家都很悭俭，那时代国内普遍不富裕，肉也少吃，甚至连水果，我们总是吃次品，吃一些烂了少许的水果，不过，好笑的是，因要先吃烂的水果，弄得好端端的水果放上几天也就烂了。

六岁，我从上海回到北京，一家人又再聚在一起，日子在转变，也为我添了许多心事，也形成每回在不喜欢的环境，，我就沉默著，思绪就躲到幻想，优游其中，忘掉恼人的现实，其实我甚麽都在乎只是怕束缚，可否让我自由自在的飞 。

王菲的成长过程之爱在别乡的季节

（二） 爱在别乡的季节
每回翻开感情记忆的页扉，我总看到我与妈妈的鸿沟，交织著千百个问号，我们的心，隔著玻璃围墙，无形地隔著亲情，到今日，我总体会到感情要经历过才知它的可贵，反叛也不是一天形成的。

回到北京，六岁的我要进小学，去，虽然妈妈说我已长大，不需要再找大妈看顾，但能回到熟识的北京，我的大妈身边，始终是开心的。

学校是小孩生活崭新一页，彷佛看到新事物并立即爱上了，在学校里，在群体生活下，慢慢摆脱了托儿所的孤单日子，显露原属於我的活泼与开朗，每天课堂外的跳绳，跳橡筋，抛豆袋，玩得不亦乐乎。

妈妈管得很严

可是妈妈的管教很严厉，束缚著我喜爱自由的个性。家里彷佛成了牢笼，无形困著我，我总想飞出去，於是我与妈妈的冲突，随著我长大，想独立，想自由的同时，越来越多。

当我脱离小孩的阶段，个性紧张的妈妈生怕我学坏，放学後总想我留在家里，不太让我往街上跑，妈妈认为我是女儿家，要斯文，安静些。为此，我很怕妈妈，都会顺著她意，可是後期我好动的个性，就如脱缰的野马，怎样也收不住。

我开始偷偷溜出去玩，年轻的心就如一团火，燃烧得一发不可收拾，每每来个先斩後奏，但最後总换来一顿打，打的次数也填厚彼此之间的墙，成为无法逾越的鸿沟。

很尊敬爸爸

挨打是学生时代的家常便饭，我也不反抗，只是心里想，又不是自己的错，并且我也从不会去想因为挨打而在下回不出去了，我只是感到委屈，为何老是要困著我，那时我总不能阅读她的心，特别爸爸在文革後去了外地，偌大一个家只她一个人顶著，她也总被紧张，严肃的个性掩盖疼我的心。

每次与妈妈拗撬後，我们总互不瞅睬，我与妈妈都是硬性子，更是水火不容，从小我与她已不亲近，我不会睡在她身旁，倒是与爸爸，我偶然会撒撒娇互不瞅睬好几天後，妈妈会弄些我爱吃的菜，自自然然又好起来，说到底我是个吃软不吃硬的人。

日子在断断续续中过去，相较妈妈，爸爸显得开通些，与妈妈不同的是他总耐心地对我说话，令我信服。

记得有一回，我与初恋男友分手，对方不开心，连带在高考前夕，也无心读书，弄得精神恍恍惚惚，他父母担心透了，跑来跟我爸爸说，希望我劝他，我心想这一次完蛋了，爸爸一定会生很大的气。

但出乎意料之外，他跟我谈怎样处理感情事，不要拖泥带水，要跟人家说清楚，这一刻我觉得爸爸很信任我，令我更尊敬他。

冰墙融化了

与妈妈的隔膜，一直到我去了美国读书时转好了，人的情感，远离了，反而看得真切，连细微忽略的事都会从新记起，有一次妈妈听到有关我的一些是非，打长途电话来问我，因著这不信任，我顿时怒火中烧，与妈妈在电话中吵起来，不欢而散，放下电话，思前想後，我打电话给妈妈认错，在电话那头传来的声音，我知到她感动了，原谅了我，把我们的冰融化了，许是我成长了，经历了许多事，懂得分析，极刚强的心日渐柔软，不再是以前她SAY YES我总SAY NO的日子。

王菲的成长过程之如风的初恋

（三） 如风的初恋
悠然在床上醒来，慵懒蜷曲著，慢慢看著这个世界，恬静自然最好，这一刻世间再没有甚麽值得争持，毋用催迫与工作纠缠。

初冬阳光最教我喜爱，温暖不炽热，清爽不湿腻，无论是遥远故乡北京，或是浮华南国小岛香港，那时在北京上学，趁著晨光曦微，从这个胡同穿过那个胡同，胡同一个接一个，日子也一日接一日，沐在初冬阳光里，奔向我喜爱的校园，迎向我是同学的嘻笑，迎向我是青春的骄阳，尽管今日回忆恢煌退尽，我依旧记得那一段任性轻狂的日子。

任性轻狂

小学里，初中里，高中里除了偶而与妈妈有一点点冲突外，日子是愉悦的，特别在小学阶段，我的成绩不俗，每年不用做蛀书虫，就考上第一名，总让妈妈高高兴兴去开家长会。

但就因这个第一，令我掉以轻心，自视过高之下，考初中便遭逢败绩，考试时竟会前所未有的紧张，过於紧张之下，考得不理想，我性格每每如此，不能操之过急，越急越失败，就这样我被分配到一所较差的初中。

不过以我个性也没有甚麽大不了。顺著事情走，人生充满意外，因为过往的好成绩，我成了脱颖者，班主任特别疼锡我，同学间相处很融洽，无忧无虑迎向我的初中生活，是充满阳光灿烂的日子，当时我迷上打篮球，排球，手球这些球类活动，年轻生命就在球场上奔跑飞驰。

升学压力

虽然不时因贪玩与妈妈有争执，在青春的心灵里，只不过是小乌云，霎那间瓢走了，不怎样记，在心底。

直至升上高中，升大学的压力慢慢笼罩整班同学，特别高三时，每人脸上都是刻上读书，考试的紧张，这种压力不来自自己，整个环境就给你一个讯息，若考不到大学就等於没有生路，我也被感染了。在早自习和夜自习的规律下，生活没有了初中时的飞扬，但此时爱神却找上我。

初恋的情苗，在不知不觉萌芽，他是我好友的同班同学，我不记得是怎样开始的，大家常凑在一起温习，感情一点一滴种下，感觉到他望我的眼神，无处不在，我也发觉看他时，心，温柔地牵动，暖暖的说不出的舒服。

不许拍拖

当时中国的孩子谈恋爱不被鼓励，甚至是有不许拍拖的教条，但我们喜欢上了。

那段日子，单纯，甜蜜，但我们只有周末才有机会出去偷偷见面，每次我都期待那一天的来临，见著他，说几句话也就心满意足。

可是这段纯真豆芽情仅维持四个月便告终了。原因并不为甚麽，只是已经没有了那种感觉，恋爱是风，一下子吹散便甚麽都没有。对方很受困扰，惊动了双方父母，但最後随著高考来临也就不了了之。

我完成高考到了福建省某大学，但报到前一天，爸爸从外地打电话回来，说要申请我来香港，不用读书了。随著我来了香港，我也就告别那一段青春岁月。

王菲的成长过程之人生之驿站

（四） 人生之驿站
天意有时像飞机航道般早就已规划定，你须循那轨道飞驰，无论如何起落，须停泊於特定的终站。
对音乐的敏锐，打从我妈妈身体诞生下来就已与我一起，这神秘的遗传天赋，随著我长大，越加显露。

妈妈的遗传
哼哼曲子，唱唱儿歌，本是稀松平常，但我总唱得比旁人愉悦，自在，老师疼我，更让我尽展所长，特别学校里一些节庆，所有歌舞表演，我准被选上当主角，穿著最悦目，色彩最华丽的舞衣，在千百对眼睛凝视下，自豪地演出，掌声激励我的心。

妈妈却不喜欢我唱歌，可能她是唱艺术歌曲的，这在中国前景并不光明，她会感道没出息，总望我如爸爸般多读书，做工程师那种高尚职业。

反对在反叛的心里，根本起不了作用，我总偷偷溜出去参加比赛，那时少年宫那些地方，常在周末举行比赛，我随便找一些藉口，骗过妈妈便跑出来了，其实当时对唱歌只不过是一种天生的喜欢，兴之所致，唱唱弹弹，消磨时间，倒没有想过要做歌手甚麽的，高考完毕，爸爸申请我来香港居住，是想我到外国读书。

陌生的香港
十八岁，我来了香港，这个喧闹不休，浮噪奢华的岛国，教我如小孩般被投进陌生环境，眼里充满惶恐，把过往在北京的悠然自在生活完全打破，不适应的同时还载满严重的思乡病，但碍於要住满一年，才能回去的规定，我只好忍耐著，由於北京的好友们家里都没有电话，我们只靠鱼雁交往，稍稍解慰寂聊。

我的心情在这一年里就像沈到湖底的石块，无法攀升，有时心绪坏到极点也顾不了旁人，发起脾气来。
没有朋友的日子，只靠电视，小说，也解不了闷，终於我打起精神去学模特儿课程，由居住的黄埔，只身到铜锣湾上课，心情战战兢兢，夹著在熙来往攘的人群里越显孤独。

歌手之路
完成模特儿课程，走过几回天桥，我始终没有选择这职业，那种感觉太狼狈了，匆忙得像毫无准备般，当然最重要是那些时装并不美，我不爱穿，模特儿课程只是我消磨时间的方式，因为爸妈准备一年後送我到外国读书，我也怎样也想不到一头栽进唱歌圈子。

为著解闷的理由，由爸爸托朋友介绍我跟戴思聪老师学唱歌，唱歌的兴趣如深藏已久的渴望一下子迸发出来，心境如破笼而出的小鸟般翱翔天际。

当戴老师把我介绍给陈小宝时，他惊讶於我的嗓子，嚷著，签我出唱片，我没有太大的雀跃，只觉得出就出吧，一切随遇而安。心里所想是天意让我唱歌，就如飞机终於停泊在人生的驿站一样。

王菲的成长过程之三年前的抉择

（五） 三年前的抉择
三年前，差不多是同样初冬时节，我踏上飞赴美国的航机，把香港恼人的一切抛下，选择过另一种新生活，投入校园进修音乐。
这一次的抉择，与决定当歌手，出唱片，同是我人生的转捩点，只是当时我并不晓得。
由爸妈为我与新艺宝签下第一张唱片合约开始，那年我才十九岁，许多许多事还不清楚，模模糊糊，毫不真切，人生就是如此，朦胧而不清晰，无法掌握，不知是好还是不好，只凭感觉走。

初入江湖
就如此这般，被安排参加ABU流行歌曲大赛，以一首“仍是旧句子”赢得季军，算是我踏足娱乐圈的第一步。
得奖与出唱片并没有为我增强信心，我依旧患得患失，没自信是因为做任何事都被安排，遇著不喜欢也不敢嚷半句，就这样隐藏著自我。
内心深处我仍是混乱一片。北京和香港两地的文化撞击，在我心处起了波澜，进入娱乐圈之後，它的快速变幻令撞击尖锐化，我面对审美标准和生活习惯都不同的环境，无疑更惶恐，碍於陌生，不敢宣之於口，於是人家说一句，我就信一句，没有主见，这令我感觉很混乱。

三张唱片
幸好当时出现了几个影响我颇深的人:陈小宝，LESLIE CHAN，陈健添，ALVIN LEONG，梁荣骏，陈小宝是新艺宝唱片公司总经理，给予我不少意见，LESLIE是小宝介绍签他做经理人，ALVIN做我的唱片监制，初见他们感觉不强，是时间培养我对他们的信赖。特别是ALVIN介绍我聆听各种类型音乐，丰富了我的眼界与知识。
在无惊无险下出了第一张唱片“无奈那天”，我也迷迷糊糊得了金唱片，开始有人注意我，但听得最多是说我形象老土，当时我根本不知如何是好，辨不清方向，太陌生的环境使我拘谨，成了误解，所以到了第二张唱片“EVERYTHING”，公司找专人来为我设计形象，我在无可不可下，照著做。
时间流逝得使我毫不惊觉，直至陈小宝离开新艺宝，新上任的总经理阿LAI与我经理人LESLIE沟通上发生问题，我被夹在中央，成了磨心，第三张唱片“又继续等”在他们争拗中，成绩不如理想，我意识到唱得多好也没用，还要考虑其他因素，如情况持续，成绩一定无法突破。

美国之路
心情起起落落，感到困闷无比，趁著空档回北京呼吸一下新鲜空气，抛却烦扰的现实，在北京知道美国有进修音乐的学校，这个小念头如小火种投进我脑海中，慢慢地燎原。
再度回到香港，窒息的感觉没有减退半分，事情彷佛如花开到最灿烂时要凋谢，再结果重生一样，我就让北京种下的小火种燎原，把一切燃烧殆尽，忘掉困扰，我决定赴美读书。
事情落实後，心情有了去向，放下重担，轻松许多，尽管有不少反对声音，但我决定了。快乐地踏上美国之路。
人生的弯角，无从掌握，许多事，看似不该放弃，但放弃後竟换来新生，始料不及吧。

王菲的成长过程之美国之路

（六） 美国之路
怀著一份兴奋，一份轻松来到美国。
触目所见，高耸入云的摩天大厦，络绎不绝的人车争道，浓浓的现代城市气息，烦嚣中也有静谧的一面，广阔的公园，幽静的小街，宽阔地域，有释放的自由感。

突破困局
独来独往，好奇，新鲜，随意在街上闲逛，趣味盎然，买个冰淇淋，舔著流泻下来的甜腻冰冻，坐在公园长椅上，尽管满眼树黄落叶，肃杀寒冬，心里满是兴奋，没有寒意。
没有的，是香港烦人的争持，再没有觉得自己突破不了困局，那种困惑於自己不足的窒息感一扫而空，因为在这里一切重新再来，我可以像初生婴儿般一切从头做起。
初到美国，在姑妈家住了一些日子，就转到纽约，开始上一些短期课程，跳舞的，唱歌的，自己单身一人住在公寓。
轻松，写意，优哉游哉，虽然没有车代步，仍来去自如，看著街上的人走起路来也充满自信，也渐增添我的信心。
规律，充实的时光，每学到新的知识，心里就放下一块信心的拼图，在自由空气里，我敢於表达真我把究竟甚麽是我所想，我所要都说出来。

寂寞年夜
当中也有孤独的时候，犹记起在农历新年前夕病倒了，发烧带来重甸甸感，昏昏然留在屋里，在大除夕夜孤零零一个人，特别想念老家北京，新年冷呼呼的空气，被劈呖啪喇的炮仗声驱走，小孩子穿著大红棉袄，向爸妈讨压岁钱，热呼呼地一家吃汤丸，吃饺子，一个胡同又一个胡同地跑着串门子，讨红包。
在异乡倍添怀念，躺在床上，远处唐人街传来鞭炮声，在心里燃烧著乡愁，十二点正，冷清地向空空的小公寓说了句“HAPPY NEW YEAR TO EVERYBODY”
那几天生病的日子，知道要吸取营养，不能再坏下去，虽然不懂煮食，也自制三文治，迫著自己一口一口吃下去，毕竟我真的长大了，要照顾自己。
美国的日子让我更独立，更自信，当然影响我，改变我，不是一件或两件的事，是许多细碎的人和事，加在一起，塑出一个这样的我，美国日子是这条路的其中一个段落。

王菲的成长过程之我是小丑

（七） 我是小丑
一份真，一份心，一个人生。
就如我所说过，生命不是受一件事，一个人所影响，是走过千百条路后偶拾著一丁点，一丁点精粹汇聚而成。
活出自我的美国精神，无疑为我增添几分自信，但这般日子以外，还有一些人与事令我得著感受，那是在决意赴美之前，我常回北京，故乡的熟悉令我释然，这时我认识了很多摇滚乐队，他们有黑豹，崔健。

摇滚火红地
北京成了摇滚火红地，他们聚在一起办PARTY，玩摇滚乐，激起青春之火，敢於挑战现实，在幽黑迷乱年代里的一颗颗赤诚之心。
生活在抑压，精神苦闷迷茫，不满情绪中，他们藉著摇滚的狂放狠劲宣布:一切是真性情。不为商业，不为赚钱，特别中国越来越商业，谁能保持音乐不被污染。我身在其中是无比快意与轻松。
最近何勇说香港四大天王里除张学友之外，其他都是小丑，我觉得他的话不完全是错，不单只是天王，所有这个圈子的歌手，做三流的想去二流，二流的想去做天王，为了想得到想要的，都要牺牲，都成了小丑。但小丑不代表甚麽，小丑也有生存价值，不然不会存在那麽久。

虚假的感情
说实在，先不要当这是攻击性的说话，实际上我们在娱乐公众，很多时候都用著很虚假的感情，偶像本身是假象，但许多人趋之若惊，既然歌迷希望如此，也有人去迎合他们，做出假象。
何勇他们不同的是，他们用音乐去感动人，很真，你喜欢就喜欢，不喜欢就算了，他不用去陪笑，不用去玩游戏，我很理解他的心态，因为我也经历这些，感觉十分辛苦。
在香港这样的环境里功利与浮嘬，如果想有这样的地位，这样的成功，就一定要牺牲许多，我相信就算四大天王也有本身苦衷，可能他们心里也不想如此，却要妥协。

不能不妥协
如果何勇要做第五大天王，也要这样做小丑，但以我所知，他这个人好真，直话直说，一针见血。
一向以来，我也强调性情，我也想像何勇般唱所欲言，尽量以自己原则去做事，但免不了招来批评，免不了要妥协，处身这挣扎的矛盾夹蓬中，有时我憎恨自己妥协，懊恼自己如小丑，做著马戏团里的把戏，那不是我。我多麽渴望自己要怎样便怎样，率性而为，自由飞翔。

王菲的成长过程之心中有一条底线

（八） 心中有一条底线
返回香港出唱片，心境是很单纯的完成唱片合约，当时我没有退学，写了信给学校暂时休学，一心准备录完唱片，再回去上学。

但一张“COMING HOME”的唱片，将我的情况改变，特别一首“容易受伤的女人”，让我被更多人认识，在外间的观念是“我红了”。

身为局中人的我，却有另一个感觉，其实没有甚麽不同，无可讳言，这首歌带给我许多荣誉，但是我对这没有共鸣，而许多人开始喜欢我，这种感觉也不是骤然而至，而是慢慢的来，在忙碌空间中，渗进我的生活。

心情忐忑
随之而来，是去留的抉择，走还是不走，心情忐忑，走，我可以完成心愿，充实自己，学习自觉不足的音乐知识。留，我会错失读书机会，但我可以试一试我想做的事。最後可能是命运的安排，我留下来，到了今日的景况。当日最重要原因令我留下来，是我可以参与音乐创作，觉得可以表达自己所思所想，有一种兴奋心情，我渴望可以表达多些，参与多些。

几年来，一切成功，走红的外表，在我内心深处，有时候是後悔当日为何不走，因为今日我又觉得落入了当初的境地，做著一式一样的事情，到处是一声声妥协，压力越来越大，空间越来越小，简单来说，我做不到我想做的事情。

想做的事
我不怕面对，因为我内心知道自己会再回到校园，再读书进修，把现在残缺的，修补过来。

无疑，我绝不否定，这几年，我是幸运的，有成绩在，但在个人价值观而言，那是虚浮，表面的，就像唱片卖得好，演唱会满堂红，我就会满足，我的答案“不是”。

不是我要求高，不是我自鸣清高，只是每个人心里有每个人标准，这一条底，我是最清楚，好与坏，成功与失败，坚持与妥协，我都可以清楚告诉自己。

站於远处看著自己处境，明白香港的乐坛的极端性，主流与非主流的隔膜，互相排斥，个人意见是音乐不同，何必眼光狭窄。

眼看音乐空间的狭窄，我不能做到我想做的音乐，心情很郁闷，烦躁，有一刹那，我想全盘放弃，不再做下去，正如生命只要好，不要长。

王菲的成长过程之结局篇---我终有放弃的一天

（九） 结局篇---我终有放弃的一天
有些原则，一定要有坚持，不能个个都要妥协，我想做我认为对的事。

这阵子，每天忙著首次个人演唱会，在事前我已说过，这个演唱会不会花巧，不会百变，我只想单单纯纯，唱出我的歌，用音乐表达自己。

在演唱会中，我连话也少说，毕竟在我的观念里，我的语言是最差，最不足的沟通工具，但世界上太多人依赖它，因而做成不少误会。

清醒有清醒的苦
思维，每个人皆不同，同一句言语在你在我心有不同的诠释，不同的意义，犹如光线投在空屋角落，不同的窗口看出不同形状来。

站在语言幕墙下，我成了孤独的人，尽管我是清醒，但清醒有清醒的痛苦，特别是看著自己最终要妥协。

有时我真想，不如懵懂地生活来得幸福，可是最终我知道我是我，仍要坚持清醒看世界。
无可否认，今日我没有足够的能力去做我想做的事，这与香港乐坛环境有关。目前我处身其间，我改变不了环境，就如演唱会，我说我已厌了花巧的形象，不想再改变型象不想再百变，我只想做回自己，平平实实地以音乐来打动观众。
音乐是没有国界，是可以互相沟通的语言，我想用它来表达自己，亦因如此我努力学习，怎样可以更懂得使用它来说我想说的话。

周旋

理想徘徊在十字路口
不知往哪儿走
找不到方向
在人群中周旋。。。
信心低着头
数着路上的石头
犹豫不决。。

榛树
08062002（sat)

放纵

生活看来很愉快
没有一丝忧愁
仍然笑着沉默
脱下虚伪
想放纵一下
麻醉在自己的世界
没有人做错过
只想
逃离这现实世界

榛树
08062002（sat)

太平一“夜”游

哇噻！！猜猜我今天的晚餐在哪里解决？

哈哈！！！就是在太平！！就是那个从怡保驾一个小时车程才到的太平！！

我们不是去游玩，然后顺道去享用晚餐的哦！！我们可是特地去吃晚餐哦！！专程哦！！

哎呀，这都是妈妈的鬼注意啦！！她嫌在家无聊喔！！
就是在接近晚上7时半的时候妈妈才提出这意见。。。因为听说晚上的太平很多食物吃。。。

忽～～好啦我们八点出发去。。哎呀！差点忘了今天是新秀大赛决赛。。。幸好车上有收音机（ｍｙ ｆｍ有直播〕。。。。

走到半路收音机竟然收不到！！本来以为是在高速公路的缘故。。。怎知太平好像真的收不到那个电台，我调了又调还是没有。。。气煞！！ 以为算了吧！后天看报纸吧！！

怎知我们“看中”的那“堆”小食中心竟然有超大的荧幕在播着新秀大赛。。。太好了！！！！

那时我们叫了很多食物。。有拉沙，薄饼，猪肠粉，炒猓条，裸面，蚝煎。。。还有最后叫的是蜜搪烧鸡腿（新秀大赛决赛结束前)好爽哦！！露天的也。。。在马路中间。。。边吃～～边看～～吃吃吃呀～看看看～

嘻嘻。。。原来那位新秀冠军也蛮不错哦！指的是歌声跟样子。。。蛮可爱的说。。。 我也有份支持他的哦！

就这样我们在那呆了两小时。。。本来想去动物园玩的（开到凌晨12点〕。。但妈妈说农历7月最好不要去，所以就只在门口望梅止渴。。。

然后？当然是回家啦！没打算过夜这么夸张啦！！

在车途中又想了很多美好和感动的回忆。。。是什么？先卖个关子。。。

“惊险”的经历

好高兴哦！可以写华语。这几天有什么趣事呢？让我想想。。。。
喔，我想到了。。就在昨天。。

当我在逛书店时，突然有位不懂讲华语的华人拿着一叠蓝色的Ａ４无线纸（应该是华人吧！肤色蛮像也。。〕走过来，然后以很正统的英语问我一些问题。。

我那时愣住了。。他问我什么？我“哈”了一声。。

那位先生又重复他的问题。。。哦！原来他是要问“这些纸是不是拿来写信的？”

像我们这些常接触纸的学生都知道那些没线的纸不适合拿来写信。。呵呵。。。

我就拿一叠Ｂ４有线的纸给他，一口不正不宗的英语跟他说：“这个比较适合。。”

他竟然说:“这个不是拿来打印用的吗？” 我有点气到。。由于我的英语程度不高，所以不解释给他听了。。

然后我又问他：“你是用手写信还是用电脑打？”

他说是用手写的。。。嗨哟，用手写竟然拿没线的纸。。。

然后我忍不住说：“用手写的话，有线的纸比较好写。” 我再拿一叠Ａ４的有线纸给他。。。

他又说：“太多了！我还是拿这个（Ｂ４的那叠〕好了。。”

当他就快要走时， 我看到一叠比较少的Ａ４纸，就拿给他说：“这个比较短也比较少。”

然后，他答我说：“这你也察觉到！很好。。” 他就要了拿叠较少的Ａ４纸，当然也不忘跟我道谢。。

然后他就跟一位老外走了。。。
忽～捏了一把冷汗。。终于搞定了。。。

new philosophy

Well.....here is something to link the 5cs to the newer 5 bs !

I don't need a CAR, but I want aBMW
I don't need a CONDO, but I want a BUNGALOW
I don't need you to have CASH but I want you to own a BANK
I don't need you to have a CAREER but I want yo u to be a BOSS

It's interesting for you to read! Most of you would have heard of the Singapore 5C's!
Car, Condo, Credit Card(Gold), Cash and Career

Heard of the 5B's?
B - BMW
B - Body
B - Brain
B - Billionaire
B - Bungalow

And, and addition with the 5K's .....................
Kiasu (scared of losing)
Kiasee (scared of dying)
Kiabor (scared of wife)
Kiaboh (scared of having nothing)
Kiachenghu (scared of government)

We've been reading about the 5C's! and 5K's for Singaporeans, now comes the 5 Numerals and Malaysia's equivalent...

Singapore's "practice" for Simple Living :
1 - One Wife
2 - Two Children
3 - Three Bedroom Condo
4 - Four Wheels
5 - Five Figure Salary


Malaysia's "practice" to Simple Living:
5- Five Children
4 - Four Wives
3 - Three Figure Salary
2 - Two Wheels
1 - One-Storey Link House